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Feeling Depressed Again :(. I Know Why I'm Depressed I Haven't Seen My Friends In Ages And I'm Really

Feeling depressed again :(. I know why I'm depressed – I haven't seen my friends in ages and I'm really lonely – but that doesn't really make it better. My sleep cycle being out of whack again probably doesn't help either.

I think most of my problems are caused by the fact that I'm fundamentally a very reactive person (as opposed to proactive). I'm terrible at starting things and I'm terrible at planning for the future, I just respond to the things that happen directly around me. I often don't even speak up in a conversation unless I'm asked a question directly.

I realise I'm being stupid, I know I should ask my friends to meet up and I know I should email someone at the university to see what support they have – but because I feel like I don't know how to even go about starting to do that it doesn't get done. There's just such a vast difference to me between responding in the affirmative to “Do you want to do X?” and saying “I want to do X” unprompted, and I don't know how to bring them closer.

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