So, While I Was Writing This, I Started Daydreaming About Being Abducted And Kept In An Underground High

So, while I was writing this, I started daydreaming about being abducted and kept in an underground high tech facility, behind a glass wall, to be studied like a lab rat, by a team of really hot scientists.

There'd be periods where I'd give a lot of head, so they can study how good it is for my brain and body, and periods where I'm not allowed to give head, so they can study how dumb and needy I get. How masturbating doesn't help my needs, or getting head. I'd start rubbing my tongue with my fingers to try to fulfill that need.

And I'd be exposed to pictures or videos of crotches or head giving. The scientist would flash me too, so I couldn't focus and think about anything else...

There must be something medical about how bad I need to give head. It can't be only because I'm a needy little fucktoy with a HUGE oral fixation. (I am, I'm not going to say otherwise, but it can't explain my need to give head).

My body and brain can't work if I don't give head. Normal people need to eat and breath, I need to give head...

Wishlist

(In the unlikely event of someone wanting to "help" with the wishlist, that's really nice of you, but that's not the point ^^)

More nylon (is there ever enough?)

Fishnets (I'd like to try, ones with small "holes" (I don't have all the vocabulary :p ), especially layered with classic pantyhose)

Stocking and/or crotchless pantyhose, for easy access

Some bigger size, for encasement

Bodystocking

Pantyhose with sheath

Nylon cocoon

Cuffs (I found two nice sets from the same brand, one with collar, chain, wrist and ankle cuffs, and one with wrist and thigh cuffs. I'll use the second pair of wrist cuffs for the elbows)

Gag (a ball one, and maybe a ring one. Does a ring prevent to speak as well as a ball? Is it more/less drooly? And/or maybe a Jennings gag)

Nipple clamps (with a little chain between them)

A chastity cage? (on the fence, but the idea is starting to grow on me. Because, you know, I didn't have enough kinks already...) (should I get some vibrating device, to use on my caged sex?)

A mask/hood

Some rope?

A nice big cage or a bed with a cage below, or any of those really nice furnitures we can see in some kinky posts. A sub can dream, ok?!

My kinks

Here's a list of my kinks. It's an always moving list, as this things come (but rarely go).

I've never done most of the subby stuff, especially with a partner, but I crave for it.

Pussy licking

Nylon (pantyhose, stockings, bodystocking, encasement, cocoon... on myself and/or my mistress)

Being tied up

Pussy eating

Gags (just hoping that Mistress won't rub herself on my gagged face, that would be torture)

Collar and leash

Being caged (in a pet cage, not a chastity cage)

Cuddling and kissing (that can get me really hard)

Being awaken by Mistress' pussy on my mouth (anytime)

Sitting on the floor, either in a subby position or not, back to the couch, having my Mistress legs around my neck, over my shoulders

Being bitten

Being allowed to kiss my Mistress' body head to toe, (almost) everywhere, for hours and hours

Being spanked

Being blindfolded

Being praised, being rewarded for being a good sub (I like @puppysowner 's point system. Getting points for some actions, and being able to trade them for new toys: cuffs, nylon, gags...)

Being allowed to beg to get to lick pussy, that's the best way to reward me

Threesome with two women (in a really subby way, I'll write another post about some scenarios)

Tits in my mouth. Like yes, please, pretty please!

Being put on display

Nipple clamps

Shibari

Light choking, hands around my neck

Being spat on/in my mouth

Ice/wax play

Having my tongue sucked, my lips bitten

Turn offs

Pee, poo, blood

Cum eating (me. Mistress can if she enjoys that)

Anything with the butthole

Pegging

Sissyfication

Calling Mistress "Mommy". I just can't.

Being cuckhold

Unsure about it

Chastity cage

Long time denial (I'm not even sure it's possible. I tried to stop touching myself at some point, I came in my sleep after like a week...)

Having my cock sucked. (I have a weird thing about it. I might talk about that later. I really enjoyed that in a vanilla relationship with a woman who loves doing it. I'm not sure how it works on a subby man, except if I'm a really really good boy, or as a teasing when denied...)

Tape gag. I mean, I have a beard, so I wonder if it would be either useless, or hurting as f*ck when removing it (or both), and making my beard looks like shit...

Breath play, It sounds hot, but scary at the same time.

A safeword is like a seatbelt

That's how I see it, anyway.

You don't put your seatbelt on because you're going to need it. You put it on in case you need it, hopping that you won't, but you put it anyway. And you put it when you get in the car, not right before you'll need it, that would be too late...

So put on your seatbelt, define a safeword, and use it when you need to. Stay safe!

No matter how much I try, touching myself doesn't do anything for my craving to give head...

Dominant blowjobs

Since I wrote that pinned post and the "unsure about blowjobs part", I've gave it some thinking.

As a sub, I'd go down on my Mistress in a really needy way, trying to get as much of her juice as I can, but having her pleasure as a main goal, thinking that the more she enjoys my tongue, the more likely she is to allow be to taste her again.

But when she'd go down on me, it would be a whole other story. I'd be tied so tight that I'm absolutely unable to move. Gagged, she'd be able to sit on my face rubbing herself on my nose, making me dizzy from her sent and eager to lick her. I could be blindfolded and even have some noise cancelling headphone, so my world would be limited to her sent and touch. Then she could start sucking, exactly the way she wants, ignoring my muffling and wiggling. Obviously, I'd end up coming. But that wouldn't mean we're done. We'd be done only when she says so. She'd keep sucking other and other, giving me more orgasms than I can handle.

When she'd be done, she'd punish me for all of the unallowed orgasms I had...