The Cry Pile. | Han Jisung

the cry pile. | han jisung

pairing: han jisung x reader

genre: fluff and angst, hurt/comfort (?), friendship

description: trying to tell who you thought was kim seungmin that his club application did not go through, the boy who ended up greeting you in the classroom turned out to be han jisung, a friend you’ve ghosted for years.

word count: 5.1k +

author’s note: just a little drabble i thought about and decided to write, maybe i’ll write more about the club for self-indulgent purposes. it’s been difficult these days.

It has been a while since you have last talked to Jisung.

Apparently, the promise you two made back in elementary school to stay friends forever, and his continuously patient and kind gestures towards you, weren’t strong enough to overpower your overwhelming issues with self-worth and hidden insecurities.

You two drifted apart sometime during middle school. You knew very well because you purposefully distanced yourself away after he found a group of new friends you weren’t able to get close to. You never tried, but you knew even if you did, you weren’t on par with their kinds of people.

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Pairing : Reader x Jungkook

Genre : Angst

Status : Ongoing

Warning : Mature content

Chapter 1

8:00 AM

The abruptly fresh sunlight hitting my face, I slowly blinked my eyes open and then quickly rushed in to do all my morning activities. I had a job interview at the night club, recently I've been doing multiple part times and this is going to be my third job in line.

I casually dressed myself because being fancily dressed was never my concern. I put on my white crop tee, black ripped skinny jeans under, a denim jacket and a converse to complete my overly look. I took the subway and entered the club and met the manager near the counter; Successfully after getting the job, the manager told me to start working right away.

After working for 2 hours nearly I saw a couple entering the bar with the man's hands around the girl's waist. The said man pulled the girl on top of his lap and they started making out. I never troubled myself with others business so I just casually ignored them and got busy with my job. I mean at this point it was a normal thing for me to encounter kids of my age sucking on e/o's face around the corner, Sucks to be me but Nevermind. While serving the booze to the already wasted folks I turned around to see the man from what I remember was dry humping on the half naked girl kept approaching towards my counter.

I must say the man was responsible for global warming perhaps, the hotness could legit set the room on fire. Straight off the bat I would have to say this man is hella attractive, his ripped torso was enough to make anyone drool over. Shaking away my thoughts,

"Sir, what do you like to have?" I asked.

"Are you on the menu?" He said, with the flirty smirk pasted on his face.

I looked at him for a solid 5 sec in utter disbelief, contemplating how to deal with the situation; as per my job I gotta behave formal with the customers. Not to mention my ill humor in the most inappropriate timing, " Sorry Sir, we don't practice cannibalism here." It came out right off but I wasn't sorry about it though. This man was surely trying to get into my pants. Shaking my head in disgust I looked away from him to continue taking orders. To my knowledge the man was quiet offended because of my ignorance; I let him be.

Suddenly a hand gripped on my wrist and dragged me away from the counter to the nearby restroom.

" what the fuck do you think you're doing you-" I gritted my teeth frustrated.

He shushed me with his finger on my lips, " Don't you think you're being a bit rude, babygirl." He whispered to me in the ears.

"DUDE! WHAT IN THE NAME OF JESUS ARE YOU TRYING TO DO? GET OFF ME." I slapped away his hands off me and tried to get away but he pulled me by the arms and the next thing I remember was being pinned down against the wall and him nuzzling into my neck; holding me tightly yet gently into his embrace. I was surprised to see how soft this man was; from what I see, he was too drunk to think straight. He started kissing down my neck; I panicked and I tried pushing him harder yet he didn't budge. He kept mumbling something, "Sarah, please don't leave, You won't leav-"

I pushed him off me finally with all my strength.

" Boi! If you don't stop, your girlfriend will surely leave you if she sees us like this."

I turned away to leave; I found the girl who was with him earlier; I dashed towards her to tell her to take his already wasted boyfriend back home. From what I saw she was already busy making out with some random guy.

Interesting, I thought. I felt two hands snaking around my waist gently back hugging me from behind, his chin tenderly placed on my shoulder; he snuggled into me.

"Dude you girlfriend is legit kis-" he cut me down with a shush.

" Do you mind, if I hold you like this for a bit? Please." He said

"I-". I couldn't seem to process the situation; I never seem to bother about other's business and a little skinship won't impregnate me (Sarcasm intended) so yeah! Have the time of your life.

Standing there for what felt like quite a while, he started sobbing.

" Wt-, You want me to carry you home or what?!" I spoke in frustration. I had enough of this grown ass crybaby.

He started clinging on to me.

"Aghhhh!! I swear to God, you're gonna regret this later."

"Take me home, I am tired." He spoke sluggishly

" What do you think of me as, Your Nanny??" Istg this man.

Not minutes after I saw the manager was passing through the restroom, " Ah! That's my knight in shining armour, SIRRR!!!" I yelled out like my life depends on it.

Soon after he saw me and rushed in to help me for what I guessed but-

" SIR!!! YOU ALRIGHT?!!" he started freaking out.

I mean, my shoulders are about to dislocate from carrying around this muscle pig and this man is worried about the wasted fellow instead, Great.

" Ah sir, would you mind helping me ou-"

" What are you doing, just drop him off to his apartment" He shouted at me, scribbling down the address and handing over it to me. I was heck confused, why me? He could have asked anyone else, whatever. He better pay me extra for making me do the sideline job.

I quickly gathered all my stuff; booked a cab and headed towards the aforementioned address. After reaching the apartment I quickly carried him out of the cab; had his limbs supported around my shoulders and me briefly holding onto his torso.

"This man is ripped af."

Getting into his apartment I lied him down on his king sized bed.

///Third person Pov///

Y/N was about to leave, she felt a strong grip holding her back; on looking back she found him fumbling, " please stay."

For an instance she was actually considering to stay with the stranger; being said she never had anyone to tell her if she could not leave but stay. Squatting down beside his bed she looked at him closely; his distress, his fear of being left alone, his heartbreak everything about him was painful. Never had she felt the emotion, never had she wanted to be this close to anyone, why now? Her heart is trembling seeing the stranger shedding tears for someone he dearly loved.

Everything was so new to her, she wondered if anyone would ever want her this dearly? If she was worthy of love?

To be continued...

the arduous passion between the two was one not conjured by a snap of a finger, but built up strenuously through time, brick by brick, a wall to barricade their fervent emotions from one another. love had rendered them blind, and yet still failed to deter the intense flames within their tumultuous hearts.

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CRUSH AT FIRST SIGHT {2}

Kim Mingyu x reader

[ Day 2]

Yesterday was pretty fun honestly. I woke up and checked my phone and saw two missed calls from Gyu and some texts too. I opened them.

Mingyu : hey y/n why aren’t you picking up

Are you sleeping?

Are you coming today?

When are you coming?

Aaaaa why aren’t you waking up!!!!

I smiled seeing him whining I quickly texted him that I was going and started getting ready. I picked out a pretty dress for today. I usually don’t wear dresses but I don’t know why I wanted to get ready. It took me around 50 minutes to get ready and then I left. I grabbed my coffee as regular and reached my uni. To my surprise Mingyu was waiting in front of the gate. When he saw me he rushed to me with a big smile.

“Why are you so late I was waiting for you so long? And why don’t you answer your phone, I wanted to ask you actually to go and pick you up”, he stopped cause he was breathless after speaking so much without a break. I giggled how someone can be this cute.

He spoke again, “Did anyone said how pretty you are?”

His sudden compliment kind of made me choke on air. I was looking at him speechless.

“ Aigooooo you are cute when you are surprised”, he said and patted my hair. I blushed and looked down. He continued,” by the way let’s go everyone is waiting”.

“Yeah sure let’s go”, I said and started walking hastily. One more day and then he will be gone and my bright days will end too. I will once again get into those gloomy days. We reached others and they too complimented my dress and then we planned out how to enjoy the day. Since everyone has different choices we decided to split into 4 teams so we can all enjoy comfortably.

Cheol, Jeonghan and Jun decided to go and try different games.

DK, Dino, Woozi and Hoshi decided to go watch those dance performances and other cultural events.

Wonwoo and Vernon decided to visit the video game parlour.

Seungkwan, Minghao , me and Mingyu decided on trying out different food and attend the literary fest.

So everyone went their own way and we went ours. The first place we went to was a great sushi stall and we enjoyed there a lot. We started roaming randomly and teased each other a lot. And then we all ganged up and teased Mingyu. It was literally my best day. Like yesterday Mingyu didn’t left me for a moment.

When we were sitting at a pizza place some guys kind of were staring at me so Mingyu got off and moved his chair so they can’t see. I wish all guys were like him. I tried to not think like that or else I would get hurt. Our pizza arrived and we started to eat. And suddenly Minghao spoke up, “Well kwan have you noticed anything?”

Seungkwan was surprised and replied, “ what hyung?”

Minghao smirked and we all looked at each other when he spoke again, “That Mingyu is being a little more active these days and he woke up today without even calling him and got ready first”. He looked at Mingyu who for no reason started stuffing his mouth and avoided Minghao.

Seungkwan replied, “ yeah I too am noticing him he is even smiling to himself and is humming all day-“ . He was stopped when mingyu pushed a pizza slice in his mouth and spoke” Yah why are you lying like this”, he turned to me and said,” y/n don’t listen to them they are speaking gibbereish”.

“ yeah yeah y/n don’t listen to us only listen to him”, Minghao teased and continued eating.

I looked at Mingyu who was pretty flustered and avoided my eyes. I too ignored them and continued eating. I don’t want to involve myself much or else it might turn worse for me.

They keep teasing Mingyu about being in love and thinking about some girl. All I did was eating and smiling from time to time.

After we completed we decided to return. Seungkwan was still teasing Mingyu so they were kind of walking a bit ahead and I and Minghao were walking behind them.

Minghao spoke,” y/n can I ask you something?”.

I was a bit shocked like what he wants to ask and then I nodded.

“Do you like anyone?”, he said looking at me.

What was this question,” umm depends why you are asking”, I replied.

“Nothing I am just kind of curious”, he said.

“Yep and nope”, I said.

“What “, he asked confused.

“Yes I like someone but it doesn’t matter”, I said looking down.

“Why doesn’t it matter”, he asked again.

What’s with him? Why is he curious about my love life? I spoke again,” Because nothing’s gonna happen between us”.

“How can you say this without even talking to him, maybe he likes you too”, he said it matter of factly.

“Umm I am not that brave and I am kind of sure too and also I don’t want him to bring into the darkness I am in”, I smiled.

“Maybe he will take you out of the darkness”, he said and patted my back. And then we were kind of interrupted by Hoshi. Who literally jumped on Minghao and spoke,” umm hmm what’s going on between you two”. He teased and then rushed to the others and then started telling others that I and Minghao are dating.

Everyone started to tease us and when we deny no one trust us.

Jun said,” I knew this they were together since yesterday, talking and smiling”.

Jeonghan came to me and said,” Aaaaaa y/n I thought you would choose me”. He pouted and I replied, “It’s nothing like that and we are not dating”.

Dino interrupted again,” Liar, I know I saw you today too you both were walking behind so you could spend time together”.

Minghao spoke up again, “Guys you are misunderstanding we are not dating. I swear”.

Everyone still didn’t listen to us and kept teasing. And my eyes started searching for Mingyu who was not there. It was kind of weird because he never left me alone for a moment till now. Where is he?

I was searching when Cheol came to me and said, “Mingyu is there sitting in that bench, go” , he pointed me where Mingyu was seating.

“Thank you “, I spoke and left.

He was deep in thoughts when I reached, he didn’t even realized my presence until I spoke up.

“Mingyu , you alright?”, I asked putting a hand in his shoulder.

“Yeah yeah I am cool, what are you doing here?”, he spoke with a trembling voice. I felt worried as in what happened to this guy suddenly.

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