Alucard Softening Up Whenever He Sees He Upset Seras By Being Too Harsh Is My Shit

Alucard softening up whenever he sees he upset Seras by being too harsh is my shit

You never see this compromising and empathetic side of him unless it's towards Seras or Integra, and more often than not Seras since she's very open with her feelings and the least cynical out of everyone in the cast

Bc everyone around him is openly fucked up/insane he doesn't ever talk to anyone who takes his words as harsh and hurtful- like suddenly he needs to check his mouth? damn he feels bad??? he can still feel guilty for hurting people's feelings????

He's harsh with her bc she isn't acting like a "proper" vampire to him, but not in the totally disgusted and dismissive way he sees in the artificial vampires he fights

He knows she's truly just struggling with herself in her new form, and imo, is interested in the independent path she's taking that isn't his bc he knows he doesn't want to see her truly end up the way he has, but his way is all he knows

All he can do is offer her advice and knowledge, observe what she is comfortable with, and what motivates her- he is confused but also astonished by the fact that she doesn't want to be "powerful and singular" like him, or any other vampire, bc why wouldn't you take advantage of all of these new abilities for yourself?

But she wants to depend on him, wants that connection to him, and isn't interested in gaining strength for herself in her new form- it baffles him bc his motivation for becoming a vampire came from a place of total hatred, bitterness, and vengence

He thinks of their bond as sire and fledging as a chain around her neck she should want to break free from (at first), while she sees their bond as her finally having a hand to hold onto which she doesn't want to let go of

idk I think it's endearing how he doesn't really know how to handle her type of personality in the beginning

Her personality and his responsibility over her kind of forces him to bring out his humanity which he thought of as long gone by now- and we know this to be true bc he succeeds in becoming the teacher she needed to reach her full potential, which would not have been possible if he didn't show her this sincerity

The head pat was a moment of character growth for the both of them- Alucard who is usually cold or smirking from bloodlust unabashedly showing his fondness and pure affection for Seras and Seras' achievement of fully accepting her vampiric side on her own terms

Alucard the big bad sadistic horrifying war mongering vampire smiling through rivers of blood, only to turn around and see sunshine adopted daughter fumbling and tripping through the battlefield as he walks back, sighs, and picks her up

♬ She pulls my trigger - Got me up alright - It's a danger pretty here in Night City ♫ ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ ᶜⁱᵗʸ // ʳᵉˡ

Living Dead Girl -

Whether in the manga, the OVAs or the abriged series, watching Seras going from fledgeling to full-blown badass vampire is just a treat.

"In Bhaal´s name..."

Meet my Durge Corvious! My last try to commit to an evil playthrough :´)

"Don't be afraid V, I got you..." It's hard to put into words how much I love this game, but unfortunately its endings just keep breaking my heart. Just let my V and Johnny have a happy ending together, pls Cdpr :´)

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