Maybe Its Not Our Fault | L.sangyeon

maybe it’s not our fault | l.sangyeon

synopsis: you knew this was a problem that was bound to come up when you started dating the one and only, the boyz’s leader, lee sangyeon - fans.

pairing: tbz’s sangyeon x reader

genre: angst!!!

wc: 1.2k

network(s): @kflixnet

warning: obsessed fans, cursing, hate speech towards reader (derogatory terms)

leona was listening to: maybe it’s not our fault by yerin baek

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note: guys pls listen to the song but sangyeon’s cover version while reading this it would make your experience so much better /gen

“sangyeon, i don’t know how much longer i can do this,” you said, looking down at the floor, refusing to meet his gaze. “y/n, what are you talking about? are you hearing yourself?” he was angry, but at most of it all, he was confused, at a loss of words even.

“of course, i’m hearing myself, did you forget what happened last week? we can’t even be happy together, it was our one year anniversary, for god’s sake!” you were fuming to say the least. after last week’s events, you weren’t sure how to go forward in this relationship anymore.

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“baby, are you ready yet?” sangyeon called out to you as you came out of the room, replying to him in a cheery tone, “yup, let’s go!” just like that you guys were on your way to spend a fun-filled day at lotte world. it was rare that you guys could go to such places but you figured it would be okay since it was the weekdays and school holidays wouldn’t be coming around til next month.

however, when you guys arrived at the said place, you were taken aback by how many fans had gathered, just to catch a glimpse of their idol. you had no idea how they got wind of sangyeon coming to lotte world that day but all the feelings of disappointment and frustration came rushing back to you.

sangyeon noticed how aggravated you became so he caressed your hand but that wasn’t enough to turn your mood around. sangyeon insisted that you guys continue with the plans because he knew and trusted that his fans would respect you guys’ boundaries.

but as soon as you step foot out of that van, sangyeon was proven very wrong. fans swarmed you guys, flashing cameras almost blinding your eyes, the high pitched screaming coming from all directions gave you a headache. yet all you could make out was the harsh threats thrown to you, “you bitch! that’s our man!”, “stay away from him!”, “he deserves someone prettier, not a rat-looking girl!”, “you don’t deserve him, what are you even doing with him! you just want fame and money, don’t you!”

you knew better than to believe what they were saying but you couldn’t shake off that feeling of not being good enough. if fans were saying this about you, there must be something about yourself that they realise isn’t up to standards.

the fans blocked your way and you eventually got separated from sangyeon, causing them to take advantage of the situation, pushing you around as if you were some ragdoll. pain surged through you as you took strong blows to your ribs and you wondered where the hell sangyeon was, only for you to realise security had been called and when you were carried to the van, sangyeon stared back at you from inside.

you were disheveled, your hair messed up and your face was contorted in pain and all sangyeon could do was stare at you in shock.

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“i want to be able to do normal couple things like taking a stroll in the park or even watching a movie at the cinemas without having to sneak around and speak in hushed voices, sangyeon,” you muttered, tears eventually dripping down your cheeks and into the palms of your hands, “how much longer do i have to endure this from your fans that you love so much? will we ever be happy and free?”

“so, what? are you going to break up with me, just because of the fans?” sangyeon’s voice quivered as he tried his best to stand tall in front of you. “i thought our love was stronger than this, y/n.” you thought he was going to storm out of the room but he didn’t. after all, sangyeon was never the type to walk away from his problems. that was just how he was, a responsible and caring man you fell in love with.

but now, are you falling out of love? where did this insecurity come from? why was your heart feeling so anxious? “it is, sangyeon. i have faith in us but your fans say otherwise,” you sniffled, wiping your tears by yourself.

“fans, fans, fans, that’s all you think about! have you considered my feelings about this? you went into this relationship, knowing fully well that this plays a huge part for us, you need to get your priorities sorted honestly!” he didn’t realise what he said was too hurtful until he saw your surprised expression, the eyes he found so beautiful, glossed with tears threatening to spill.

“n-no, wait, y/n, you know i didn’t mean any of that,” he said, making his way towards you. “save it, sangyeon, you said what you said,” you stood up abruptly, ready to leave the apartment but before you could do that, a hand held your wrists and spun you around into a tight, warm embrace.

“i’m serious, i said all of those out of anger, i would never think of you that way,” he mumbled into your neck, the tears you had wiped away earlier on squeezed their way out your eyes. “y/n, my love, look at me. i am so in love with you and i’m not going to let you go just because of this. you mean so much to me and i don’t know what i’m going to do without you. so please, don’t leave me.”

you managed to look him right in the eyes and you could see how sincere he was. you knew he meant every single word he just said. a drop of tear had rolled down his cheek and his lips trembled as he begged and begged you not to leave him.

you swiped away at his tears, pulling him close, arms wrapped around his shoulders as you rubbed his nape, giving him all the comfort you could offer him, “i love you too, sangyeon, i’m sorry.”

“we’ll get through this together, sweetheart, i promise.”

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my arm is stuck! | c.chanhee

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pairing: tbz's new x reader

genre: fluff, humour

warnings: light cursing, brief mention of food

wc: 1.1k

network(s): @kflixnet

listened to: too good by christian kuria

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// my 200 days with tbz special

# now playing nyu’s ver ! 𑁋 pretending your arm is stuck in a bottle

the couple who will never take any shit seriously

you can just expect laughs out of this relationship

him being very sarcastic and you matching his energy 100%

singing to yourself, you washed the dishes that you had been holding off for a few days now. your boyfriend was coming over to your place and while you didn’t care at all if it was messy when he came, you decided with your better judgement.

just as you turned around to take note of the time, the familiar cheery tune of your doorbell chorused through the house. you grinned to yourself, drying your hands off. you honestly couldn’t wait till you saw him again after a while of not meeting each other.

“so, this is love~” you sang exaggeratedly, spinning to and fro, in front of the door that had been opened. chanhee was not shocked in the slightest, he knew you were going to be like this the moment he stepped into your apartment. you continued your little serenade despite the large smiles formed on both of your faces.

“shut up, you goof, imagine not giving me a hug first,” he jokingly sassed, hand on his hip. “awe, come here, my little love bug,” you said, pretending to baby him. “ah! y/n, stop! seriously,” he whined, arms open wide. you gave in, chuckling into his chest, the vibration of your laughter sending shivers down his spine.

putting a little distance between your embrace, you looked up at him, kissing his nose, “i missed you, you’re a jerk for not visiting me.” he looked baffled as he retaliated, “sorry, i was just doing my job.”

“hehe, i was just kidding, go sit down, i just gotta finish up washing some dishes,” you ushered him to the soft, leather couch and ruffled his hair. “do you need any help?” he asked. you only shook your head and told him to make himself at home as per usual, “maybe you can start ordering food if you’re hungry?” he hummed in agreement, leaving you to resume washing the dishes.

as you stepped foot into the kitchen, you smirked devilishly to your phone propped against the cupboard. it was already recording the moment chanhee arrived so all that was left was for you to carry out the plan. you had no idea how you were going to go through with it without bursting out into laughter but you had to try.

you made sure that your arm could actually fit and be removed because you didn’t know what you were going to do if it got stuck for real. pulling the bottle up your sleeve area, you began to scream, as if all hell broke loose. all these years of being part of your school’s theatre club definitely pulled off as you tried your best to feign hurt, throwing in some ‘ow’s for extra measure.

chanhee, who ultimately was shocked by your screaming, came rushing into the kitchen, nearly slipping on the sharp turn he made. “what’s wrong! are you okay?” he started yelling too, trying to drown out your screams with his louder ones. to say the least, your neighbours hate you since the condition in the kitchen right now was utter chaos…

“can’t you see! my arm is stuck!” you screamed, waving your arm around. “okay, calm down! do you have soap or something?” he started to look around in every cupboard he could pull open when the said dish soap was on the counter staring right at him. “babe, it’s here!” you pretended to panic and removed your arm which was supposedly stuck, pouring the soap into the bottle before shoving your arm back in.

you expected chanhee to freeze and realised what you just did but the latter was absolutely oblivious, instead helping you to drown the bottle in dish soap too. you wanted to stare at him in shock but continued your act, pulling your arm out again multiple times, even turning on the sink which was a big action to make him notice but due to his panicked state, he merely took note of it.

you decided to do one last thing before you lost all hope in him when he still wouldn’t realise that you were pranking him. you removed your arm and passed him the bottle, “here, take this! i’ll find something else!”

as you crouched down to open the bottom cabinet, a high-pitched laughter erupted from behind you. you turned your head to see chanhee looking at the bottle in disbelief, his hand over his mouth as he processed what was happening. you rushed towards him and shoved your hand into the bottle again, splashing water all over it. “why are you laughing? my arm is stuck!” you didn’t want to tell him just yet plus you wanted to make him laugh even more.

you ran around in the kitchen, trying to wriggle your arm out of the grip. chanhee’s laughter echoed throughout the house as you could see him doubling over on the floor, “y/n, what’s wrong with you?” you repeat yourself, screaming “my arm!” over and over again, acting like a complete maniac.

it was only when he threw a kitchen towel at your head did you stop in your tracks. “why are you like this?” he grinned as he trapped you against the counter, pushing away the strands of hair that had covered your face after running around so much. “took you long enough to notice,” you snickered, wrapping your arms around his shoulder, looking up at him. “you made me panic!” his hands placed at your waist, ready to tickle you but you wriggled out of his grasp, “no! don’t you dare.”

“i should’ve been tickling you already but since i’m such a nice boyfriend i won’t,” he pretended to flip his hair, earning a chuckle from you. “you’re such an idiot,” he shook his head, hands holding your face, “but you’re my idiot.”

oh and your neighbours definitely hated you

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very long-awaited update, sorry!!!

love, leona!

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