And What If He Was Happy!!!

and what if he was happy!!!

i love them sm

ep 59, my beloved

haven’t watched the sturniolo triplets since like EARLY 2023 (after they announced they were moving to LA i stopped cuz they said they wouldn’t ever do that) but i just watched a video rn and WHAT THE FUCK is that intro like actually

does anyone else have dreams that are like snapshots of moments. i’ll have a dream where its only a couple seconds. im sitting in a room i’ve never been in before talking to a voice i don’t know and i’ll wake up and forget because it was only a few seconds, it was nothing. and then a month or a year from then i’ll be going about my day and im talking to someone in class and its like wait. i’ve done this already, in a dream once.

too brash, too honest, too outspoken

quick to voice my discomfort

quick to protest, to defend

traits from my father- they don’t wear too well on a daughter.

a very random way i know i loved someone is if i remember the layout of their house. i can walk around your house in my brain still, because i loved you. i remember the curve of your steps and how it felt to stand in your kitchen. i know what it felt like to look down to the second floor from the top of your stairs. i remember what color pink your room was. i remember running up the steps into your room. i remember this because i loved you, because a part of me still thinks i need to know, incase i ever end up going back.