So I Found My Old Diary From A Couple Years Ago And Almost Cried When I Read This Passage I Wrote

So I found my old diary from a couple years ago and almost cried when I read this passage I wrote

If youre going to fall in love with me, here

are some of the things you should know beforenand i cry often. whether if it’s during a movie, a Sad Song on the radio, or a regular Sunday morning. I’ll cry even when i speak of things that have hurt me, even it they no longer Hurt anymore. I am afraid of being left.

And I am afraid of not being good enough.

I will tell you the ways in which i hate myself,

and not believe a single word you say when

you disagree with each and every reason. you can tell me you love me countless

Times,but I will still be afraid of you leaving me

Don’t blame yourself I have to except 

the worst, because I always get the worst.

when i fall in love with you, i will love each

crack in your skin and every freckle of light

in your eyes. i will fall in love with the way

you look while you're sleeping. and the

way your mouth curves when you say my name. i can be difficult to love but for

me loving you will always be so easy All I ask

is that you don't give up on me, and in

return, i will never give up on you, and i wil

love you with my entire heart. and if one day

you decide to leave, I will still think highly of you. I will still remember the kind hearted person you are.

Pillow humping >>>>

So my favorite artist has a song that is literally the embodiment of me so have a listen

Thinking about how pretty the noises you would make if I drugged ypu up and tied you down while I filled you up and used you like my favorite sweet baby bunny meant to get pregnant and cry and moan just for me <333333

🥺

The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy

I tried to scroll past this. I really did

One word “please”