I Will Reach My Ugw - Tumblr Posts
🌷My stats🌷
Height: 5’5
SW: 185.7lbs//BMI 30.9
HW: 190.7lbs//BMI 31.7
CW: 167.7lbs//BMI 27.9
They/Them
Age: 16
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🌷GW1: 170lbs//BMI 28.3 ✔️
🌷GW2: 150lbs//BMI 25
🌷GW3: 130lbs//BMI 21.6
🌷GW4: 115lbs//BMI 19.1
🌷GW5: 105lbs//BMI 17.5
🌷UGW: 100lbs//BMI 16.6
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🌷I did it🌷
I was able to do a 10 hour fast I know that 10 hours is not a lot of time but I’m super happy I did it because this was my first fast and I only ate 779cal and burned 814cal.
🌷November will be my month🌷
I must lose 7.5 pounds and get to my first gw 🩷🤍
🌷bmi🌷
I’m very happy that I’m out of the bmi 30s now and I hope I don’t get back up to in the 30s 🩷🤍
🌷A big step🌷
Today I consumed only 424cals my lowest ever consumed and I’m proud of myself for being able to resist eating more because yesterday I binged but in the end I’m quite proud of myself!
🌷Fasting🌷
Today I was able to fast for 21 hours I’m glad I was able to do it because it’s my longest fast ever!
🌷Buddies🌷
If anyone one wants to be ana buddies to help me get out of my 4+ month long overeating period and of course to help each other with our goals! 🩷🩷🩷
Please dm me if you want to be buddies! 🩷
🌷GW1🌷
I finally got to my first goal weight! It’s been so annoying not being able to reach it because of my binging habits, but at least I’m under 170 pounds🌷🩷
🌹🌹I NEED A ANA BUDDY 🌹🌹🌹
I need a ana buddy lately i been sucking at sticking to my diet so i was hopi g to get a ana buddy.
💕 THINGS WE CAN DO 💕
1) send each other thinspo pictures
2)send each other sweetspo/meanspo
3) send each other diet tips
4) videochat and workout together
5) weight loss competition and more💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
I look forward to talking to you and helping each other ugw.
bye i actually want to sob rn.
i asked my mom if we cld have chicken curry nd rice today (whis is like 300-400 cals) nd she said sure, i even went shopping with her so i could see if she bought the right things.
nd when she said that the food is ready she made some fucking bs. literally bs. its so high in calories and i dont want to eat anymore:(
this is the first time in a while i've actually had an appetite for a SPECIFIC thing, and she ruined it completely.
also this is what she made, im sorry if this made anyone feel uncomfortable or anything, but i just wanted to show what she made so anyone could understand:/
SUCCESSFULLY FASTED ALL OF YESTERDAY 💪✨💖
only at 33 hours so far, but im someone who has historically been a terrible faster, so I'm proud that I made it this far.
feeling alr for now, we'll see how I feel at five right before my shift
also my weigh in this morning was pretty good, 103.9, when i was 105 a few days ago :)
feeling skinty 💖
Ate a pretty large meal before my shift, I’m completely fine with it I ate exactly what I planned to
I won’t eat anything tn when I get home from work I think, and I’ll have 400 calls tmrw
TW RESTRICTIVE ED (block dont report)
ok I got my food log for yesterday, im not gonna actually count every calorie for now, cuz everytime ive done that in the past i just obsess over food too much and end up binging and giving up, so im gonna be more reasonable with my restriction so that it actually lasts lol
Breakfast:
Black tea w/ sweetened milk (my favorite thing in the world omg)
Lunch:
1 apple
Diet coke mixed with some lemonade
Dinner:
One packet of Maruchan ramen
Large bowl of ice-cream w/ chocolate sauce and strawberries :/
Everything went amazing until (as always) after I ate my planned ramen for dinner my cravings went insane. I decided to just have some icecream because i mean fuck it, i love ice cream, and since i really ate almost nothing the rest of the day it shouldnt be too bad, even if it wasnt ideal. I was right tho! I weighed myself this morning and I still lost about as much as I had hoped to from the day before, so Im happy i got to enjoy my ice cream and still make progress :)
(I am definitely making sure not to give into the cravings today tho, cant make this a habit)
TW RESTRICTIVE ED
Food log from yesterday:
Breakfast: coffee with sweetener
Lunch: veggie burger with 1 slice of bread, and a bowl of instant miso soup (around 260 cals)
Dinner: 4 slices of no cheese veggie pizza, two slices of cheese pizza
Ok yesterday was almost perfect, I planned on the 4 slices of the no cheese veggie pizza, but my cravings got the better of me with the cheese pizza, they were all very small slices tho, I work at a pizza place so I get free personal pizzas and they are not very big
I was worried when my cravings got bad I was gonna end up eating smth else but thankfully they went away after I ate the pizza, and I weighed in at 103.8 lbs this morning which was exactly what I wanted! :)
My grandma wants to go out to dinner with me on Monday for a late birthday thing, I’m not too worried though, my plan is just to not eat anything until dinner and fill my stomach up with water during the meal
I don’t want to force myself not to eat the food at the restaurant, or have it be obvious that I’m not eating so I’m definitely going to order as normal, I’ll get full fast tho so it’s not a big deal
I’m so excited to get under 100 lbs, I’m always on-and-off with my restriction and I haven’t made it under 100 in soooo long, I can’t wait for a 2 digit number on the scale again 😩
TW RESTRICTIVE ED
Food log from yesterday :
Breakfast:
Coffee with sweetener
Lunch:
Cappuccino smoothie/milkshake from some store at the mall (almost entirely ice cream)
Dinner:
Veggie burger with one slice of bread and some hot sauce
Yesterday went really good, I ate exactly what I planned to. The smoothie I had at the mall was definitely a lot of calories, but I was out with my best friend and I always get it so I really didn’t want to seem off by not having what I usually do, it’s ok tho I weighed in at 103.8 this morning so I’m happy :)
TW RESTRICTIVE ED
ok today did NOT go as planned at ALL
I caved and had a bagel with cream cheese and some veggie bacon with a dunkin coffee, which had to have been so many calories in itself, but then i had to go to the Indian resteraunt with my grandma and OH MY GOD
the food was good and i feel like i didnt even eat much but i felt SO FULL I WAS ON THE VERGE OF THROWING UP (not of my own choice), it was AWFUL
I was so full and uncomfortable and i never want to feel like that ever again, but at least nobody is gonna suspect anything since i definitely ate like normal
gonna do a fast tomorrow to make up for this shit show of a day, ill only have herbal/green tea and a sparkling ice from cvs :/
if nothing else, this has to work as a metabolism day to make sure i dont plateau, so ill take what i can get
TW RESTRICTIVE ED
ok so by some miracle of the eating disorder gods i actually LOST WEIGHT AFTER MY TERRIBLE DAY YESTERDAY???
i weighed myself last night and i was at 103.4, which was LOWER than in the morning, and this morning i was 102.6 which is INSANE to me and i dont understand
I weighed myself like 20 different times and reset my scale to see if it was glitching but it seems to be true?
Anyway, i decided to have a small meal before work today to keep me fueled and since i already lost so much yesterday.