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✨Toni 💕

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Idol! Hoseok X Reader: Look At Me, Look At Her

Idol! Hoseok x Reader: Look at me, Look at her

Idol! Hoseok X Reader: Look At Me, Look At Her

A/n: I was inspired to write this on seeing I.U and Hobi's video where she asked him why she wasn't invited to the listening party. Also, I don't have anything against I.U might make her look bad and it's just for plot build up.

Summary: Hoseok and you have been friends for a long time, and as a result you are quite close to the boys as well. This story takes place after Jack in the box release and the I.U and J-Hope video comes out. Basically, you hated I.U and thus the boys avoided her, specially Hoseok who didn't invite her to his party. He loved you to pieces so he never bothered to ask the reason behind your hatred, but things change after the video, for better or worse? Read to find out.

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You're in general a really reasonable person, you believe in treating people the way they deserve no matter who they are. And you have done that, and that has also lead you where you are right now, a holder of one of the most popular Indo-turkish food restaurant in Gimpo. Well, the business was basically your mothers, along with 6 food trucks running through the streets of Korea.

It was a typical Tuesday evening, right before the rush hour. The restaurant was more of less empty apart from 2 groups and 3 couples. That was when you heard the back door open and close, you went to check who it was and you were met with a very familiar face.

"Yn!!!!!!" He called in his normal cheery voice and you rushed to hug him.

"Yn Noona!" You noticed Jungkook behind Hobi, you left Hobi to squeeze the big muscle bunny into an embrace.

"C'mon up" you lead the both to the special 2nd floor lounge which is generally closed for special reservations as the restaurant was often visited by a lot of idols. The greatest reason behind that being Hoseok liked to take you with him to events and always acted as your walking free advertisement. On being asked he said it was something about his duty to your mother for the food she fed him and you never asked twice.

"So why didn't you call before?" You asked as Hobi always comes preceded by a call or atleast a text.

"Jungkookie said he missed your food and we both have off today so we came to surprise. Suprise~" he said with a wink and you just looked before shaking your head and kept walking on, facing away from them, trying to hide your blush.

As they sat and they ordered, the duo asked you to sit down if you're free to chat, which you did and started talking about whats going on with eachother. Which involved you and Jungkook praising Hobi's new album and talking about his upcoming performance in Lollapalooza and other stuff. Jungkook also told about how he has been spending hours at stretch in the studio "insfired" by Hobi hyung's music and he wanted to do better.

"So um, what did you do yesterday?" Suddenly Hobi asked as he scooped up some rice from his biriyani and put it in his mouth.

"Nothing much had a meeting with the franchisee and stuff like that" you said as Jungkook offered you a spoonful and you gladly took it.

"Hows the franchise location going?" Kookie asked.

"It's a lot of planing and presentations and stuff but Mingi has been helping me alot. I'm glad we hired him" you said. "What did you do yesterday?"

"He had an interview and performance" Jungkook said, a sound of mmmm was heard in the end.

"Great. With whom?" You asked, the boys were behaving fishy and the answer told you why.

"I.U sunbaenim" Hobi said.

"Wow thats great" you said. Of course, at some point they are supposed to cross paths. The fact is you've never liked I.U since once you crossed paths with her, about 9 years ago. But, the boys never knew the reason, but you never asked them to not engage with her. Even before the listening party you had told him yourself that he should invite her. But, he knew you very well and knew that you'd ditch his party with some reason and he did not want that.

"That's it?" Hobi asked

"What?" You asked confused

"You won't say anything else? Just Wow great?" He said almost looking pissed. What did he even think of you to say.

"Yeah? Like what do you want me to say? Me wanting to avoid I.U has nothing to do with your engagement or any activities with her Hoseok. And I have told this to you a lot of times." You said.

"But Noona. Why don't you like I.U sunbaenim?" Jungkook asked but you like always, smiled and were about to give an ambiguous answer but you heard you name being called and you turned to see Mingi.

(This is how I imagined Mingi)

Idol! Hoseok X Reader: Look At Me, Look At Her

"Mingiya! Did you go through the report?" You ask, as you gave one last smile to the 2 other boys and went up to talk to him.

And before you knew the two of you indulged into a deep conversation about the business and various stuff. Occasionally laughing at his dark humour.

From far 2 pair of eyes were looking at you both quite intently.

"I hate that guy" Hoseok whispered.

"Hyung, you don't even know him" Jungkook said while stuffing his face.

"I don't need to, look how he's hogging Yn" Hoseok said bitterly.

"They are working" Kookie said and they both looked at the two of you again, you where lightly giggling at something that Mingi said.

"But Hyung, why do you think Yn Noona never tells us why she dislikes I.U sunbaenim?" Jungkook asked looking like a lost bunny.

"I'm sure she has her own reasons Jungkookie~" Hobi answered.

"But don't you think we deserve to know it too? She was so sweet to you, and she is so sweet in general. I think you should ask her that." Jungkook insisted.

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A few nights later you received a text.

My Hope 🌸 sent you a message:

Hey!

You're free tomorrow afternoon 2ish? :)

> Depends why? ;)

I want an army point of view on the order of my set list

Also I wanna show you a new choreo

> I'm down

See youu

> Yeppp

So the next day you got ready a bit early to grab some food for the boys from your restaurant on the way. You actually reached quite early, as you entered the building the receptionist greeted you knowing you very well due to your often visits. You went straight towards Hobi's studio knowing very well thats where he'd probably be.

You were about to push the door open but the conversation going on inside made you pause.

"Why didn't you invite her?" From the voice you recognised it to be Namjoon's

"You know Yn has a feud with her. So I just didn't" Hobi's sound was heard.

N- Hobah you don't even know why? For all you know she could just be jealous.

H- Why would she be?

N- Cause she is I.U, the I.U. Why else would someone dislike such a sweet human. Even Suga hyung worked with her and she is such a sweet person. Why else would she hate her. Did you know having her at your party would be such a huger boost.

H- But Yn wouldn't have come then, I know that as a fact.

N- Then I guess that would have been for the better.

Suddenly, you felt a tap on your shoulder, you were almost scared to see Yoongi and Jimin behind you.

Jimin signalling you and asking whats up?

"I am early so I was waiting and I-" you were almost fumbling

But Yoongi just pushed the door and pulled the three of you in.

"Hi Yn" Namjoon said his lack of enthusiasm could be heard from his voice.

"Hey Yn~" J-Hope said scanning you from up to down. "What happened? Whats wrong" Hobi asked, just by looking at you he knew something was wrong.

"I am not jealous of I.U" you mumbled.

"What? Where did that come from?" Yoongi asked clearly confused.

"Yeah I heard your conversation Namjoon".

"Good! Cause I wanted to ask Yn dont you think thats a bit selfish on your side for how Hobi always considers your side?" Namjoon said

"I have always told you guys that you've gotta do what you've gotta do. My likes or preferences shouldn't matter there." You said getting more agitated by the minute.

"He atleast deserves the reason. We all do! Cause her being there would have been a greater boost and statement. More than your petty grudge!" Namjoon said harshly.

"I have MY REASONS TO FEEL WHAT I WANT AND I AM NOT EXPLAINABLE TO ANYBODY! IF YOU THINK MY ABSENCE WOULD HAVE BEEN FOR THE BETTER, THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE FCKING SAID SO." With that you turned around, shoved the bag of food you brought in Jimin's hand and stormed out of the building with tears brimming your eyes.

What hurt you more than Namjoon's words were that Hobi just stood there, as if he agreed to all that. Did he feel that way too?

Your phone was vibrating constantly, you pulled it out, only to see Jimin calling. But, you did not pick up, you were too deep in your thoughts. You hailed a cab, all the way to your home, wondering how did things go this way. You never wanted to impose into Hoseok's career. Were you a burden?

Meanwhile your phone kept blasting up with notifications, mostly from Yoongi, Jimin and Jungkook who heard what happened from Jimin. Most of them were from Jimin, you weren't surprised though, he was the only one who knew why you hated I.U. More like, why you were scared of I.U or intimidated by any female Idol. Why you rarely spoke or even interact with any female idol, because of what I.U had done to you.

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Meanwhile in Hybe Building 🏢

"What was THAT?! Namjoon hyung?" Jimin spoke out in shock as be put down the bag of food.

"What? I just finally spoke out what all of us had been thinking" Namjoon said shrugging.

"Speak for yourself" Jimin said.

"What do you mean? You don't wanna know this reason?" Namjoon said, putting stress on the word reason.

"No! I DON'T BECAUSE I KNOW OKAY! I KNOW WHAT I.U DID TO YN NOONA! IT WAS INFRONT OF MY EYES" Jimin said out loud.

"I.U sunbaenim did something to Yn Noona? They've met?" Jungkook asked who recently came to the studio after hearing that Yn was seen rushing out of the building.

"Yes. I know, but Yn had made me swear not to tell anyone."Jimin said, and he began "You remember our 1st MAMA in 2014? How Yn had rushed home in the middle of the award ceremony because she said she wasn't feeling well? And then evaded us for over 2 months? Then turned up with short hair?"

"Don't forget how she was a caffeine addict and after that I never saw her touching any form of coffee" Jungkook added and Jimin nodded.

"You mean to say somehow I.U sunbae caused that?" Yoongi asked.

"Yn had walked off to find the ladies room. And she was talking too long, so I went after her as Hobi hyung asked me to check. I was walking towards the corridor and noticed Yn Noona and was about to call out to her and suddenly I.U sunbaenim walked out of a room, arguing with someone and literally collided with Yn Noona. It wasn't Noona's fault yet she said sorry and was about to walk away but I.U sunbaenim threw a fit. And in moments she started calling Yn Noona names and suddenly pushed her off. I was so shocked that I didn't know what to do! But before I could react I.U grabbed a cup of coffee from the other person and dunked the whole damn thing on Yn's head and stormed off. I ran to her, but she forced me to go back, but I didn't I took her to one of our stylist who let her borrow a hoodie I was carrying and asked her to take Yn to a cab. Did you know, Yn never speaks or goes near any female idol even if they visit her restaurant. She doesn't hate I.U she's scared of her. She told me how even after shampooing her hair she could remove the smell of coffee from her hair and it nauseated her." Jimin paused

"She loves her hair" Hobi just said.

"And she chopped them off to reduce the smell and damage" Jimin said flinching.

"Why didn't she tell us?" Yoongi asked.

"Cause she didn't want to ruin her image in all our eyes." Namjoon said softly. "Even our Jungkookie had a crush on her, she couldn't bring herself to tell this to us. Right?" He asked looking at Jimin, who nodded. Jimin watched the look in his eyes, which was full of regret.

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You never replied to any of them, apart from Jimin and Jin. You were the closest to Jimin after Hobi and Jin literally gave you a 5 minutes long lecture as to how you should have atleast told him or return his texts as he is the oldest and loves you too much and doesn't wanna loose you just because two of his members were stupid enough to be a dick to you.

"You are more important to all of us than I.U and I mean ALL OF US" Jin assured you constantly.

Hobi texted you everyday, you read them, but you couldn't reply. You just felt really hurt at how that day He didn't even utter a word, how he also might be thinking the same as Namjoon.

You were scared.

One night you checked your messages to find.

My Hope 🌸 sent you 2 messages:

Ik you won't reply, but atleast you read them.

I'm leaving for Chicago tomorrow, for Lolla.

I wish you'd come with me. <Error undelivered>

I'm sorry. <Error undelivered>

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Idol! Hoseok x Reader: Not for the World

Idol! Hoseok X Reader: Not For The World

You need to read the part One if you haven't read that yet.

A/n: Thank you for the notes.

Summary: Hoseok and you have been friends for a long time, and as a result you are quite close to the boys as well. But after the occurrences of the last part, what turn will your relationship with him take now that the truth is out. Can you both make the ends meet?

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"She still didn't reply hyung she hates me!" Hobi exclaimed through video call followed by Namjoon's "Aah! This is all my fault!"

"It is" Tae and Jimin where heard saying spontaneously in sync.

"Calm down. Calm down. She doesn't hate you okay? She can't. Neither of you, I'll talk to her." Jin assured the panicked Hobi.

And here he is, following you around through out the whole restaurant saying "Please! Please!"

"While you went no..no.. oppa no." To a point where even Mingi was tired to keep on hearing both of you whine.

"Why?" Jin whinesmd

"He just said he's going, and with how much I have ignored him, what if he doesn't wanna see me?" You asked with glassy eyes.

Jin just went on and hugged you, he seriously was the older brother you never had. "He want you their trust me. Besides, don't YOU wanna watch him rock Lollapalooza?”

You sniffed and nodded.

"Then you can just go under cover with Jimin. Only Jimin and I would know? Will it make you feel more at ease"

"Yeah" you said.

Jin just smiled.

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And here you were

(Jimin's expression when he noticed another staff guiding you to the jet)

Idol! Hoseok X Reader: Not For The World

"I'm glad you're coming with" Jimin said.

"Of course I would, I love Tomorrow by Together!" You said scoffing.

Jimin just smiled at your childishness, both of you ended up binge watching Marvel movies and sleeping throughout the flight. After all its 13 hours. When you walked out of the flight along with the staff you felt like running about shouting freedom at last.

Jimin had also explained the pd nims and staff how they aren't supposed to speak about Yn being in Chicago to J-Hope.

You stayed in a complete different hotel than the others to decrease the risk of running into Hobi. You went to watch TxT perform and being a MOA it was a proud moment for you. The whole time you stayed incognito, wearing a long hair wig, mask and specs.

You had also watched a lot of other artists like Dua Lipa, Green day, Kygo, Charlie xcx.

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Finally, the day and time had arrived, a huge bunch of ARMY were waiting and then, the screen came alive and you felt adrenaline rush through your body. It has been quite long since you saw him, let alone, see him perform live.

Suddenly you felt a vibration from your phone.

My Hope 🌸 sent you a message:

I wish you were here

And within 10 seconds.

(What an entry!!!)

Idol! Hoseok X Reader: Not For The World

As soon as he started rapping, you gazed at him in awe how his demeanor was completely different from that of 'J-Hope the Sunshine' the dark makeup making him look all the way more sexy. You noticed his eyes go up to the VIP box and infront of the crowd. Even through that rough exterior he wished and hoped that you were here close to him. He hope that Jin was successful in the job he took.

Idol! Hoseok X Reader: Not For The World

Watching him scan the crowd, made you feel bad for him. Was he really looking for you? Finally after quite some contemplation you took off your hat and wig and put it in your bag. And the moment came when your eyes connected for a brief moment and you felt like time paused for a few seconds and he just:

Idol! Hoseok X Reader: Not For The World

He performed with more force. He blew your mind, to a level where you were watching him teary eye'd. During the break you rushed to stand by Jimin in the VIP stands. You greeted Scooter and Hitman Bang, and went ahead to stand beside Jimin. You made sure to not react much as you noticed cameras aligned this way capturing every moment of Jimin. The second part of the performance was light themed in comparison to the dark theme of the first half.

You were mesmerised to watch him, dance around with so much energy and light. He seemed radiant and beautiful, at that moment as you watched him dance away to Hope World, you realised you don't have a crush on him anymore how you had since you both accidentally became friends through you common friends back when he was a street dancer. No, your crush on him is gone, what is left is a far more stronger feeling, that only was blossoming more and more as you kept it suppressed all these year. You were in LOVE, with Jung Hoseok, your best friend.

You cheered, jumped and had the best time of your life along with Jimin and the others. You had an accidental eye contact with Hitman Bang and in his eye you found utter adoration and pride, and yours mirrored the same. You and Jimin were probably the loudest even during the New Dynamite performance, that was probably the surprise he was talking about in one of his text.

As his performance ended, you dispersed with the staff to the back stage, and waited for Jimin who was saying his thanks and good byes to the Armys. Once in he caught your arm and dragged you to the green room, and there you saw him, the one, you haven't been responding to and you felt a strange fright in your heart of various bad 'what ifs'. But, all that stopped the moment hie eyes landed on you, it felt like time stopped and all that was going was just you and him. You noticed the relief and happiness in his eyes, the exhaustion that his sweaty body showed. And before you knew he was rushing in your direction, you both were so lost in each others eyes that you didn't even noticed a grinning Jimin who was standing with his arms wide waiting to engulf his Hobi hyung into a hug and congratulate him. Neither did Hobi as he walked past him and grabbed you face within his palms and smashed his lips to yours.

You felt all you worries and insecurities and thoughts wash away and all that was left was Jung Hoseok, of course you didn't even take a minute to kiss back. You both didn't care about the jumpy Jimin who was a little pissed for being ignored but nonetheless happy that his ship was finally sailing. You both didn't care about Hitman Bang or Scooter Braun or the staff who were staring at you mouth open wide. All the two of you cared was for each other, conveying every emotion through that connection, and you knew he missed you as much as you missed him. That, he loved you as much as you loved him, and nothing else matter.

When you both parted the two of you were slightly breathless, he connected his forehead to yours and grinned and said "You came? I almost was scared that you'd miss it"

"I'd never miss such a moment Hobi. Not for the world" you said and the two of you hugged tight.

That was when you heard a groan in the background "Are you done? Can I hug and congratulate you now?!” From a whiny Jimin, that made the two of you laugh.

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Hence, here you were sitting on his bed as your now, boyfriend's (he asked on your ride back to his hotel) bed, waiting for him and Jimin to finish their Weverse live.

You were just sitting and admiring how humble and down to earth he is even for an artist so huge. That was when he said something to Jimin, but the direction of his eyes told you that it was not only meant for Jimin alone.

Idol! Hoseok X Reader: Not For The World

Even with his chirpy attitude and hopeful mindset, there are times when he felt darkness. And at thise moments you helped him, being his light.

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Idol! Jungkook x Non-Idol! Reader: Self Love

Idol! Jungkook X Non-Idol! Reader: Self Love

A/n: I suddenly got this Idea idk how it'll go. Established relationship <3

Summary: Being with an Idol is not easy, but its not impossible, you're bestfriends with one anyway. Yoongi had let Jk date his bestfriend, but now seeing him being a dick to you he has something to say. It's time you love yourself the way you love others.

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You were getting ready to go out with your friends, its been so long since you guys caught up. You guys had planned to meet at a pub at Itaewon, you left with your car keys and drove off. As expected, you reached last but they all were glad you could make it. And with in no time it was a happy throng. Jackson, Amber, Changwook and Jamie were your friends from Highschool, even though you're not all of the same age but you bonded being in the same music club for a long time. You guys were laughing and eating and just teasing each other, which included them occasionally bringing up your boyfriend Jungkook.

"Damn I really miss Yoongi" Amber said.

"I know right, he really felt bad for not being able to join us" You said with a pout

"Well he told me that he WILL join us next time and the treat's on him" Changwook said.

"No way!" Jamie said knowing Yoongi well who was also in the music club with you guys.

"Did you guilt trip him?!" You asked almost shocked

"No way again?!" Jackson said in same shock as you.

"I will neither accept nor deny these charges" Changwook said and you guys doubled up in laughter.

Idol! Jungkook X Non-Idol! Reader: Self Love

Suddenly your phone blew up, you smiled to find

My Bunny 🐰

Showing on the screen, you smiled and recieved the call and excused yourself.

"Hey babe"

"Where are you?"

"I told you I was going out with friends"

"No? I didn't know?"

"Well, you would if you'd actually read the texts I send you"

"Ah! I was busy sorry."

"Its okay. So what happened?"

"Actually... I forgot to bring my keys and thought you would be home but, its okay tell me where you are I'll just go there"

You knew very well, that he is probably tired from the day and if he came then your friends would probably coax you into making him stay, so you just said.

"Umm.. its not far, like 15 mins, you wait, we're done anyway so I'll just return. Okay?"

"Okay" he said and hung up.

'Thank you for the appreciation' you mumbled and went to your friends to tell them your dilema but they loved you and understood you, so they fared you well and you left, driving back quickly but carefully.

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2 weeks later

You were cooking after a long time and you hoped that it was turning to be great. You smiled thinking about the gift that you bought for Kookie, you were sure he'd like it. But, its been an hours since his normal time, he should have been home by now. Did he forget? He can't forget your 3 years anniversary? Can he? You were done and right when you settled the table you heard the door bell. You smiled to yourself and rushed to greet your boyfriend with a huge smile, which dropped instantly when you saw it was only Yoongi at the door.

"Hey Yoongi?" You greeted but it came out as more of a question.

He laughed and said, "Your not happy to see your best friend huh? Sorry Jungkook's too tired to return so he's told me to tell you that he'll be staying at the dorm tonight, I was returning to my apartment to grab some stuff so he asked me to get some of his clothes there."

You sighed, tears were stinging your eyes threatening to spill and asked "Did you have dinner Yoongi?" He was shocked to hear your voice tone change.

"No, I was about to cook some ramen at home" he said.

"Join me" you said, taking him to the dinning room.

Yoongi was shocked to see the table set, with your special bibbimbap and kimchi soup and dessert.

Idol! Jungkook X Non-Idol! Reader: Self Love

"Yn whats up? You made Bibbimbap? You never make Bibbimbap on normal days" he said in awe as he followed you to sit down in one if the chairs.

"Cause it wasn't a normal day, its our 3 years anniversary" you said blankly.

"It's today? Oh God Yn! Did you- Should I call him? You wait here, I'll go drag that piece of shit here"

"Shut up Yoongi and sit down. It doesn't matter anymore, Eat." You said.

He sighed and tried to protest but you weren't having any of that.

"So, how was your date night with him that you sent me the dress options for" he asked.

"He....um.... Stood me up, no calls, texts anything" you said as you sipped your soup "I had a pasta and came back".

"I'll beat him to pulp." Yoongi muttered "But its good, Yn you are also busy with work and you take out time to do these, if Jungkook is a bitch and doesn't do the same then-"

"Don't say that Yoongi! Don't complete that sentence" you stopped him

"Hear me out, then atleast don't let him waste your evening. Enjoy yourself, I don't want you crying alone, just call me or one of the fam?" He completed

"I wasn't crying" you said smiling.

"You were about to. Jungkook is lucky that we have schedule, thats the only reason I haven't told Jamie and Amber what he did" Yoongi said.

"Please don't they'll probably attack the dorm with a baseball bat" you said laughing at the lought of your friends knowing what happened "those two girls, I love them, but they are crazy"

"We all are, but remember when we promised we'll be here for each other and we all always try. You should rely on us more. Or atleast yourself. Go out have fun!"

"Okay okay! I will" you said.

You and Yoongi spent the next few hours watching a movie and as he left he made you promise to call him whenever you feel lonely.

The next day Jungkook came home to an empty apartment with lights off, he switched on the lights to find a box with a post it on it.

Happy 3 years anniversary (belated)

Babe.

Jungkook felt guilt rush into his system, was this why Yoongi hyung scolded him. Not like he didn't deserve it after cancelling on you so many times even without a text or apology.

He decided to call you, but it went straight to voice mail.

He opened his texts to find

Going on a weekend trip to Jeju with Jamie and Amber.

Jamie has ground rules to turn our phones to flight mode except for selfies, pictures and emergency

So see you on Monday night.

Jungkook felt awful, because he wanted to talk to you, but he knew you needed this trip so he just texted you.

Babe, I just wanted to tell you that I am sorry for bailing out on you so many times without even texting. I'm really sorry, I'll make it up to you once you get back.

You returned sunday night from an awesome trip to find, the apartment lights on, you were surprised to see Jungkook cooking in the kitchen.

"Who are you? And where is Jungkook?" You said, he jumped a little but broke into a smile as soon as he saw you, he dropped the laddle and tackled you in a hug.

"I missed you and I'm sorry" he said with his bunny smile. Damn, if he knew that this smile could make you do anything, it was this smile that made you fall so hard for him.

Idol! Jungkook X Non-Idol! Reader: Self Love

And he really actually spent the night with you, watching a movie that soon turned in a make out session which of course ended into lewd activities. (iykwim)

The next 2 weeks reminded you of the first one and half years that you were dating well minus the 'lone dates' that you went in, alone to the park or at times to the movie theatre.

However, Jk went back to his regular absence after that time being, except this time he texted before he bailed on you, but that was IF he remembered.

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So instead of moping around after him like you used to, you engaged yourself into doing stuff by yourself, like cooking in, or watching Disney.

On one such cancelled date Jungkook sat in the managers office waiting with the other members. Not gonna lie not just you but even he was looking forward to this date night to a nice restaurant and then have some drinks then go for a walk by the Han River, however the members were called in for a meeting at the last moment.

"Ah! I was supposed to spend the rest of the evening with Yn. I feel bad that our evening got ruined" he whined.

"Speak for yourself" Yoongi said from his lying position on the couch, not even opening his eyes.

"What do you mean?" Jungkook asked.

"That MY bestfriend is an independent woman and I have taught her well to not let dicks like you waste HER evenings" Yoongi replied finally opening his eyes.

"Oh yeah, look at her outfit she posted in her stories, she looks gorgeous" Jimin said showing his screen to the others. Yoongi smiled proudly, and said "She isn't dependant on you."

"Besides its not the first time you've ditched her. I bet she's used to it by now" Taehyung spoke up and everybody but Yoongi looked at him.

"What? I'm just saying the truth" he said looking around.

Jungkook was shook (jungshook)

Random thoughts and possibilities were running through his head 'Is she really? Is that why she never grumbled any more? What if-!'

Idol! Jungkook X Non-Idol! Reader: Self Love

"NO!" he suddenly stood up and ran out, Jungkook rushed to his car and drove away.

Meanwhile you were about to place your order at the restaurant you were supposed to come with Jungkook but since he couldn't you decided to just do it yourself but suddenly your phone blew up.

My Bunny 🐰

You picked it up and you heard Jungkook speak with a serious tone and a sense of hurry in his voice.

"Where are you?"

"I am at Danbam restaurant, why?" You didn't hear a response the phone just hung up, and with in mere minutes as you were deciding what to order. You heard your name being called and looked up to see Jungkook running out of breat and sweaty.

"Babe-babe! Jagi" he called out

"Jungkook?! What are you doing here? Didn't you have a meeting?" You asked shocked, you shot up and put your palm on his cheek.

You noticed his eyes were glassy "What happened bubs?" You asked

"I'm so sorry Yn, I kept messing up but you kept giving me chances and I still mess up. Please please don't give up on me. Please don't get used to me being such a dick, please scold me as you used to. Please don't get tired of me, I really love you, please" and he tackled you into a hug. The people around you were starring but you didn't care.

"Kookie" you cooed and ran your fingers through his hair, you could swear you even heard him sniff. "My baby" you said making him face you "I love you, like really love you. So damn much and its gonna take more than a few bumps for me to leave you. I could never even think of that"

"You promise?" He asked.

"Yes babe, I promise!" You said.

And he tackled you into a bear hug.

This was indeed a turn in your relationship, even though Kookie still forgot and missed dates, but he made sure to make it up to you everytime.

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2 years ago
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2 years ago

I look at him and feel like crying

So Gorgeous
So Gorgeous
So Gorgeous

so gorgeous