@kpop---scenarios Prompt. 11 For Felix, Ik The Sketch Is Bad But Please Bear With Me, And I Wrote A Little

@kpop---scenarios Prompt. 11 for Felix, Ik the sketch is bad but please bear with me, and I wrote a little something to go with it but I’ve got no clue if it makes sense or not (I suck at writing stuff T_T) so…here it is😅

“We need to break up” He spoke up, trying to keep his tears at bay and voice steady

“Felix-” She spoke, taking a step towards him, but he took two back

“No”

“I won’t do it-” She tried to speak again , looking down at her bandaged wrist

“Won’t do it again? You’ve said that ever single time, I lost count at the 53rd time you said that, and that was two years ago “ He cut her off again, pain evident in his voice

“I’ll- I’ll get help! Please! Please don’t leave me” She cried trying to hold on to, desperate to make him stay, despite knowing that it was cruel to him

“No” He said, gently pushing her away, trying to convince himself more than her, trying to not give into her, not now, when he had finally made up his mind.

“Loving you hurts, it’s scary now. I can’t, I can’t love you anymore. I don’t want to. Not anymore.” He spoke

“Please…” She whispered , not knowing what to say, she knew anything she could say at this point, she had already said it before and none of it would work.

“You need to get help, you need to heal, care for and love yourself first, only then you’ll understand how much others love and care for you. I tried, I tried my best all these years to make you see that, to see how much I love yo- how much I loved you. But there’s nothing I do or say that makes a difference to you.” He let out, his voice thick with emotion and eyes shining with tears.

“It does-”

“No it doesn’t, Do you know how scared I am all the time? Every time you don’t pick up your phone or reply to texts I get scared that you might have done it again, and that by the time I reach you, you’d be gone. Every time I get a call from an unknown number I’m terrified that it might be the hospital calling to tell me that you were brought in A&E again. I loved you, I really did, but now, I can’t. I don’t have any more love left to give you.” He spoke, giving her a minute for it to settle in, and then he forced himself to leave. He knew he was hurting her by doing so but he needed to save himself first now or he’d break completely.

Where did it go wrong? Perhaps the very fact that they got together was wrong. Her mum had been right, all she knew was to break precious things, she had broken herself beyond repair and now she had done it to him too.

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I love how Tolkien always punishes the men who mistreat women in Middle-earth. For all the evidence of sexism in his work, besides the amazing female characters he does include, fate in Arda always rewards chivalry and punishes sexual abuse.

One of many things that makes Aragorn a hero is that he remains faithful to Arwen, even when being pursued by another woman.

One of many things that makes Faramir a hero is that he treats Éowyn as an equal and showers her with the respect she deserves.

And both men live long, happy lives.

Whereas the chauvinists have…different outcomes.

Eöl is punished by death for being so awful a husband to Aredhel that she and their son had to flee from him.

Maeglin himself intentionally gets Gondolin destroyed just because he is lusting after Idril and trying to steal her when she is happily married to someone else, and his ultimate kidnapping attempt causes him to end up at the bottom of a cliff.

Ar-Pharazôn’s comeuppance for forcing Tar-Míriel into marriage and stealing her rightful crown is a total wipeout by Eru Ilúvatar himself.

Tolkien really said “Predators and abusive husbands shall never go unpunished.” 🎉👏🏻

It took the Ring two seconds to make both Isildur and Gollum claim it as their own.

It didn’t take much longer for it to make Bilbo do the same, as he kept it as the key “trick up his sleeve” during the Quest for Erebor and never considered harming it.

But in 17 full years and 6 months, it couldn’t make Frodo claim it. It took being inside Mt Doom, the place where its power was absolute and drowned out all othere, to get Frodo to claim it.

Inside Mt. Doom, no bearer can resist the Ring. They will inevitably claim it there. But literally ALL of the other Ring-bearers who ever claimed it did so outside of Mt. Doom.

The Ring never needed to apply its utmost, Cracks-of-Doom-level pressure to make anyone claim it. Frodo was the only one who resisted it so long and so well that it had to force itself upon him and break him just to get him to regard it as his own.

Frodo Baggins is the strongest mortal in the Third Age of Middle-Earth and no, I am not accepting questions at this time.

Not Okay

I keep trying new stuff these days 😅