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Just sit an angy 15 chuuya beside them and it's valid again

15 dazai being held gently by Fukhzawa plsplsplspls

This is the daily Nakahara Chuuya blog!

First page of a comic to a fanfic I'm working on o(*⌒―⌒*)o (this sound like I wrote the fic but no I just illustrated this ！Σ(￣□￣;))

It's probably one of my favorite fics ,the author did such an amazing job with the writing and I had a lot of fun just drawing the first page (pray that I get the motivation to finish it ( ；∀；))

Hello there

The port mafia presents

happy dazai day everyone ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

New chapter how we feeling?... I hate it here

WTF WAS THAT

I JUST STARTED LIKING TERUKO AND NOW SHE TURNED INTO BUBBLES

FYODOR WHEN I CATCH YOU FYODOR

Also what was that between Aya and fyodor? Is it bram living through him or some?

Aya dear, please stop COLLECTING FATHERS FIGURES LIKE POKEMON CARDS

So, skk is still in Europe. Who's gonna stop that God damn monstrosity? I'm putting my bet on sskk because of that slicing through abilities shit

With effects

And without effects

Entry for @luneariann dtiys

This was fun (except the flowers... hated drawing the flowers)

Okay someone has to explain to me how this works if fyodors ability is not "kill by touch"

My thoughts about the new chapter:

•WTF

•skk yay

•BRAM NO

•fukuchi is alive?

•BRAM NO

•then how the fuck did one of angos man die from fyodors touch? In the cannibal arc. He didn't try and kill fyodor so...?

Apparently my blog just turned 1 year old wtf

Dazai "everyone's project" Osamu

(Plz don't @ me with any suggestions or "corrections", thank you.)

Edit: holy shit this blew up way more than I ever imagined lol. Thank you to all who reblog, your tags are everything ❤️

Sigma guinea pig agenda <3

Sigma would be a guinea pig person truther ☝️

[I'm new to Tumblr how does this site work 😭]

You know how I know Fyodor is worse than Dazai, even while he was in the Port Mafia.

Because Fyodor would have killed Ango that night.

Maybe he would've calculated correctly that Ango would become more valuable alive than dead.

But Fyodor doesn't trust what he can't control and if it was him Ango betrayed, it shows he can't control him.

Because Fyodor wouldn't have simply sown seeds of distrust in Chuuya and the Sheep, but make Chuuya dependant on him.

It's literally what he tells Dazai to do so the waitress falls in love with her.

Fyodor would never look at Chuuya Nakahara and see a human, it's why he was so easily fooled into thinking he was anything but.

Because Fyodor would never have cared about Atsushi as anything other than the guide to the book.

Because Fyodor would never be able to comprehend befriending Oda.

Maybe in his hay day as a famous underground child assassin. But Oda "lowest on the totem pole of the Port Mafia and doesn't kill anymore" Sakunosuke?

Wouldn't give him the time of day.

Because Fyodor wouldn't see anything to gain from it.

And that's what makes Dazai different, because Dazai for all his faults and flaws is undeniably human.

He let Ango go. Did he sew seeds of distrust in the Sheep, yeah but he also told them to trust Chuuya and threw him a party. He finds him undeniably human.

He sees Atsushi as human too, has never seen him as simply his ability. He's his mentee, his friend and subordinate.

And Dazai would never, ever say that befriending Odasaku wasn't worth everything. That it didn't give him something so precious and valuable.

Dazai isn't perfect, but there's a reason it was always the Demon Prodigy. And never the Demon itself.

Soukoku are 100% girl dads and I will die on this hill

Dazai would dress up with her and host tea parties where he forces the whole ada to come to

And chuuya would read her bedtime stories and let her play with his hair and bully dazai with her

Also, they would both be so down to talk shit about her teachers with her

This was fun I did a nyazai and a normal dazai smoking in purple

If I posted a whiteboard rn would y’all join

Tag Tag Tag o(*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)o

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

Tagging: @wheatbus

tag game 🤭

rules: color the sentence that's true about you

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

this is a whole lot of yellow lmfao

no pressure tags: @marthawrites @schniiipsel @aemonddtargaryen @aemondsbabe @adragonprinceswhore @arcielee @black-dread @lovelykhaleesiii @aemondsbabygirl @valeskafics @connorsui

GOD I'M SO GAY FOR HER

MOTHER IS MOTHERING

Or well father is fathering

example to my ferretzai post

And this is how atsushi overcame his trauma caused by his ability

Fukazawa’s ability pt 2

Fukazawa: Dazai great job on the mission today *goes to give fatherly pat*

Kunikida: PRESIDENT NO! did you forget what happened last time?

Fukazawa: oh right. Ranpo, please come give Dazai a proud fatherly pat

Dazai: you really don’t need to President

Ranpo: *pats Dazai* I’m proud of you son *in a terrible rendition of Fukazawa’s voice*

Dazai: *mumbling* thanks dad

Atsushi: actually I prefered when I randomly turned into a tiger to this

I always see people say dazai Is a cat or dazai is a fox NO he would be a fucking ferret

CHAIN CHAIN CHAIN o(*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)oo(*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)o

Staring a picrew chain

I wanna vibe check you

Picrew Link

GUESS WHO JUST GOT THE LAST TWO VOLUMES OF THE BEAST MANGAS

THIS GUY RIGHT HERE 🙋

WHOOOOOOOO

@flamie-42 your wish is my command 😌

This was hella fun to draw