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I think in the same way there's a 90/10 rule with horror and comedy (horror works best when it's 90% horror and 10% comedy and vice versa) there's a 90/10 rule for some relationships in fiction that's like. Wholesome and fucked up. A good friendship is at its most compelling when it's also 10% a bit fucked up. Fucked up relationship is at its most compelling when there's at least 10% of something actually sweet and substantive within. Do you get me

you know the drill, op disabled reblogs etc etc etc

Fanart for a fanfiction that's about Botw Link reawakening with all his memories as the Fierce Deity. It’s Hylia(Zelda) x FD and you know I'm all over that, absolutely insane for them. It's called "End of Time" on Ao3 and Wattpad by Makuro767, highly recommend. It has me by the throat, I love my blonde demon man

I'm posting random art at this point XD

Here's a Spirit Tracks fanart, the first Zelda game I have beaten ! I actually drew this for a Linktober prompt titled "Phantom"

I had a hard time with rendering things at the time, that's why most of my art before April-May have a "flat" feel to it. Still love this drawing though !

An ask game for writers to procrastinate working on you WIP(s)

I am also procrastinating actually writing. If you’ve multiple works in progress you can give a different answer every time!

🦈Tell us the name of your/ one of your WIP(s)

🍄Decriscribe your wip/one of your wips in the format of “___ + ___ =___”  

🌍What tags or warnings will your / one of your wip(s) need if you intend to share it?

🧭An alternative title to your/ one of your WIP(s)?

⚠️Which wip your most likely to finish or update next?

💾What is your document of your wip/ a wip called? (not the stories actual title but what you’ve saved it as)

🖍Post Any sentence from your wip

♻️A scrapped idea for your current WIP

🤔What’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet?

🤡How many Wips are you actively working on?

🛠Is there a scene or anything in the WIP you are struggling with right now?

❤️Not a question, just a second kudos to send.

Enjoy!

It makes me happy when they listen

Said it a year ago and I’ll say it again.

Pirate all your favorite shows, movies and games while you still have the chance.

Oh, and never stop supporting physical media.

I've had a hoodie of yours for about a year now. I get compliments on it sometimes. But I was at Target tonight, and someone straight up knew what it was and said "I like your Pukicho hoodie" and I was rattled. We both know too much about each other in a moment like that. For example, that we both have tumblr. No one needs to know that about me, and I did not consider this when buying your merch. I will continue to wear it regardless. Great job.

There are dozens of us out there... dozen

Might fuck around and start posting on tumblr again… (starting with a sad botw comic I made a while back )

jokes on you ganondorf, daphnes got the triforce while u were mocking a literal child lmao

(lyrics are from moana btw hehehe)

Finally finished this piece about the toxic beauty standards imposed by my parents while growing up. Painting all those eyes felt both meditating and drove me insane.

TW: child abuse

I included some of the comments my family has made about my appearance over the years, some of which are contradicting, just to show how impossible it was to please their toxic beauty standards. To them, I was always too skinny and too fat at 115lb. And being 5'6 was too short.

My mom told me to get plastic surgery for my monolid eyes, because only double lidded eyes are considered beautiful by Chinese standards. She pointed to her friend's daughter, who did get plastic surgery for her entire face, and said how much better the girl looked, how I should be like that.

My dad commented on my flat chest, asking how come my mom has boobs while I don't. My stepmom pointed out the frown lines around my lips, saying I don't smile enough. My stepmom always bullied me to the point of crying (by calling my mom a whore and such), so she knows exactly why I don't smile enough. My stepdad said my personality is too horrible to get a normal job, so I would have to prostitute myself, but that I'm too ugly to get clients so I would starve. When I told my mom what he said, she told me to stop lying.

After a lot of therapy for my CPTSD, I can look back and realize that they were the ugly ones, in all sense of the word. But for so long I had such little self-esteem, I would avoid photos. At my first artist alley over a decade ago, fans of my art wanted photos with me but I was too ashamed of myself to accept. I've improved a lot and no longer fear being photographed. I still struggle with other aspects of my childhood abuse (a story for a different day), but with each passing year I feel like I'm regaining bits of myself.

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A peek of the painting process, the full hours long videos will be DMed on my Patreon on Sep 5th

Best Friend Bundle (Calvin & Hobbes)