I Actually Didn't Think This Would Blow Up But Thank You For All The Support !!! This Made Me So Happy

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stray kidz + sensory overloaded! reader

find more content here: stray kids masterlist  ↬ tags: idol/non-idol! skz, sensory overload + gn! reader [not 100% accurate] ↬ word count: 1.2k words (in total)

a/n: i don’t experience the full spectrum, but i relate the most to being overstimulated by touch & light (e.g. when wearing wrong socks, sleeping with certain bed linen, having the lights too bright etc) ,, i am not very knowledgeable on the FULL extent of sensory overload so if you’re curious you can always search it up !

↳ chan + sound 

chan had always thought you were a little on the antisocial side at first: your headphones were always on you and you never really seemed to like being in groups of more than 2-3 people

until he found out: you weren’t actually playing any music in your headphones—it was there for a buffer—because it could get loud at times and you were really uncomfortable with that much noise bombarding your senses 

since then he’d be absolutely gentle around you ,, while he’s an ENFP by nature he’d make sure to tone it down around you

would ask you what you had done previously in similar situations so that he could do the same, if not better for you

has curated a music playlist just for you 

↳ minho + light

minho had always assumed you were clingy by nature ,, somehow grabbing onto him whilst he leads you around 

until one day when the sun was simply high up in the sky and you had begged him to cancel the date to the beach with tears in your eyes

was actually scared like ?? what did he do ?? + when you had finally revealed to him about your sensory overload it clicked: all the times you squinted in the sun and thus holding onto him because it was THAT hard to see, having many pairs of sunglasses (poor boy thought it was accessories) 

from then he’d make sure that he would hold you tight especially in bright areas + it’s a good way to have dates in the late evening  

has an extra pair of sunglasses/ plenty of hats for you (and he thinks you rock them too)

↳ changbin + touch/ feel

changbin occasionally teases you for having shirts of similar/ same texture and you joke along with him (or anyone else) 

when changbin had given you a new shirt and petulantly wanted you to wear it, you were torn between keeping your current top on, or finding an excuse because you hated anything else that wasn’t that specific texture

but you had went with wearing his gift—changbin then noticed how uncomfortable you were: constantly rubbing your upper arms, adjusting the shirt 

you finally had enough of the shirt and had bashfully told him that the gift was nice but you didn’t want it + cue you explaining to a confused changbin why

has gotten your favourite brands/ of similar texture to match you (and so he could see you wear HIS clothing)

↳ jisung + sound

jisung might notice you flinching at very sudden and loud noises but didn’t think too much about it

until there were some mini sparkler-fireworks being set off nearby the two of you that caused you to jump (quite literally) into his lap while you two were out on a date

like minho he was worried like: did it actually scare you this much but would cover your ears, whispering sweet nothings into your ear (okay if you had a smaller frame GOOD because his beautiful body would shield you from anything)

had to clarify if it was a phobia or something else and when you had explained he would do thorough research + learn to take in your social cues when you had wanted out in certain situations

had purchased a good quality headphone set just for you

↳ hyunjin + touch 

(i feel like) hyunjin has an inkling that you were not letting on, but won’t push: in a way he knows that you hadn’t like people touching you

but when he finally saw (someone had lightly brushed past you and you ticked, gripping onto him for dear life) for himself, he blurted out the question that has been weighing heavily on his mind  

you had tried your best to explained what it was to you: deep, firm pressure was okay, but brief touches that left residual sensations were a big no-no for you 

you had also thanked him for asking (now it’s hyunjin’s turn to blush) and for being understanding [but you see even if you two didn’t hold hands, hyunjin would appreciate you for who you were, pda or not]

had now made it a point to ask you for permission before giving you big bear hugs <3

↳ felix + light

i think straight-up from when felix visited your house, he’d have seen that it was dim, yet bright enough just so you can still see what’s around you 

just as he was about to switch on the light you had vehemently stopped him, felix would just go “isn’t it a little dark, that isn’t good for your eyes” 

in the end you’d compromise with a small glow lamp, which was effectively affecting you either ways as you revealed about how having too much light elicited a counter productive fight-flight-freeze reflex 

but what felix was caught unaware of was that for him you were willing just to leave a few more lamps on (for this bright sunshine i think i would try my best to tolerate until i can’t) 

he’d make it clear that if you were uncomfortable he could switch of the lamps too + made sure to observe you for cues if you were about to breakdown 

has littered your room with glow lamps/ dim fairy lights so that whenever he could hang out with you it would still be just as romantic/ cuddly (wtfosdkfsd i want a felix too)

↳ seungmin + sound (as a seungmin stan, i would love for him to hold me-)

seungmin (as your desk partner: let’s imagine that) was gentle by nature, so talking to him wasn’t half that bad; but on days classmates hovered round your table, seungmin would realize that you’d excuse yourself hurriedly, earbuds in your hands as you exit the classroom 

he had a (sadly wrong) hunch that you didn’t like crowds; then fast forward to your graduation, seungmin was by you when a huge hoard of classmates congratulated you for doing the highest in class (oh how i wish) that you started getting panicky, eyes darting everywhere while giving half-hearted replies 

you had dashed out mid-question and seungmin ran out after you, finding you hidden in the utility room far away from the graduating classes: he had no idea what to do other than to hold you and shield you from any curious by-lookers 

when he had asked what’s wrong, you had told him in tears about your sensory overload and how the noise from everyone had rubbed off you the wrong way and you didn’t want to breakdown in front of them

(i love seungmin, sorry not sorry~) would take note of this + is the perfect excuse for dates in the library or museum 

↳ jeongin + touch 

while jeongin had a habit of touching everything he sees, you were the opposite: opting to keep your hands to yourself, or in a pocket 

i think it would catch baby jeongin by surprise when you had touched his bed linen (the first time you slept over) and visibly recoiled, as if you had touched something burning 

“is there something wrong with my bedsheet…?” “it’s…the wrong feel…”

would be an absolute sweetheart and sleep on the floor with you if he couldn’t find a spare bedsheet (with the right texture)

in the dark, you told him about what your likes and dislikes when it came to textures and thank heavens jeongin was curious rather than put off and had agreed with you on some cloth feel 

has now become aware of what he buys (or even gets the brands you like) so he could hug/ hold you without making you anxious because of the feel 

“i don’t say it often, but it doesn’t mean i’ve stopped loving you any less.”

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pairing: bf! jungwoo x gn! reader ↬ tags: hoobae/ sunbae (junior/ senior) dynamic, self doubting jungwoo (i love this snoopy boi), mentions of interns! mark & haechan and co-worker! lucas, inexpressive reader 

summary: jungwoo knows you aren’t expressive in showing love, but it is the simple “i love you” from you that keeps him going    word count: 507 words  

“sunbae.” jungwoo leaned over the top of the partition separating his workspace from yours. you glanced up, giving your attention to jungwoo, “yes?” he shot back a grin.

“i love you!” he absolutely adored the way your eyes widened at the declaration. “shut up!” you didn’t hesitate to swing the closest thing to you (a pillow, thank goodness) at him. jungwoo dodged, hiding behind his very amused co-worker lucas, as laughter bubbled up from within him.

crisis averted.

—

“i’d like...a caramel frappuccino. and you?” jungwoo felt you nudge him gently. he decided on his typical ice americano. “i’ll pay for it. take it as a treat for finishing up those grueling documents.” he felt the corner of his lips tilting up. the cashier returned your credit card and you hustled him over to the waiting area.

“am i the only hoobae you treat this nicely?” 

he teased and you swatted at him, “you’re not the only one. i’ve brought the interns mark and haechan out for jajangmyeon after we finished a particularly hard project. why, are you...jealous?” you raised one eyebrow, lips quirked up. 

“nope, because i know i love you!” 

silence followed and jungwoo couldn’t help but stifle his giggles at your deadpan expression. he repeated it a few more times and you pushed a finger against his lips, huffing, “i shouldn’t have gotten you a drink.”

“but sunbae! you can’t take back what you said!”

—

jungwoo couldn’t help the sense of unease sliding through him. the comments about...you not loving him the same. 

you were simply inexpressive by nature, but really...did you not love him anymore? jungwoo felt immature: for goodness sake the two of you were adults! he should talk it out with you.

he snapped out of his thoughts as soon as he heard the tell-tale signs of your arrival: the keys jingling, the distinct shuffling of feet.

“i’m home.” you greeted and jungwoo did not hesitate to jump into your open arms. 

“seems like someone misses me a little too much.” you sighed into his embrace and he reciprocated the hug. jungwoo hoped you couldn’t hear the erratic beating of his heart

“you...okay?” you moved back, eyes gazing right straight into his. 

one weakness he had was being too obvious, but he attempted to lie anyway, “yes. yeah, i’m okay.” you reached up to brush the hair away from his face and he unconsciously leaned into your touch.

“there’s something wrong, isn’t there?”

jungwoo chose not to reply, willing all those negative emotions away— “—i love you. i don’t say it often, but it doesn’t mean i’ve stopped loving you any less.” jungwoo’s face was most definitely flushed.

“for someone as expressive as you, this is a nice change of pace.” 

you smiled at him and if possible, he blushed even more. “i’ve got you your favorite crepe cake. have this while i go take a shower.” you lightly stroked his cheeks before padding away in the direction of the bathroom.

right, jungwoo loves you and you love him too.

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“i need to do my best too.”

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pairing: chief secretary! hongjoong + ceo, gn! reader

↬ tags: office worker! wooyoung mentioned, reader is highly overworked (take care everyone), hongjoong is a newcomer (somewhat mentioned, but also some background context)

summary: his persistence got him somewhere; that’s good, for there wasn’t a better way to show his worries around someone as stubborn as you

word count: 651 words

“thank you for explaining this to me. you’re dismissed.” hongjoong cast a worried glance towards you as the presenting team filed out of your office. he made a quick work of gathering the file folders, placing them neatly on your table.

you pinched the bridge of your nose, a harsh sigh escaping you, “hongjoong-ssi, do you have painkillers on you?” it was also the second time this week that he noticed your telltale signs of an incoming headache, or worse, migraine. 

not that hongjoong was taking note of.

“no, but i can grab some from the pantry for you.” a pause, then, “will you be okay by yourself, sajang-nim (a title for CEO)?” 

you nodded.

as hongjoong took a step away from you, you grabbed onto his blazer, “wait, don’t tell anyone. we don’t need unnecessary stress especially right now.” 

always thinking about the company before yourself. 

“alright. i’ll be back shortly. do you need anything else?” you shook your head and hongjoong immediately headed out.

he made a beeline towards the pantry, ignoring the idle chatter around him. “didn’t think the almighty chief secretary required painkillers.” he’d recognize that teasing voice anywhere. wooyoung, his good friend, bumped shoulders with him. “is the CEO working you dry or something? i feel like i’ve seen you taking more than i do.”

“it’s none of your business. don’t you have a proposal to work on?” hongjoong retorted back, a small smirk surfacing when wooyoung huffed and stalked off, muttering about how he wants a break. 

you can have a break when you get the client, he thought as he mindlessly poured you a cup of lukewarm water.

as quick as he left, he returned to your office, noting that you had flipped the sign outside your door to “do not disturb” and that the blinds had been drawn slightly.

“sajang-nim, i’m back.” he spoke softly to not startle you. he pushed the entire blister pack into your hands and set the mug down, “for you.” you gratefully accepted it, swallowing down a pill with multiple sips of the water. “thank you hongjoong-ssi. when’s the next meeting again?” 

he frowned, “sajang-nim, are you really thinking about that?”

“hongjoong-ssi, we’re all rushing to meet our clients’ demands. the workers outside are doing their best, you’re doing your best. i need to do my best too. now, when’s the next meeting?” you glanced back at hongjoong, who stared at you incredulously. 

“in 2 hours time, with the research and development team.”

“see, it wasn’t that hard. you can go back to your seat.” you gestured for hongjoong to return to his table right next to yours, reaching over to open the folders he left on your desk. 

“you aren’t going to rest? take a nap?” hongjoong was hoping his worries didn’t show, but judging from your perplexed expression, he was definitely pushing his boundaries as a chief secretary.

“look at you frowning. it’s funny that you’re worried.” you tapped your own forehead. hongjoong ignored how his face is rapidly heating up, “i know it hasn’t been long that i’ve been promoted to work alongside you, and i surely don’t know you well, but you need rest.”

you hid your chuckles behind your hand, “well, you’re the first secretary to be so worked up over such a minor issue. none of my previous secretaries have insisted on such a matter before.” 

hongjoong tucked this information into the back of his mind.

“since you insist, i’ll take a short nap. please wake me up in 30 minutes. these documents won’t be reviewed by themselves.” you reclined in your chair, pulling out a quilt from under your table to warm yourself, eyes fluttering shut. turning around to give you a bit of privacy, he was very pleased that he managed to get you to rest.

“i’ll make sure no one comes to bother you for the next 1 hour.”

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ask for it (pt 1)

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pairing: slightly mean bestie! san x gn! reader

↬ tags: high school! au, taekwondo club! ateez, reader being the manager of the club, year 3s being 98 liners, year 2s being 98 liners, testing the theory!! is san whipped?

summary: so what if san was stubborn and snarky? you are the only one he has a soft spot for 

word count: 691 words

a/n: happy chinese new year ! i managed to churn thus out whilst being out and about and WHEN i tell you i could not put this down until i was done, i meant it hehe,, was a fun work to write !!

part 1 || part 2 

“hey, could you get san to help give extra coaching to the year 1s in our club?” wooyoung clasped his hands together as you raised an eyebrow. 

“why don’t you ask him yourself? i’m just the taekwondo club’s manager.” 

the other 2 Year 2s, yeosang and yunho hovered around you, adding onto the intangible stress. yeosang hurriedly moved the sheets of paper beside you on the bench, sitting down, “hongjoong and seonghwa are studying for finals, mingi’s injured. that leaves us with san as our ace.”

“you know he won’t say yes.” you repeated and crossed your arms. “he won’t say yes, unless it’s you.” yunho dramatically placed his hands on your shoulders. 

“me?” 

“well, for one, have you seen him reject anything if it’s you?” you thought about it, then shook your head.

“EXACTLY. we are all desperate to win first in the Kingdom Championships! everyone should work doubly hard under the guidance of our ace!” wooyoung was practically begging at this point. 

you relented, “i’ll try. but if he says no, it’s up to the rest of you.”

-----

you ran your fingers along the straps of your backpack, trying to formulate a way to best relay what the 3 of them had told you earlier. 

“you’re making that funny face. say it.” san rolled his eyes, and you jumped at his voice.  

“well…uhm…you see the championships are around the corner…and i was wondering if we could have you carry out extra coaching lessons for the year 1s...?”

you glanced up warily at san, who was staring into the distance. 

“so...did wooyoung tell you to tell me this?” 

you paled, trying your best to cover for your friend, “no...! i was just…looking at the calendar and thought our year 1s could get that extra practice...it’s fine if you don’t want to…”

“...i’ll do it. but i only do thursday afternoons.” You lit up at the prospect (not noting the way San’s grumpy face morphed into a somewhat happier one), “really? you’re the best choi san!” you lightly hugged a stiff san in your arms, before excitedly skipping ahead. san huffed before making one more request.

“you better be present for all the extra sessions! i’m not managing them alone!”

-----

“wait, how did you three know he won’t reject me?” you stared at the 3 year 2s before you. 

“what do you mean “reject you”?” yunho pinched the bridge of his nose, mock-disappointment shown across his face. 

“we thought you already knew!” wooyoung hid his surprised gasp behind his hands at a very clueless you.

“knew about what? tell me!” you shook your head, nudging wooyoung’s shoulder with your hand. 

in hindsight, the 4 of you totally looked like a bunch of giggling, gossiping girls, just sitting by the bleachers and leaning in. wooyoung, yunho and yeosang were squished beside you on the wooden bench, talking in hushed tones whilst glancing left and right. 

“i can’t believe you’re so dense. he’d literally do anything you say. ANYTHING.” yeosang emphasized, holding his hands up. 

“but we’re just friends…?” 

“JUST FRIENDS? no way you’re saying that. he’s whipped for you! i think he even likes you!” wooyoung animatedly nodded his head, gushing at the prospect.

“WHAT?!”

-----

it started with a drink. you had to start somewhere, right? all for testing the theory, right?

“earth to dimwit?” san lightly knocked your forehead and you made a face, hands coming up to cover yourself. “sorry. actually…san…could i have a sip of that?” you pointed at the icy cold peach soda in his hands, slowly realizing how thirsty you were from the sweltering heat.

“AH! i mean if you still have some left, not that i want to drink it…it looks delicious and—” san shoved the beverage in your floundering hands, effectively stopping your blabbering, “take it, dummy. you can have the rest.” you gratefully took a sip, relishing the cool fizzy feeling amidst the unbearable summer weather.

“thanks, San. mm! i love this flavor by the way.” [san had absolutely taken note of that, despite the stoic expression he had put on.] 

“hurry up. the sun is setting, so let’s go home.”

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ask for it (pt 2)

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pairing: slightly mean bestie! san x gn! reader

↬ tags: high school! au, taekwondo club! ateez, reader being the manager of the club, year 3s being 98 liners, year 2s being 98 liners, testing the theory!! is san whipped?

summary: so what if san was stubborn and snarky? you are the only one he has a soft spot for

word count: 939 words

part 1 || part 2 

(read part 1 for understanding as part 2 alone might be confusing !!)

then this lead to you “forgetting” your things. you weren’t the best liar, hence it began with small items. yet, it wasn’t uncommon to be using his things, being good friends and all.

“san, i forgot to bring my stationery. could i use yours?” 

cue san swinging his entire pencil case at you, “tch. who’s the forgetful one here hmm?” 

san spotted your pencil case at the dining table when you hurriedly left the house this morning and didn’t say anything about it. he knew you were gonna come to him and ask him anyways, as you always do. 

san hid a pleased smile when you dug out that specific pen, pleasantly surprised. he cleared his throat, “you left one in mine and never bothered to take it out.” 

your surprise caused his heart to flutter and you bumped shoulders with him as a means of thanks before walking to your seat. face tinted pink, he buried his face into his textbook, hoping this warm feeling would go away. 

~

“san, i kinda need help with…with my homework. could you…?” 

cue san shaking his head (which you think was rather adorable) and sitting beside you, “you’re lucky i’m not busy.” 

san had absolutely no remedial classes today. he wasn’t busy at all. he made sure he was never too busy for you. 

“thank goodness you’re able to help me out. i’m so behind with classes after planning for various practice sessions.” you sighed as you pulled out a stack of notebooks and san felt a pang of guilt for you as the manager, taking on the mental load of the team. wordlessly, san helped you rearrange your books. 

you shot him a genuine smile and he felt his heart warm up. “thanks.” 

-----

seeing how san was willing to go the extra mile for you was a new experience. all you had to do was ask. 

it was quite endearing really, how san would act all annoyed before giving in to you. 

“san, the dojo’s a little chilly. could..!” 

cue san unceremoniously throwing his jacket over you, abruptly cutting you off, “you ought to bring yours next time. i don’t want to be dealing with your sick and whiny self.” 

san had absolutely known you’d get chilly, especially with winter around the corner. he keeps his spare jacket in his locker just for you.

wooyoung and yeosang snickered, wagging their eyebrows as they trailed behind san. yunho shot you a thumbs up, following closely behind. mingi who cluelessly stood in front of you on the bench watched the entire scene unfold before his eyes, squinting at the two of you. 

you shrugged on his jacket, inhaling deeply at his woody scent. 

mingi desperately pawed at your shoulder, “manager-nim! i want to know ALL the deets. EVERYTHING that i missed while i was injured!”

~

“hey, could you grab our water bottles since you’re going to the bench?” yeosang casually asked and san shook his head vehemently, “no way, get it yourself.” yeosang gave you a look, something along the lines of “we are going to die of thirst, so please”.

wooyoung dramatically “reached” for the bottle beside you as yunho sprawled out on the mat, making a bunch of groaning noises, “ah...manager-nim! please?” 

“i’ll get them—” you stood up, only for san to motion for you to sit down. 

san was absolutely not going to get you to lift a finger, especially when you were so busy with the admin work, the papers strewn around you as proof.

mingi wagged his eyebrows and you rolled your eyes at his antics, already knowing what his actions implied. 

“your lazy asses better stop bothering our one and only manager.” san had his hands on his hips, a threatening look on his face that caused you to burst out laughing. 

-----

it’s been going on for a few weeks now, the whole “let-me-ask-san-and-check-if-he’s-whipped”. you had derived a conclusion: san will indeed do what you asked. but even knowing that, you didn’t want to take advantage of this special bond you had. so you stopped.

now, Ssan found it weird. why weren’t you asking him for things? why weren’t you relying on him for things? why weren’t you requesting for him to do things for you?

san grumbled as he kicked at nothing in particular. “what or who’s got you in such a pissy mood, hm?” san realizes that your aura immediately removed the tension off his shoulders. turning towards you, he replied, “nothing. i don’t want to drink this. have it so it doesn’t go to waste.” he pulled the tab of your favorite peach soda and passed it to you. 

san’s stomach roiled, too nervous to make a small conversation. 

did he do something wrong?

thankfully, you were ranting about how the clubroom’s cleanliness wasn’t only your responsibility, and hadn’t noticed his lack of words. 

“are you ignoring me?” he blurted out. 

your mouth hung agape, “say what?” 

“why…aren’t you asking me for favors, or…or telling me to do stupid things like pose for your art sketch or even taking the kimbap from my lunch box?” san rambled, feeling his face heat up. long gone was his stubborn, snarky self.

“i just…wanted to test…test out if you…maybe liked me back? or if it was just done out of good will? i…” you trailed off.

“you didn’t need to go a roundabout way to test me on something.” 

san’s instincts took over and he pressed his lips against yours, eliciting a soft gasp from you.

“does that answer your question?” you gripped onto his school blazer, burrowing your face into his chest. 

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hello all !

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