Just Thought Abt Adult Lottie Remembering Laura Lee In S2 A La The S1 Shaunajackie Scenes DONT TEXT.

just thought abt adult lottie remembering laura lee in s2 a la the s1 shaunajackie scenes DONT TEXT. just thought abt jane widdop haunting simone kessel. JUST THOUGHT ABOUT IT. just thought abt her remembering the baptism . how safe Laura lee made her feel. trying to recapture that feeling. Give it to others . I’ll throw up

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note: these are my personal headcannons of about when the events of the show during the yellowjackets’ time stranded in the wilderness took place. the summaries do not include all information from the episodes, just the parts that are important to help define how the team’s survival strategies change over time and general canon events. these estimates are, of course, viable to change overtime as i consider things and/or when other canon information comes out. (season two, interviews, etc) i’ve marked where laura lee dies and the information stops being important to read for my portrayal, but feel free to read beyond that. please do not steal these dates, if you would like to use then, like … idk ask me? or something? i’d be so honored to let you! bolded is canon information that we are given, everything else is either a summary of canon events or a person headcannon/estimate or time by me.

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                the  ladder  to  the  hayloft  feels  like  imagination  and  the  wildness  of  childhood,  though  she  finds  that  the  feeling  is  hollow,  shallow.  a  brief  step  and  then  it  is  gone.  her  sisters  still  adore  it,  to  june  sofia  and  lucy  claire  it  is  their  princess  castle,  to  leah  anne  a  place  to  bring  the  radio  that  was  never  supposed  to  leave  the  house,  to  mary  rose  a  quiet  place  in  a  house  full  of  noise  and  to  abigail  brooke  it  is  a  hide  away  from  her  mean  older  sister  that  doesn’t  let  her  wear  makeup  or  understand  her  at  all.  but  before  all  of  them,  it  was  hers.  and  now,  it’s  hers  too.  but  not  like  it  is  theirs.  they  had  listened  when  she  told  them  to  stay  away  for  a  few  days,  or  however  long  it  took,  for  the  most  part,  but  not  without  questioning,  especially  from  the  ever  curious  twins.  and  lying  was  a  sin,  so  she  tried  her  best  to  only  go  out  to  the  hayloft  after  she  had  put  her  sisters  to  bed.  at  least,  most  of  her  sisters.  abigail  brooke  refused  to  sleep  until  laura  lee  did  because  she  was  a  teenager  now,  too,  and  leah  anne  was  becoming  rather  mischievous,  herself.

                atop  the  ladder,  covered  in  as  many  blankets  as  she  could  spare,  was  tate.  she  smiled  with  a  warm  empathy  as  she  brings  him  dinner,  leftover  from  what  she  had  made  for  her  and  her  sisters.  which  is,  of  course,  the  first  thing  she  apologizes  for.    “  i’m  sorry  it’s  cold,  i  tried  to  get  here  as  fast  as  i  could.  the  twins  wanted,  like,  a  zillion  stories  and  they  kept  getting  up  after  i  put  them  to  bed.  i  swear  they  never  give  me  this  much  trouble  on  a  normal  day,  it's  like  they  know,  or  something.  ”    i  think  it  would  be  easier  if  you  just  came  inside,  almost  slips  out,  but  shame  runs  through  her  like  a  burning  river.  she  never  could  find  the  line  between  kindness  and  scandal,  but  she  does  know  that  her  parents  would  not  react  kindly  to  her  keeping  a  boy  in  the  barn,  at  least  not  at  first.  she  sits  across  from  him,  pulling  her  cardigan  tighter  around  her  body  to  keep  the  chill  of  the  breeze  between  the  rafters  out.    “  is  it  getting  any  better?  ”    she  feels  ridiculous  for  asking,  and  immediately  wishes  she  hadn’t,  but  that’s  how  she  feels  about  most  things  that  she  says.

divine intervention? oh u mean like

AURORA.

i think. the moment that the plane doesn't work when she goes to find help, her faith and her hope begins to dwindle. and it's definitely a slow dwindle but it is one. there's a bit of embarrassment as well, i'd imagine, but for the most part, she's still clinging to what she thinks is god's plan, and they just have to keep fighting because god picked them for this battle and it will make them stronger. i think lottie's visions growing darker also effects her faith, because she cannot fathom why the lord would be showing her things that torment her, and it no longer seems like a gift. she persists with it even through their food supply running out, because they are still alive and winter is still coming and they need prayer now more than ever. at this point i think she's very detached from the other girls bar lottie, and while she's continuing to help as much as she can and then some, she barely ever talks unless it's to god. by the time of doomcoming hits, she's completely lost. she continues to pray, obsessively, but takes whatever lottie says as holy truth, pretty much, because she thinks lottie is her only line to god left. so when lottie agrees to the party, she does too, though she doesn't plan on drinking but she isn't vocal against it. (part of me is like. would she try to bless the wine and turn it to the blood. she thinks she's holy enough to administer a baptism what's next) she attends doomcoming for lottie and for the hope that god will see her faith still prevailing and listening to his prophet even through uncertainty. even though she's like. very depressed and they all are of course, but this isn't quite as much as a pick me up for her? she doesn't enjoy dressing up as much, especially as everyone keeps making jokes about it being the last party before they all die. she wears her yellow dress and twists leaves into her hair, but she's not as into it as the other girls. after unintentionally eating the shrooms in the stew, laura lee hallucinates several doom-y and end-of-days stories from the bible, but instead of biblical figures, it's happening to her and her friends. it feels like a dream she cannot escape, and she reacts similarly to javi, laying there, paralyzed as she experiences a trip that would be bad for someone who was used to the affects of psilocybin, let alone laura lee, who has never done anything close, or anything at all. when she's able to move again, it's night and all she can hear is the sound of wolves and she fears that the devil is calling to her because she had begun to give up on the lord. still tripping, she thinks the wolves are coming for her and her friends (the sheep) and her fears are only solidified when she hallucinates the passed out bodies of her friends on the ground as corpses. she is never the same after that night, heavily affected by the shrooms and traumatized by what she saw. laura lee experiences flashbacks to that night nearly every day after, especially the days directly after, which puts her pretty out of it the day jackie gets kicked out of the cabin and dies thereafter. she is snapped out of the trance-like state she had fallen into when she hears shauna's screams that morning, and she knows then that jackie is dead and thought a wolf had eaten her. what laura lee didn't realize, is that they were all becoming the wolves.