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The Beauty In The Secret, KNJ (+18)

The beauty in the secret, KNJ♡ (+18)

SUMMARY: Namjoon and Lessy are a cute little couple, but he's an idol and she's a writer, so they decide to keep the relationship as a secret. There's a lot of love, support and fun in their relationship 7u7

COUPLE: Namjoon and Alessandra (AKA Lessy).

COUNT OF WORDS: 6.6K

WARNINGS: Tons of dirty talk, soft dom! Nam, daddy kink, rough sex, fingering, oral sex (f to m and m to f), someone's tied up, praise kink... and I think that's all hehe.

NOTE: This is my first EVER shot, so let me know if its cool haha. I wrote this while listening to Strange Love by HALSEY.

Hope you like it, prepare for this gorgeous Namjoon ❤

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They say he walks like a God, and I have to give them credit for that. Since the day I met him I have thought he really is some kind of centre, starting with the things he does, to what he says, how he looks and how he acts.

That night I was a complete mess, I was just starting to get people to recognize what I have written and I was about to puke because of the anxiety, I remember it like it had happened yesterday.

My manager, Charlie, told me about a super famous band being here and I was excited because they were performing. Everybody was so energic about the presentation and I was too thanks to my endless curiosity, and when they entered the room I knew why was everyone so excited about it, everyone was paying attention to every move the seven men made, they all looked so powerful, so unreachable, so ethereal and every soul in there was seeing blind because of them.

It was BTS, freaking BTS... Unbelievable. Now I for sure will puke at any moment.

Charlie managed to get me near them, even though I was so nervous about it, and our little fight ended right when one of the guys recognized me.

"Hey! You are the '12 planets' author, right?" I think he's Hoseok, I kinda blushed and nod with a shy smile, I have to get used to this kind of approaches, ans I gotta wash away all of my insecurities, the sooner the better.

"Hi! Yes, I am" my smile is kind and open, he imitates my gesture and the rest of men look over to catch who one of their members is greeting.

"I am in love with your book, is brilliant, I have read it like three times so far" his smile is wider and my blush is more agressive thanks to his kind words. He reaches out his hand and introduces himself "sorry, I forgot, I'm Jung Hoseok or J-Hope, how it suits you better"

I let out a little laugh while we shake hands, so I wasn't wrong about who he was "so nice to meet you, Hoseok, I'm Alessandra, please call me Lessy" he also lets out a little laugh. The rest of the men decide to come closer with curiosity, Hoseok turns around to properly introduce me to the band and all of them open up their eyes in acknowledgement, start by saying that Hobi doesn't shut up about the book and has made every single member read it, they say is amazing and I can't help but feel my cheeks so hot because of this shitty shyness within me.

We start a really cool conversation between the eight of us, the members are so cute, different and interesting. I already feel curious about writing characters based upon them, so particular.

When I was on my way to the stairs so I could get back my coat, my heel got stuck in the rug and I was about to fall but he acted quickly and held me. We looked into each other's eyes and his reminded me of a dragon's eyes so much that a shiver ran down my whole body. His smile was so pretty and genuine that made me melt, I started stuttering nervous and he helped me without hesitation, he always have shown himself as a VERY patient person and I have always been so thankful for that, 'cause I tend to be slow and kinda clumpsy.

That night we connected so well that we exchanged numbers and while the time passed we became closer, even though we lived half the world away from each other. That thought makes my heart warm every time it goes through my mind.

Now, he has me drooling over every little thing he is and I am glad I caught his attention that night, because that lead us to right now, with him staring at me intensely across the whole room. I don't know what exactly I am doing here, but I was invited to the elegant party, every corner I full of people, the important kind, and I'm just bearly a recognized writer whom has two stories published. One year has passed since we started a relationship and I couldn't be happier, in spite of the distance and all of the obligations surrounding us, we have made it so far and we both are so proud of this.

Is the first time we both are in the same room in three months, and I find myself a little too anxious about it. Maybe is the way his gaze is constantly on me, how his powerful stare makes me want to run to him and kiss him until I'm completely out of breath, how his presence makes me weak and melt at every little thing he does.

I'm hopelessly in love with him, and that is completely terrifying.

"Lessy! How are you, baby?" I turn to my right to see Seokjin and Yoongi approaching, the first with a wide smile and the second a little calmer. I hug them, I've missed them so much, "long time no see, little one, huh?" Yoongi says when I'm in front of both.

"Yeah! I've missed you so much! The videocalls haven't been enough" I say so cheerful and excited to have them here, "where are the others?" The question is full of curiosity.

"Jimin, Tae and Hobi are dancing and Jungkook is somewhere near here" says Seokjin before making a pause and put on a wicked smile "and Namjoon is talking, like the leader he is- God bless his heart-, with some shareholders or something, he's a busy man, haven't you two talked yet?" he waves his eyebrows and I let out a laugh.

"You're so stupid sometimes, oppa" I say just to annoy him, they don't like it when I call them that. Seokjin rolls his eyes and Yoongi laughs and reaches out to bump his fist and mine, " I haven't gotten the chance to get close to him, I will find a way soon".

"Don't call me that, you silly little girl, but what I recommend you is that you approach where he is, maybe you could succeed on getting him out of that he'll circle, you know?" The eldest says with a light smile on his lips and Yoongi nods agreeing with his hyung.

"You two have a lot of things to catch up on, would be wise if you get advantage of the time you spend in here" speaks Yoongi with his characteristic low voice tone. I nod, that's true, I need to be with my man, talk to him and just be near him.

"Yeah, well, wish me luck, babes..." I say before let them behind and starting to walk to the spot I saw him the last time.

I get distracted with looking around, because Namjoon isn't where I saw him... damn. I keep myself straight so I can see the room clearer, but I'm interrumped by a pair of hands on my waist, I let out a freaked out squeak and turn around to be greeted by Jimin's smile.

"You scared the hell out of me! You dork!" I scold him while he laughs and lets go of my waist.

"Hello to you too, Lessy" he says getting his composure back, at his right side are Tae and Hobi who also stopped laughing already and look at me with wide smiles. We talk in a light mood and they tell me that they will be on a break after tonight, the will be free for three days and I find that amazing, they totally deserve to take a break and take care of themselves.

"Have you seen Namjoon?" I ask and I get suggestive stares that make me let out a neevous laugh.

"Oh, so eager, sweetheart" Tae mocks me and I just growl and roll my eyes, but what is impossible for me to do is hold back the blush on my cheeks. The three of them laugh and repeat that we're so cute and shit like that.

"We saw him going to the dinning room, maybe he's still there" answers Hobi and I nod, looking for the door that leads to the dinning room, "well, you should go now, 'cause you really look desperate, darling" they really love to mock me and play with me, but is something that goes for all of us, the eight of us.

"Haha, so funny, well yeah, I gotta go, idiots, see you later" I say looking at them with a wicked smile.

I walk to the door and slide it, the room smells really good, I should eat some appetizers, that would be nice. I walk to the table and grab two, they are so delicious, I hum delighted with the taste of the food.

"Here you are!" Jungkook is on my left side, I turn and face him with a big smile "how are you, kitty?" He wraps me in a hug and I hug him back.

"Hi bun, you've been here all night?" He keeps the smile on his face and shrugs.

"Not really, I have been going from room to room, you know..." he has changed a lot physically, but none a bit on his essence and that's simply wonderful, he keeps being this kind and tender guy how eats and plays around a lot.

"That's great, so haven't gotten bored, that's a goal for you" I say playfully and before he responds, he's lightly pushed towards me, so I move backwards, bumping into someone. I instantly turn around to apologize "I'm so sorry, it was an accident..." and I am greeted by dragon eyes. DAMN.

"Sorry, hyung, I was pushed" Jungkook talks behind me, but everything has just slowed down, I can't get my stare out of Namjoon's.

"Don't worry, Jungkook-ie, I'm aware, don't worry" his voice is deep and it sounds WAY better in person than in a call, I hold back a shiver and start looking at him, eyes roaming around his face, his earrings, his neck, broad shoulders -broader than last time I saw him-, the black suit he's wearing... DAMN. It's hot in here. We don't say a thing while we get the details of each other's appearance.

"Oooooookay... see you later kitty, see you later hyung" Jungkook sounds so far, but I manage to nod towards him and wave him goodbye, Namjoon nods and gives him a beautiful smile before going back to me.

"Lessy, I'm so glad you're here, you look completely stunning, my love, are you having fun?" His voice still deep as the ocean but it has a hint of tension and nervousness in it.

"Yeah, everything's just cool, I bumped into all the guys before and we talked a little... I was looking for you, actually" I confess with flushed cheeks and his smile grows wider, giving him a satisfied look. Oh my God, he's so fucking gorgeous.

"That's nice, Lessy, I have been looking for you too" his smile becomes kinda dangerous and damn, it's early to get wet but I can't help it, he bends a little so his mouth is just aside my ear and whispers "I've missed you so fucking much, babygirl"

Aaaaaaaaaaaand, if I wasn't wet already, I am now, for sure. A shiver attacks me and I let out a tiny, tiny whimper that he OBVIOUSLY heard. He laughs a little before getting straight again and look at me with satisfaction and love.

"I mean... I-I have missed you a lot too, it has been a long time..." I stumble on my words, making him exhale a light laugh.

"Yeah, almost three months, love" his voice tone is careful and low, we need to keep the appearances in public, but we are just so eager to get upon each other that focusing on anything else seems almost impossible. I take a deep breath and oblige myself to get the composure back like a professional.

"It has felt like an eternity, but I'm happy to see you here" I give him a genuine smile, which is imitated by him. The tension, I COULD CUT THE FUCKING SEXUAL TENSION IN HERE. We don't start a hug, it could be dangerous considering our anxiousness.

"Yeah, you know, I only have to talk to a couple of men tonight and then I will be free for three days, are you staying here for a while? Because if you are, we could hang out..." sounds so friendly, so innocent, he is so good at being discreet that I almost believe we really are going to hang out with a friendly scenery.

"Yeah, actually I told Charlie that I wanted to stay here for a couple of days because I don't have meetings and events until next week, which is fabulous, I'll talk to her so she'll know we're staying for three more days" I flash an anxious smile and Namjoon looks pleased, more than pleased with the resolution.

"I'm looking forward to spend time with you, I have things I'm dying to show you, darling, you will stay in my apartment, right?" His voice is somehow deeper, he's turning on, and either I.

"If that's what you want..." I respond playfully.

"Of course I want that, I always want you with me, baby" smiles easily and looks behind me, changing his smile to his polite face, "I need to go, but I will let you know when we are going, yeah? I promise it won't be long".

I nod with a smile and wish him luck, he waves goodbye. I let out a heavy sigh and turn back to the appetizers' table. I should go back to the ball room, Charlie would be there. I walk with no rush at all and I see more people than before in there. I start looking for my manager, the change of plans will make her happy, because she and Seokjin have been fooling around each other for some time now, so staying here will allow her to spend quality time with her fling.

I find her exactly how I imagined: laughing her lungs out with Seokjin. They're both sitting on a table with the other guys, but they are in their own bubble while the others talk between them. They greet me when they see me approaching.

"Charlie, is it possible to change the tickets? We can spend the next three days here in the city, right?" I talk to her when I sit down near from where she is. Charlie blinks twice, processing the info I just gave her.

"Uh, I guess I could do something, why?" She looks at me very, very confused.

"Because we have a three-day break, sweetheart" Seokjin answers before me and I instantly nod, making him laugh "Namjoon wants to be at his apartment with Lessy, so that leaves us with a clear agenda to do whatever we want to do, honey" his words are confident and he is naturally shameless and cheeky, Charlie's cheeks are rosy while she understands the whole concept, I just keep smiling at my place.

"Oh... I get it... right... y-yeah, I'll change the tickets tomorrow morning..." Charlie talks and I start feeling how my body trembles with anticipation, this is gonna be just great.

"Thank you so much, I will leave with him, okay?" I ask her and she nods speechless.

"Damn, Lessy, you have become more shameless, what happened with the shy little girl how was so freaking secretive?" A simple smile is in her face while she looks at me.

"I guess she met someone who taught her to be free and more honest with herself..." I confess, forgetting for a moment the people who surround us, the next thing I'm aware of are the endless jokes that this bunch of apes say out loud about me being cheesy and sweet and other things, but I couldn't care less. I join them in a playful tone and we continue to pass an amazing time.

Yoongi and I are defending the importance of the cruelest villains in stories, while the others argue that they are gonna die either way so they aren't that important. I am truly offended, they are apes. I am gonna talk back to something Tae said but a pair of hands resting on my shoulders scare me.

"Jesus" I say breathless turning to see Namjoon's smile. The butterflies start flying in my belly and I smile back like a fool.

"Well hyungs, guys, I'm done for tonight, I hope you have a great break, see you in the studio in four days, if you need anything you can call me... only if it's really important, if it isn't please call Yoongi hyung, yeah?" Namjoon nearly begs and the guys laugh at it while nod. We both say our goodbyes and go out of the room. "Listen, we're gonna get out for the kitchen door, is more private and we'll be like shadows, Tony will take us to my apartment and then he will be back here for the rest".

"Perfect"

"Let's go, then" his smile is bright and Namjoon starts guiding me. We get out with no major problems and in the most discreet way. We climb into the SUV greeting Tony and in no more than twenty minutes we are in the parking lot of the apartment's building.

We get on the lift going to the penthouse, these eager thoughts run wilder, my fingers tickle with need of touching him. I fidget on my place, but Namjoon's embrace grows tighter not letting me get away from him. I chuckle a little and breathe deeply. The lift finally stops and the doors open, we only walk a few meters and enter the apartment.

Once we are completely alone I sigh with relief, he turns my body to face me and not wasting time he starts kissing me, we both moan desperately. "You have no idea how much I've wanted to kiss you... since you arrived you stole mi breath, you look so fucking gorgeous in lilac, I couldn't stop looking at you, I couldn't stop thinking about the ways this dress would be taken off, how I was gonna make you whine and scream my name..."

I let out a soft moan and he chuckles.

"I know you fucking love when I talk dirty, right babygirl? You fucking love when I play with you, when I reward you and when I punish you, don't you, my love?" I nod and he grabs my hips hard getting me closer to his body "how about you show daddy how good his babygirl can be? Huh? Yeah, baby? You're gonna show daddy?" Namjoon kisses my neck nonstop and I can feel the weakness of my knees while I moan shortly and lowly.

"Yes daddy, I am so good, I've missed you so, so bad, I want to be good to you..." he lifts me up and takes us to his room, leans my back against the wall and runs his right hand through my neck pressing against it and obtaining another soft moan from me, I love rough sex.

"Oh my god, baby. You are so gorgeous, I can't believe you're truly here" he kisses my lips once again, everything is full of passion and desperation, we are so horny and happy right now, we are a complete mess. He takes off my dress, leaving me in my lacy baby blue underwear, his eyes are darker and more dangerous. Also takes off my high heels, kissing my ankles soflty before standing up. Namjoon takes off his shoes, socks, glasses, his dress pants and jacket. Rolls up his sleeves while staring at me. Grabs me by my waist and I jump so he can lift me again and take me to the bed. "Nam-" I try to start talking but I am silenced by his lips, his kisses and touches take me to another galaxy. I feel him moving over me, his lips go down between my breasts, he looks at me, his gaze is wild and drives me fucking crazy.

He strokes my skin, going through every single curve with adoration on his face, slowly takes off my bra and caresses my nipples and pinches them, making me arch my back against his touch. His tongue is on my left nipple and his hand is on my right one, we are moaning because of the satisfaction, but his moans are muffled. Namjoon leaves breasts so wet and shiny, I whimper and he smiles tracing his large fingers through my belly and arriving to my panties.

He arches an eyebrow waiting for my consent, I instantly nod but nothing happens "Come on, baby, I know you are very vocal in these games, you can do it better than that" he teases and I only answer a soft "yes, yes, I want you to do everything to me, please, Joon".

His smile returns to his face and descends to be near my pubic bone, I'm able to feel his breath over it and I am drowning into desperation, he knows how to push my buttons. Maintaining his stare on me, he takes off the panties the tracing accompanied with soft kisses all over my legs. Once the last piece that covered my body is out of the equation, he comes near between my thighs, spreads mouth-opened kisses on the insides of my thighs and I can't seem to stop whining his name over and over again.

Finally, after too much teasing and after realizing that I am about to lose my fucking mind, he touches my core so gently but I am so aware of every little touch that the stroking has me so wet and he notices it, "wow, you are so fucking wet, my love, all the waiting had made you got so wet that you are nearly soaking, and I haven't even started with you" oh, he sounds like he's bad news, I love that.

Namjoon enters his middle finger in me with such torturing slow moves that I'm about to scream at him, "Oh, baby, you're so fucking tight, it's been a very long time, I need to prep you thoroughly", I whimper "Please, Nam-, please baby, I want more, I need more..."

"Hm... so greedy, love, I fucking love when you are so desperate to cum, don't worry sweetheart, I'll make you cum so much and so many times that everyone in the building will learn my fucking name by the end of the night" and his finger moves faster and I let out a sigh of satisfaction, he cautiously enters a second one, earning a loud moan "That's it, babygirl, enjoy yourself, does it feel good? Is it what you were looking for?"

I nod and I feel how a third finger enters, "Huh, Joon, your fingers feel so good, you're so good with your fingers, I have missed them a lot..."

"Don't you have enough with yours, love?" He won't stop teasing me, it's his favorite part, I moan again and shake my head, holding back a very loud moan when I feel him start scissoring his fingers.

"No, baby, mine aren't enough, they are too little, I can't cum with my fingers by myself..." I confess and Namjoon fingers me even faster, a light scream of pleasure leaves my throat. His left hand reaches out to end up at my throat and he squeezes it a little, earning more moaning, I feel my eyes starting to fill with tears, "Nam, daddy, I am gonna cum, I'm gonna cum, I swear, it's too much, you're too much, it feels so good, darling, please let me cum"

"Hmmm... yes baby, beg for me to let you cum, beg, babygirl, beg for daddy" his voice is raspy and even deeper, I moan highly and I start begging, I'm so turned on, I'm so out of my mind, the only thing I'm thinking about is cumming, no matter what, "please, I really need to cum, please, can I cum? Let me cum, daddy, I am a good girl, please... please..." he goes faster, fingering me senseless, I can even hear how wet I am, "yes, baby, cum, cum all over me, all over the bed", after that words he puts the hand that was on my throat on my tummy, adding pressure and after a few moments, I start squirting all over him, I can't hold back, I complain and whine because of the overstimulation. Namjoon slurps and keeps eating me out, cleaning me out. My breathing is so unsteady that I can't even say a simple sentence. Then, the only sounds in the room are our heavy breathing and the soaking wet sounds of Namjoon's fingers when he takes them out of me, I sigh but I feel something is missing, I need his cock. He comes up to meet my eyes and strokes my hair lovingly.

"Are you alright, my love?" He waits patiently for my answer, I nod and close my eyes for a moment while I get to stable my breathing, "tell me when you're ready to continue, okay? There's no rush, we have all the time in the world" his infinite kindness and concern have me weak.

Only few moments later I get back to the game, staring at him with hunger, "I love you so much, thank you for this..." he hushes me with a soft kiss and pull me closer to his body, after we finished the kiss I talk with soft voice, "I really want to make you feel good, daddy, can I make you feel good?"

"Fuck yes, darling, do whatever you want to me, I'm completely yours, babygirl" we both smile and I get to straddle him, but he gently stops me, "Wait, my love, I need to keep you as open as possible for me, I have a new toy, do you want to know what is it?" The pure lust on his eyes blinds me, all I can do is nod and he stretches towards his nightstand, opens the top drawer and gets a plug, fairly big and kinda thick, going thinner by the bottom and ending with a diamond-like decoration. I shiver and nod, he chuckles and helps me to lie back in the bed, "okay, my love, I'm gonna enter our cute friend here, yeah?", he starts rubbing the tip of the toy through my folds, clit and my entrance, "yes, yes, please..."

Slowly he drives the toy inside my cunt, "look at this, your cunt is unbelievably gorgeous, you take the toy so fucking well, you're doing so good, darling, let's go deeper, shall we?" I gasp and nod, feeling how the toys fills me up, is kinda cold, but feels so good, "yes, deeper, Joon...", he does it until the last part gets stuck and the only part visible is the diamond-like decoration. I moan and Namjoon giggles, "so perfect, little one, so fucking perfect for me"

He lifts me up carefully so I am straddling him once again. I whimper, "I feel so full, Joon...", he strokes my hair and my cheeks with tenderness, "Take deep breaths, honey, I know you feel full baby, but you have to be prepared, you know I'm bigger than our friendly toy here. Are you ready to make me feel good? Do you still want to make me feel good?" He asks seriously while keeps caressing my body softly, "yeah, yes, I wanna do it, I wanna make you scream my name" I say breathlessly and he laughs nodding.

I move slowly, removing his tie, unbuttoning his shirt, taking it off, I start spreading kisses all over his face, neck, ears, I leave little bites too, making him groan and moan when I bite his neck particularly hard. I lick his throat and go down to his chest, flickering my tongue against his nipples and giving them little bites too, he gasps and grabs me by my hair to hold on, "Lessy, baby, hmmm... you're so good to me..."

I smile and keep licking and kissing down his abdomen, I hear his breathing going faster while I get to the hem of his boxers, I stop my moves to admire him as a whole, his flushed cheeks, his chest going up and down, his buldge on his black boxers, his dark dragon eyes so attentive to my every move, "take them off, sweetheart, make me feel so good, show me how good you can be"

I obey him and leave him completely naked, he's so fucking hard and so big, he's bigger than I remembered, damn, "get on your knees, babygirl, on the floor" he talks again and I can't help but shiver, I do as I'm told, keep my eyes on his while he smiled down at me, "come closer, do you like what you see? Huh, babygirl?" I nod and whine because the pressure inside me is harder in this position, "Lick it, darling, come on..."

And with that I start playing with his cock, "hmm... I really love your cock, Joanie, it's so fucking gorgeous, so perfect and so big, it makes my cunt sore and I love it" I talk and let out some moans, Namjoon moans too, gripping my hair once again. I put his dick inside my mouth and start moving my tongue and my head up and down his length, he lets out a high pitched moan that make me feel proud, with my left hand I stroke the part of his length I can't reach with my mouth and with my left hand I massage his balls softly, he gasps for air and growls, "it feels so fucking good, I love your mouth, baby, you're so good at this" he whimpers while I start taking him deeper in my throat, making me gag lightly, "Damn, little one, you will choke on my dick, do you like that?" He's out of breath, I look straight into his eyes and nod. His grip on my hair gets tighter and I close my eyes for what's coming up next, "would you let me fuck that sweet little mouth of yours, little darling?"

I let go if his cock so I can answer properly, "yes, fuck my mouth, daddy", he growls again, "open up your mouth, then, my love", and after that he thrusts his cock in my mouth so fucking deep that I gag, "yo can do it, you're a good girl, right, babe? Be a good girl for me", he picks up his pace, the sounds we are making have me soaking wet, I'm drooling while he continues thrusting in my mouth, "You're so dirty, who would dare to think that a serious writer would be this filthy, be this slutty with her lover... hmmm... you're so warm..." he whines, I shift in my place and with the movement I feel the toy deeper, I moan and that action takes Namjoom to the edge, "baby, I'm gonna cum, please, Lessy, stop, I wanna fill up your cunt, please... Lessy, Lessy! Stop!" I dare to disobey him, and I go faster and harder, but Namjoon pulls me out of his cock by my hair, we groan at the same time, "so fucking naughty, so fucking disobedient..."

He puts me on my feet easily, stretches to grab his tie, "on your hands and knees on the bed, now", his harsh voice makes me whine, but I nod and obey him, I feel him on my right side, "hmmm... you know what? I changed my mind, stretch your arms to the heardboard, so your ass is up. He ties up my wrists with his tie and I'm so eager that I can't stop rocking my hips to get I little pleasure from this, but this doesn't last long, 'cause I feel my butt stinging thanks to a hard spank, "uhm, you are so delicious, this fucking toy looks so good on you", Namjoon plays with my ass, knead the flesh to move the toy inside, making me moan and plead for him to fuck me, "you want something, honey?"

"Uhuh... please, baby... make me feel good, please" I struggle to make my voice as clear as possible, Namjoon chuckles and starts caressing my shoulders, back and butt, going down to my thighs, "should I give it to you? After you disobeyed me? Hm?", another spank and I squeal, "I will obey you, I promise, please fuck me, Joonie, I really need your cock, pretty please..." I hear his laugh and his hands are kneading once again my butt, he also plays with the toy, thrusting it in and out my pussy, "please..." my voice is muffled by the pillows but he hears it perfectly.

"Alright, I'll fuck you so hard because I really need you now, but before we start, remember your safe word, babygirl?" His voice is softer and deeper this time, I nod and answer immediately, "winter, winter, baby...", I sound so desperate that it could be embarrassing, but I'm with Namjoon, so is a really safe zone, "perfect, little one, simply perfect..." he starts removing the toy from inside me and I whimper, I can't seem to stay still and quiet, but a third spank catches my attention, "stop moving love", I obey him instantly and he pushes apart my legs, so I'm opened wide for him while he takes out the whole toy, "oh my god, baby, you always manage to keep so wet, I never really need lub, you're always so wet for me, do I make you wet, baby?"

"Always, you always make me wet, just with you speaking is enough..." I say between whines and he chuckles, "I know, my love, that's why I talk too much when I'm with you"

Slowly, so, so slowly, Namjoon starts pushing his big dick inside me, "stay still pretty baby, stay still just for me", I gasp for air, this feels so fucking good, he feels so fucking big, "hm... it's been so fucking long, Joon, you feel so good"

"You too, baby, you're so fucking tight, you clench around my cock like you were made just for me, so fucking nice and tight" his restrained voice got me losing my mind, I moan loudly and then he bottom out, "That's it, little darling, I'm completely inside you, how does that feel, huh?"

"So fucking good, feels so warm and heavy, you are so deep, baby, I feel you so deep" I try to move but he grips my hips harshly, "wait a bit more, love, get used to the feeling, I don't wanna hurt you, just adjust to my size, darling, breathe deep, feel me everywhere", and oh God, he's so good to me, "yeah, you're everywhere and I'm ready, I swear I'm ready, baby, please... fuck me Nam..."

"Okay, baby, everything for you, my dearest love" and he starts moving, slowly at the beginning, and then he starts taking his pace, so rhythmic, so good, "Ah, hmm... Joon, Joon it feels so great, hmm..."

He goes faster and I'm drooling, it's a lot of pleasure, I let out some cries and begs, making him go even faster, "That's right, baby, be loud for me, you're so good", he puts a pillow underneath my abdomen and makes me lie on my belly and that's when he really starts fucking me like a fucking God, "OH MY GOD, YOU ARE SO DEEP, NAMJOON, IT'S A LOT, BABY, IT'S TOO MUCH, I-I... HUMMM..."

One of his hands goes straight to my clit and starts rubbing it so fast, I'm struggling with being so fucking tied up, I wanna grab him by the hair, I wanna me closer to him, "Huh, for fuck's sake! Namjoon, untie me, please, please", I beg him but he only chuckles and then moans thanks to a clench of my cunt, "cum like this, sweetheart, you look so fucking good tied up, helplessly at my will, oh God, you are unbelievably tight, babe, I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum, cum with me..."

He goes faster, harder and deeper, I feel like I could die of pleasure, it is too much, I let out a scream when I finally cum for the second time tonight, Namjoon moans behind me, he kisses my shoulders while he keeps thrusting in me, his moans are so beautiful and so near my ear. His the perfect man. Oh God.

Namjoon finally cums inside me, making me feel so full, so stuffed, so alive. He lingers behind me and stretches to untie my wrists, I'm whining and breathing heavily, he's doing the same thing. Still inside me, Namjoon takes me with him to our sides, so he can rest properly without squish me.

We are in complete silence, but we're having the time of our lives, he's caressing my tummy so softly while our legs are intertwined. After what it seems like hours have passed he slowly pulls out of me and gets up from the bed just to get towels to clean ourselves up, he helps me out and when we're done, he convinces me to get up, slowly I obey and together take off the sheets. He gives me a hoodie of his and my panties, and he wears another hoodie and his boxers, it's a cold night. He makes the bed with fresh sheets and then he pulls me close to lie on the bed, 8n the middle of the darkness. I look into his eyes, they are so shiny, so honest. I lean to him and kiss him slowly and deep, he grabs my waist but that's all, we're both very tired.

"You know what? I may have discovered something... but I don't wanna scare you because you mean a lot to me..." I break the silence with my tipically shy voice, he strokes my face and caresses my lips.

"You don't have to worry about it, I'm far too in love with you to even try to run away from you", his voice reflects so much honesty, I feel my heart going warmer, he's just the one for me, he's my ideal type, he's all I ever wanted and even more. I stroke his arm and hand, sighing before I decide to speak.

"Well... I've started to think that I really love you, and I think you could probably be the love of my life, we've been through a lot of shit, awkward questions and situations, but we still here, and our eyes keep shining the same as always... so, I think you are THE ONE, you know?" I confess, suddenly I'm aware that I'm shaking, close my eyes and wait for some answer.

"Baby I couldn't be happier with this, I feel the exact same thing, you are amazing, you are like a fucking dream come true, and yes, you are totally THE ONE for me. I've been thinking about you being the love of my life since the last time we saw each other, we have come so far, and yes, we're almost bulletproof" we chuckle at the stupid joke and we kiss one more time.

"I feel so loved when I'm with you, I love you, babe" I talk again, but I'm falling asleep and it's harder to keep my eyes opened.

"Love you too, love you so much, my little one, sweet dreams" he holds me tighter and sighs happily. The last image I get before falling asleep is his blissful smile.

The Beauty In The Secret, KNJ (+18)

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