Let Us Make A Deal.

Let us make a deal.

Can you be my sugar daddy??

I’m afraid I have no sugar to give. And I’m too cynical for that. 

T H A N K Y O U.

I DID THE THING

SORRY NOT SORRY

Nothing to say, i got shanked already

When does Lucio cry? In what moments and situations?

I think it takes a lot. It’s not that he was ever discouraged from or punished for doing it (if anything, he was encouraged to do it, because even fake-crying made Morga so awkward she’d give in almost immediately, which is what we call “positive reinforcement”) - but crying is a hugely vulnerable thing, and he’s extremely uncomfortable with vulnerability in any capacity. 

Lucio doesn’t process his emotions internally - we know his knee-jerk reaction is rage, violence, revenge. Lashing out serves two purposes: it gives him the catharsis of seeing someone else in pain, and it forces the Bad Feeling to an external place. It re-frames the Bad Feeling; instead of coming from inside, he’s upset because the person he attacked is mad at him…which gives him someone to blame. 

I don’t think he cries until he’s totally overwhelmed. I think things have to be so bad, on so many levels, that he has no other option. 

He definitely cried when he was sick, when he was bedridden, in pain, and left alone - especially if they didn’t let the dogs stay with him at night. Other than that…I don’t even know if he would’ve cried during his amputation (he seems more the type to scream until he passes out from shock), but the recovery from it definitely would’ve pushed him to the edge. 

I think he has to feel so weak, and hopeless, and worthless, and alone, and have absolutely no outlet for it - so I think he very rarely cries in front of people, because any witnesses would be someone he could potentially use to make himself feel better (either by cutting them down, or crawling to them for validation). If he does cry with someone around, it would have to be someone he feels completely, 100% safe around, and I don’t know that he has anyone like that, yet. 🐐🌹☕

There is not enough Morga.

There is never enough Morga.