Finally Got Around To Designing The Worst Of Jien, Well - One Of Her Shards That Is Known As Proxy, As

Finally got around to designing the worst of Jien, well - one of her shards that is known as Proxy, as she had long discarded her real name in hopes to abandon what "shackles of humanity" she had. She looks uncanny to what Jien looks like, and she uses that to her advantage.

The question of how Proxy became aware of Jien still evades Jien. But perhaps not for long..

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I love that design choice of going for "pure colors and pure looks" for the villain and I just had to put that into Proxy's design. GRRRR (she's absolutely vile though)

In HSR she is most definitely mara struck too, fucking insane in every world though. In Wuwa - man idk how she's alive with how much overclocking she does. Like bro...

Stay tuned for more lore?? slay??

Yeah! It would take a LONG LONG time for both of them to warm up to eachother and sort of subtly "prove" to one another they're not gonna harm eachother. I mean they work for the same cause, come on girls 🙄 y'all not immortal and can die any day, move it-

Also that's so funny to me how Reyna is threatening tHE GENERAL OML😭 bless her, I love her sm. Jiyan would just chuckle awkwardly as he's reminded of those cadet days and the training sessions, some where he maybe even got his ass handed back to him?

Also side note but I love that she's so tall too.

Reyna can rest easy, Jien respects private space more than you can think of, and that goes to belongings of another. Unless Reyna handed her the dragon statue hand to hand, Jien would just admire it from afar. (RIP Marshal, you're being missed) If someone else tried to touch it? Bro is getting scolded, it's done, they're done for. Shame on you stranger. Jien is protective too, she likes order too so she has the tendency to jump into things that aren't necessarily directly tied to her - she hates petty arguments or arguments that didn't even need to happen if only the people within that conflict remained calm, and she just can't resist from setting records straight. Can be quite the yapper depending on the situation.

And them being related in some way would be so funny cause they look so different. Idk how they'd go about finding out exactly, besides the obvious blood tests or something like that, but imagine their relatives telling them that. OH IMAGINE IF THEIR FAMILIES HAD BEEF IN THE PAST 😭 Those old nan tales "they wanted to take our lands and peaches but we stood firm arrr".

Mootoe i think they would either hate each other or be so close they talk shit about everyone, theres no inbetween

YOO

Okay so, me personally, I can definitely see their relationship starting off a bit rocky or just them side eyeing eachother so bad, they're judging eachother in their minds but I also think they can definitely bond a bit more as time goes on and they realize they're not any sort of enemies to one another hswiid

Jien is hella chill, she doesn't have the capacity for hate even if she's quite judgy - she never lets certain opinions get the better of her and she likes to remain neutral with people unLESS those opinions from before have a foundation to them. Ngl, Jien would be be quite curious of Reyna, and despite their relationship starting off rocky, that would only make Jien want to interact with Reyna more 😭 oh bro what if they were put up to work together👀 for something, idk-

Also Reyna better buckle up if Jien catches word of her and Jinshi. Just imagining them exchanging side eyes and one of them is trying not to cackle is making me cackle.

I wanna cry WHY IS NO ONE ELSE WRITING FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL, MAGNIFICANT WOMAN???

Just wait till she comes out with her story and I get my clutches on it. Just you wait..

Rn I don't feel too comfortable writing her due to the abysmal lack of information on her and I need more, I don't wanna mischaracterize her.... (Kuro this is a nudge to give us more Jinshi)

"Soft little petals of light flicker across the darkening sky like little light bugs of the faraway cosmos. Lush grass kisses her nape and tickles her ears as she rests in this field, so far away and even further still. It allows for a brief moment of reprieve from the cacophony of this world that is not her own, the little bit of peace her heart desperately bled for continuously. From here she looks at the sky and the little lofty clouds sailing through it. It greatly reminds her of the sky she watched as a kid.

Memories of today flow through her mind, cuddling themselves up behind her eyelids along with countless others, ones that span from the day she was learning to walk. Prompted by a child she glimpsed today, taking their first step into their mother’s arms. 

Similar experiences bind themselves into a string that Jien feels like she can tie around her neck. The memories are real, and remain the only thing to anchor her to reality and the belief that she herself is still here. They urge her to eat breakfast in the mornings and they lick the tears from her eyes before she slumbers in the night. What would she be without these memories but a hollow bone?

For once more she finds herself wishing she could take the dirt road that leads to her home again. And in her mind’s eye she imagines herself doing so, remembering every pebble and blade of grass as she walks through the retelling of a time long gone. She walks up the rocky hill, feeling small, realizing  she is half the height she is now, making her heart jump with each step. And once she finally reaches the top and the front of the door, her little lungs gasping for spring air, she feels grown again, towering in the old doorway. The house is empty. Everything is the same way it was nearly two decades ago. There is no one waiting for her. Not people, not her pets, and the books hold no words but blank pages.

Jien opens her eyes, feeling a wetness bubble to her lash line, and she breathes a heavy sigh, tail swishing from one side to the other in the bed of grass she made, her shoulders slacking. 

She wants to just … be. She doesn’t want to continue, her heart screams for rest, oozing blood from every crevice in hopes she’d notice it and stop. But she moves forward, somewhere, prompted by the same heart to do so. It makes no sense. Why can’t she just sit here forever? Staring at the skies and waiting for stars, walking through endless woods and halls of her home?"

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Crying over how Jien will never know peace even after her mission is done after which she'd be left with even more memories that she will never be able to forget or come to terms with.

OMG I LOVE HOW YOU WROTE MORTEFI, CAN I HAVE SOME MORE 🥹🥹🥹🥹

So glad you're enjoying the hcs :)

There's definitely gonna be more of Mortefi once I'm done with irl stuff, I have some requests for him waiting in my inbox.