So My Grandma Is Stocking Up On Clothes Way Too Small For Me, Keeps Buying Me Clothes Way Too Small For

So my grandma is stocking up on clothes way too small for me, keeps buying me clothes way too small for me, and telling me I should "dress like I used to". But that my stole had changed, I just wear bigger sizes now. And her excuse is that they are all for "When I loose all that weight I put on," "when I go back down" like I of plan on losing five sizes worth of my weight? I look fucking hot how I am!!! Wtf??? I don't plan on losing any weight.

Never doubt the fact I am a horrible fucking person.

A watched pot never boils, but maybe double check to see if you turned on the damn stove.

I'm thinking about this person I met a few months ago. They had strange earrings, like baby limbs. Loving weird shit, so I complimented them, and their response killed me. "Thanks! They cost an arm and a leg though." It was an arm and a leg. I should have married them on the spot.

I find myself again sharing a tale of the gods.

Hyacinth or Hyacinthus was one of Apollo's male lovers. He was a Spartan prince, beautiful and athletic. The pair was practicing throwing the discus when a discus thrown by Apollo was blown off course by the jealous Zephyrus and struck Hyacinthus in the head, killing him instantly. Apollo is said to be filled with grief: out of Hyacinthus' blood, Apollo created a flower named after him as a memorial to his death, and his tears stained the flower petals with άί άί, meaning alas. The Festival of Hyacinthus was a celebration of Sparta.

Another male lover was Cyparissus, a descendant of Heracles. Apollo gave him a tame deer as a companion but Cyparissus accidentally killed it with a javelin as it lay asleep in the undergrowth. Cyparissus asked Apollo to let his tears fall forever. Apollo granted the request by turning him into the Cypress named after him, which was said to be a sad tree because the sap forms droplets like tears on the trunk

Apollo - Mythology - Consorts and Children - Male Lovers (liquisearch.com)

So I found the bond bracelet my partner got for me again. It is basically a bracelet that you can tap, and it'll make the other person's bracelet buzz. I broke up with them sometime last year so I could deal with some personal shit, but I didn't take it off until a couple months after. They never set theirs up. But I put it back on and I know they probably never even opened theirs, but I'm just quietly hoping that one day they might buzz me back.