I Said What I Said

i said what i said

we exist for love btw

NEW YEAR, NEW GIFS CHALLENGE ✱ day 17: bipoc character appreciation ↳ pope heyward (outer banks)

“Do you ever miss yourself? The person you were before you had your first heartbreak or before you got betrayed by a person you trusted?”

— Unknown

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summary: upon realizing you lack skills in the bedroom when a touron asks you out on a date, you turn to jj, a self-proclaimed sexual deviant, for help.

co-authored with @storiesbymads.

general warnings: smut, some fluff and some angst.

notes: maddie is the queen of smut writing and i wanted to step out of my element while incorporating my writing skills into this new adventure. i enlisted her help in areas where i want to strength my writing skills! we hope you enjoy reading this.

THE PLAYLIST

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sneak peek: an incredibly handsome touron asks you out, leaving you with doubts.

the art of kissing: the pogues tease your innocence without realizing you’ve met someone. meanwhile, you and jj begin your lesson.

the art of teasing: your friends find out about your date and kiara acts like a protective mom while jj enthusiastically shows you how to touch him.

the art of blowjobs: things with trent and jj progress, leaving you in a cloud of confusion. jj starts to realize some things and you start to wonder what it’s like to put your mouth on something hard. 

the art of masturbation: after your lessons with jj, you’re finally able to put your knowledge to good use. meanwhile, jj has some problems of his own.

the art of eating pussy: you hang out with the pogues less in favor of seeing trent before he leaves. things escalate and jj wants to show you how he’d make you feel good, off the record.

the art of using sex toys: both you and jj come to terms with this proposition on the brink of its peak and feel with your feelings. later, jj finds something he shouldn’t.

the art of going all the way: with trent’s stay on the outer banks coming to a close, y/n can only think of one way to end it with jj’s hell. meanwhile, both y/n and jj come to terms with their feelings.

the art of ending things: during the aftermath of the boneyard incident, neither y/n nor jj know how to deal with their feelings.

i think about this a lot