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Omg Heyyy!, I Find Your Writing Quite Good, Keep Up The Good Work . May I Request Izana X Gf Reader.

Omg heyyy!, I find your writing quite good, keep up the good work โ™ฅ๏ธ. May i request Izana x gf reader. Just reader being smitten and whipped for him, like he could literally be beating /killing someone and shes just staring with lovesick eyes and thinking 'Oh Izana , such a cutiepie. My cute boyfriend. I'll even help him hide the body if he wants.....'

And Izana stating she is his Queen and the Queen of Tenjiku

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โ€” Oh, my toxic loverboy

Izana is my favorite poison, my obsession. I know, I shouldn't feel this way, but I can't help it. Every time I see him, the world comes down to him, every thought, every breath, everything is for him. I want it with such intensity that sometimes it scares me, but it's a fear that I like, that excites me. We found each other, and from that moment it's as if we couldn't do without each other. We are always together, united in this strange vortex that for others might seem toxic, but for us it is everything. I don't want to run away from this, in fact, I just want to dive deeper

โ€” Izana: If I ever had to kill Mikey, what would happen between us?

- You: I would help you get rid of the body, my loverboy

Our arguments, our fights, are just another way to feel alive, remind us of how much we care for each other. It doesn't matter how much we get hurt, because in the end we always come back together, hungrier than before, more eager to own each other. I know that others don't understand, that they look at us with that look of disapproval, but I don't care. No one can understand what it means to be with Izana. He is my dark half, my reflection in a distorted mirror, and I am his. We are united by something stronger than simple attraction, something that consumes and nourishes us at the same time

โ€” Izana: You're a whore when you do that, but please, come home. I need to see you, I love you and you know it

โ€” You: Scream at me one more time and I'll smash that damn record of yours that you care about so much. I'm coming back, I hope it's for a good reason

Izana has become everything to me. I wake up thinking about him, and go to sleep with his name on my lips. And Izanaโ€ฆ Izana wants me all to herself. He can't stand the idea that there is something or someone between us. He's jealous of everything, even my time: he isolates me from friends, family, and I let it happen... deep down, I'm convinced it's a sign of how much he loves me

โ€” Izana: You just need me. Others exist only to distance us, right?

โ€” You: I push others away, I need you to breathe. To feel alive I need you to be by my side

โ€” Izana: Good girl

Yet, there is a part of me that feels suffocated. I'm short of air, but I can't tear myself away. When we are not together, I feel lost, empty, as if a part of me remains with him even if I don't know where he is. And when we are close, the whole world seems to disappear. But I know, deep down, that this isn't love: it's obsession. A mutual dependence that is slowly destroying us, but which I can't do without. It's a sick bond, and yet, I would never want to break it

โ€” Izana: We both know it's obsession and not love, right?

โ€” You: Yes. But it doesn't bother me

โ€” Izana: Until death, then?

โ€” You: And even after, my loverboy

The truth is that I got lost in him, or maybe I allowed myself to get lost. I no longer recognize who I was before Izana came into my life. At first, it was like he filled a void I didn't even know I had. His every gesture, every word, seemed to be exactly what I needed, and so I let myself be carried away. I've realized that I no longer make decisions without first asking myself what he would think. Every thought, every action, is filtered through his gaze. And him? He does the same. He tells me that he can't imagine his life without me, that I am his reason for existing after years of suffering

โ€” Izana: You will be my bride within a year maximum, Mrs. Kurokawa

โ€” You: I like your last name

โ€” Izana: I'll like it more when you have it too, love

I have asked myself several times if it is possible to live without him. But the very idea throws me into an irrational panic. It's like I need his chaos, his possessiveness, to feel real. And so, I continue to remain trapped in this relationship that is slowly consuming me, and I like it. I don't know if it's love, or just fear of being alone, but one thing is sure: Izana has become my obsession. And I his

โ€” Izana: Oh, my Queen. The Queen of Tenjiku, the only woman who will ever and never leave my life

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8 months ago

I disappeared for I think over a month, but hey, hi?

school starts again and damn I regret not sleeping during the summer so much because now it's the thing I would do most in the world. I started and finished Blue Lock and went from being the #1 hater to being obsessed with this manga ๐Ÿ™

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8 months ago

You can have a lot of different opinions about Shidou as a person, but I think we should all recognize his sincere love for everything that happens on the field as quite inspiring.

You Can Have A Lot Of Different Opinions About Shidou As A Person, But I Think We Should All Recognize

While most of the other players enjoy only winning or their successful strategies, Shidou just gets high from the process AND still wants to win. At the same time. He does not give up, does not limit himself and enjoys what he does. And with all this, he manages to love the evolution/luck of his opponents. (Isagi does it differently, I think. Isagi rather perceives someone else's development as a challenge and help for his own development, and Shidou seems to be just a cool positive guy. Great, now I want to get into Shidou's head too... The last chapter intrigues me.)

He's our little freak, but if you ignore his comparisons of football with fertilization, he's one of the most "normal" characters. He literally has one of the healthiest attitudes to football that the entire Blue lock has, probably only Snuffy is healthier. Many characters should learn from him to be genuinely and fully involved, but not desperate. (I'm not taking into account that straitjacket scene, because fuck you, Ego, you're traumatizing them. Again๐Ÿ˜‘ It's so stressful for the psyche.) The ability to be involved but not take everything personally is a useful ability if you don't want to burn the hell out. (And for some reason it seems to me that Shidou has already burned out and recovered from this, and to be honest, I am waiting for such a development of the plot. Parallels with Kunigami and Rin, parallels with Kunigami and Rin! We need more players coping with burnout in different ways. It will be great if Snuffy participates in this too, he is actually an interesting and cool mentor.)

Shidou is already one of the most intriguing characters in Blue Lock, and something tells me that revealing his backstory will be as epochal as revealing Kaiser's backstory. He will either turn out to be super normal, or he will be absolutely wild and, honestly? Any option will suit me, I do not know what the author needs to do to spoil Shidou as a character. He's already more than just a freak and that's great.

10 months ago

Takemichis younger sister dating one of his friends๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿคญ

I had excessive fun writing these hcs, I swear

๐Œ๐˜ ๐Œ๐€๐’๐“๐„๐‘๐‹๐ˆ๐’๐“

โ€” Takemichi's sister dating one of his friends HCS แกฃ๐ญฉ

If Takemichi had any say in the matter, he would definitely have preferences on who you can have a relationship with. As much as he loves Mikey, NO, he wouldn't let you get engaged to him because he knows that yes, he would protect you, but he's a pretty chaotic guy

His list would be more or less like this: he would be comfortable with Draken, Mitsuya, Inui, Akkun, Takuya and more or less with Chifuyu too. His peace of mind would disappear if you got engaged with Mikey, Baji, Kazutora and Makoto

If you got dating one of the guys from the Mizo group, so Akkun, Takuya, Yamagishi and Makoto, let's say that he would have more freedom in speaking because he is basically the leader of the group. He would try to keep you as far away from Makoto as possible because yes, he absolutely loves him, but he is literally a pervert for only being 15 years old. With Akkun and Takuya he would be very calm, they are both good guys. With Yamagishi... meh, let's say a 50/50: he wouldn't have any problems but overall he wouldn't be 100% calm

Speaking of Toman... let's say that in terms of protection he would be comfortable with everyone, his friends are literally the members of the most feared gang in Kantou! but leaving you with some would definitely make him a little worried. You can literally FORGET about dating Kazutora, on his list he is the last person he would like to see you with. He would die seeing you with him

Let's assume, I don't know, you're dating Chifuyu. He's his best friend and he knows he would never do anything wrong with you, but on the one hand we're talking about Chifuyu... he's afraid he'll trade you for a shoujo manga. JOKES ASIDE, nah, he'd love to have Chifuyu as a new family member. I have this scenario in mind of you and Matsuno going out on a date and, by pure coincidence, the date becomes between your boyfriend and your brother. Yes, they would probably leave you behind while they talk to each other. This scenario is more or less doable with Draken, Inui and Mitsuya

Now let's talk about the blacklist: you engaged to Mikey, Kazutora, Baji and Makoto. Unfortunately he can't decide your feelings, so there's a good chance you'll fall in love and end up with one of these guys. If we're talking about Mikey and Baji, well most of him would put his soul at rest and simply give you advice on their tastes in different things. If, unfortunately for him, you ended up with Kazutora and Makoto, it would be the end of him. He would spend hours with Hina and Naoto checking on you when you went out with either guy

While I was writing the other hcs I thought: what if the reader ended up with Naoto? Takemichi probably be a bit happier than any other guy you could choose. Both Hanagaki with both Tachibana brothers... sounds like such a cute thing!. Then we know that Naoto is relatively a character who doesn't give up (this is demonstrated by his perseverance in trying to keep Hina alive when Takemichi failed in different timelines) so with him you would be safe and healthy practically always

Even if it's not in the request, I'd like to imagine the reader with other people too, like the Haitani brothers or Izana or even Kakucho. He'd be happy if you ended up with Kaku Chan, but for the brothers Haitani and Izana... yeah, he'd probably die of a heart attack if you introduced one of them to him as your new boyfriend


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