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“Somehow I just fell more in love with you." - Chan

find more content here: stray kids masterlist ↬ summary: how many drinks would it take for you to confess? turns out just one peach flavoured soju is enough. ↬ tags: idol! chan, manager! + fem! reader, ft. deceased mother figure, mentions of drinking ↬ word count: 768 words
“What are you doing out here?” Bang Chan questioned, notebook in hand. You raised a bottle of soju and his lips formed an ‘O’. You were sitting at the steps right outside the door leading to the staircase and he joined you. “What about you?” “I’m here to get inspiration for a rap.” He sat down beside you and mentally counted the number of bottles you already had. Chan deemed you rather drunk though there was only 1 opened and you were on your second. He found it rather absurd that both of you were at JYP Entertainment’s back door because you two were stressed. “Want one? It’s peach flavored soju.”
He shook his head, offering to sit beside you. He figured his rap making could wait since he wanted to spend time with you. He was busy with promotions while you were busy planning tours, getting everything in order and dealing with Stray Kids’ every whim. Chan realized that, feeling rather bad. “I’m sorry that we made you so stressed during this period.” “No, no. It’s fine! It’s part of being a manager after all.” You took a sip and sighed contentedly. “I’m not stressed because of you guys! Oh, definitely not, because Stray Kids are actually well-behaved.”
Chan smiled at your comment and nodded, staring at the picturesque skyline. He then turned to you, but you were staring at a picture in your wallet, “Mom. I keep telling you about Bang Chan and now he’s sitting beside me!” You let out a bout of giggles and Chan felt so perplexed. “Mom, I must tell you a secret. Stray Kids are a bunch of naughty little kids, and they refuse to eat their veggies. Especially Bang Chan because I think he ordered a beef steak without calling me. Hmph!” You had your hands cupped around your wallet like it was your mom’s ear, but Chan could hear everything clearly. He propped his head on his knee, listening with a small grin forming on his face.
“I told you I like Chan but I think he likes me too. His good friend told me that.” Chan narrowed his eyes and he knew who it was. Felix Lee Yongbok, that troublemaker. “T.M.I: your future daughter-in-law performed so well today, he was shining so brightly on stage.” You pointed at Chan without looking at him. “O-Oh! Shh! I think he heard me. I said nothing, Chan!” You gazed at him this time around and Chan noticed how pink your cheeks were. He suddenly heard a bunch of people talking, their voices ricocheting loudly in the alleyway.
“We need to move or people would see us!” Chan scooped the bottles and placed them in the plastic bag. He supported you and with his free hand, he tugged on the door handle, shoving the both of you into the staircase. “I forgot I’m the manager of a popular group and you are the leader of that popular group!” You gasped but he placed a finger on your lips, effectively causing you to keep quiet. “Sorry. I…” “It’s okay, I understand. Idols, image, and the whole thing. Mom, did I tell you I like Bang Chan? He’s utterly adorable at times.” You continued to babble, telling your mom a lot of other things about him.
“Somehow I just fell more in love with you."
“Mom…? Did you hear that? He says he’s falling in love with me...wait.”
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call me up - k. seungmin 🧷
when calling has become the norm, to not call felt weirder
⤹ 22.09.23
✰ what “i love you” sounds like: with SKZ 🧷
⤹ 21.06.23
✰ “you texted me to come get you. so i’m here.” - s. changbin 🧷
changbin’s worry gives way to affection whilst picking you up in your drunken state
⤹ 11.03.23
“then i’ll know it’s you.” - b. chan 🧷
chan got LED lights for this single reason
⤹ 12.07.22
[ a standalone , but can be read with “ah...love.” ]
✰ “i like how you are doing your best for someone.” - h. hyunjin 🧷
⤹ 24.05.22
✰ stray kids + sensory overloaded reader 🧷
⤹ 05.04.22
✰ routine - l. felix 🧷
slice of life with the lovable felix
⤹ 28.12.21
“ah...love.” - b. chan 🧷
you had terribly missed everything about chan
⤹ 15.10.21
“seriously?” - l. felix 🧷
maybe just maybe, you liked the fact that Felix was over-protective.
⤹ 31.03.21
stray kids + skinship 🧷
part 1: chan, lee know, changbin, han
⤹ 04.03.21
part 2: felix, hyunjin, seungmin, i.n
⤹ 06.03.21
🧷 - proofread and refurbished

>> older works below
“Somehow I just fell more in love with you." - Chan
prompt list b-19
how many drinks would it take for you to confess? turns out just one peach flavoured soju is enough.
tags: idol! chan, manager! + fem! reader, ft. deceased mother figure, mentions of drinking
“Do you want me to leave?” - Lee Know
prompt list a-1
minho knows when to give you space and when not to.
tags: non-idol! lee know, author! + gn! reader
“I adore you.” - Changbin
prompt a-100
changbin has a knack for making you laugh easily.
tags: idol! changbin, gn! reader, ft. hyunjin’s dog kkami
"Hey, can I borrow a kiss? I’ll be sure to return it to you." - Hyunjin [ ✰ ]
prompt b-91
hyunjin’s sneaky.
tags: student! hyunjin, student! + gn! reader, ft. hyunjin’s dog kkami
“You’re safe now. I’ve got you.” - Han
prompt list a-79
jisung somehow has to babysit a fox and a hamster hybrid one fine night.
tags: non-idol! jisung, hamster hybrid! + fem! oc called min, fox hybrid! jeongin, non-idol! chan
[special] “April Fool’s Day!” - Felix
the 00 liner attempts to complete missions around felix, one of the gullible members in stray kids.
tags: idol! felix, fem! reader, ft. idol! 00 liners & chan, the whole story doesn’t make sense but let’s pretend it does
[special] “Are you a camera? Because every time I look at you, I smile.” - Seungmin
seungmin didn’t know he was the type to enjoy cheesy pickup lines, especially from you.
tags: student! seungmin, student! + fem! reader, ft, student! jisung & lee know, some random prefect (or student leaders/ counsellor whatever you might know them as)
“I’m going to take care of you, okay?” - Jeongin
prompt list a-5
the maknae is stressed out because you’re stressed out.
tags: idol! stray kids, idol! jeongin, student! + gn! reader, mentions of other skz members, nosebleeds! (but not too gory), awkward! jeongin (he’s cute like akjshkajs)
stray kids + skinship part 1
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part 2 here

『 c h a n 』
very huggable, would actually be the small spoon
would not let you go until you give koala Chan attention
even more clingy when tired
nuzzles your back as his muscular arms wrap around your waist
can i put him in my pocket?
Chan sleepily stepped out of the room. “Good~ morning~ baby~!” His raspy voice resounded, and with half lidded eyes, Chan shuffled towards you. His bigger frame in his slightly oversized sleeping clothes made him all the more endearing as he opened his arms. He curled up on your folded legs, arms securely wrapping themselves around your waist. You wordlessly started carding through his hair, earning a satisfied sigh from him. “Good morning to you too Channie.”
『 m i n h o 』
when he first placed his hand on your thighs, you’d be flustered
“??? we’re in public…” “so?”
might just grip your thigh so hard it leaves marks
(thigh kink sorry not sorry) oddly calming
loves to trace patterns with his fingertips (and if you’re ticklish then…)
Minho glanced at you before shifting closer to you. Noting that you were bouncing your legs nervously, he reached over and firmly placed his hand over your right thigh. You faltered and Minho leaned in, “You’re going to do great, trust me.” “Yeah, do great if you aren’t gripping my thigh so hard.” You feebly joked and Minho chuckled, opting to just leave his hand there. Quickly pressing a kiss to your temple, he nodded affirmatively as you got up. “All the best in this match!”
『 c h a n g b i n 』
you know the small part on your back? Yes
It’s a habitual thing, just placing his hand there
but if you two are cuddling then he’d just arm around the waist
(his hands are very warm) 100% shivers down your spine
dominant protective
Changbin’s eyes darted around the crowded reception area. Upon finding out that you were at a corner, he frowned when a couple of males (read: 2) flocked towards you, visibly causing you to shun them. Picking up his pace, he strode confidently over to you. “Changbin!” In one swift motion, he gently pulled you in for a kiss, hands easily settling itself on your back. “Ah, uh, have a good day.” The both of them stuttered before skittering away. “You can let go now, Bin-ah.” “And what if I don’t want to?”
『 j i s u n g 』
has the tendency to cup the back of your head
very adoring and heart-fluttering, especially if he is going to pull you in for a hug
uwu vibes are immaculate and i’m living for this
protective when he holds you tightly like he never wants to let go
might melt if he pats my head and praises me o.O
As soon as the music ends, and everyone files off stage, Jisung pulls you into his embrace. Feeling your entire body sag in his arms, he cupped the back of your head, “You did so well today. I’m so proud of you!” Ignoring his members' groans from all around him, he spoke a little louder for you to hear, “You did a brilliant job on stage, and our chemistry was really good.” Jisung pressed a kiss on your cheek, “Love you.”

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“ah...love.”
↖ navigation: stray kids masterlist || main masterlist
pairing: bonded mate! channie x gn! reader
↬ tags: non-idol! au, ABO au!, alpha! chan, omega! + gn! reader, mentions of separation anxiety, nicknames from chan would make me fold
summary: you had terribly missed everything about chan [this is a self indulgent fic]
word count: 310 words

as soon as chan stepped foot into the apartment, his senses picked up on something. his omega, you. in distress.
uneasiness and anxiety permeated the apartment thickly and chan’s heart beat in trepidation. “love? where are you?” he registered your whimpers and soft sobs coming from the room and in 3 long strides he entered the room, the door swinging open with a woosh.
that was when he spotted you sitting in the cupboard, tucking yourself away in that tiny sliver of a space. his heart broke at the sight. you were in his pale orange hoodie, clutching onto his pillow like it was your lifeline.
“c-chan...” you hiccuped his name and he immediately dropped his things to scoop you up in your arms.
“ah...love.” leaning forwards, he nuzzled the exposed juncture of your neck and shoulder, effectively releasing his pheromones and scenting you. thoughts raced through his mind as you sniffled, grasping onto his button-up.
after a while, with much soothing words and gentle touches from Chan, your cries ebbed out and you were now placated.
“sorry.”
you kept your face buried in his chest and chan peppered you with feather-light kisses, “it’s alright baby. don’t apologize for such things. “ chan’s mind drifted to the topic of separation anxiety that he overheard his co-workers talking about. he had also noticed how you’ve been silently clingy, but felt bad that he kept brushing you off because of work. he’d probably bring it up to you when you were comfortable.
“would you like to take a shower?” chan pulled away and glanced down at you. hesitation flashed across your face, and you raised your gaze to meet his, “a-alone?”
he internally chided himself: you needed him.
“together, love. then we can grab a take-out.” you nodded at the prospect of spending time with him and he smiled.
“all for you.”

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stray kidz + sensory overloaded! reader
↖ navigation: stray kids masterlist || main masterlist
pairing: skz x gn! reader
↬ tags: sensory overload/ being overwhelmed by sensory irritants
↬ word count: 1.2k words
a/n: i don’t experience the full spectrum, but i relate the most to being overstimulated by touch & light (e.g. when wearing wrong socks, sleeping with certain bed linen, having the lights too bright etc) ,, i am not very knowledgeable on the FULL extent of sensory overload so if you’re curious you can always search it up !

↳ chan + sound
chan had always thought you were a little on the antisocial side at first: your headphones were always on you and you never really seemed to like being in groups of more than 2-3 people
until he found out: you weren’t actually playing any music in your headphones—it was there for a buffer—because it could get loud at times and you were really uncomfortable with that much noise bombarding your senses
since then he’d be absolutely gentle around you ,, while he’s an ENFP by nature he’d make sure to tone it down around you
would ask you what you had done previously in similar situations so that he could do the same, if not better for you
has curated a music playlist just for you
↳ minho + light
minho had always assumed you were clingy by nature ,, somehow grabbing onto him whilst he leads you around
until one day when the sun was simply high up in the sky and you had begged him to cancel the date to the beach with tears in your eyes
was actually scared like ?? what did he do ?? + when you had finally revealed to him about your sensory overload it clicked: all the times you squinted in the sun and thus holding onto him because it was THAT hard to see, having many pairs of sunglasses (poor boy thought it was accessories)
from then he’d make sure that he would hold you tight especially in bright areas + it’s a good way to have dates in the late evening
has an extra pair of sunglasses/ plenty of hats for you (and he thinks you rock them too)
↳ changbin + touch/ feel
changbin occasionally teases you for having shirts of similar/ same texture and you joke along with him (or anyone else)
when changbin had given you a new shirt and petulantly wanted you to wear it, you were torn between keeping your current top on, or finding an excuse because you hated anything else that wasn’t that specific texture
but you had went with wearing his gift—changbin then noticed how uncomfortable you were: constantly rubbing your upper arms, adjusting the shirt
you finally had enough of the shirt and had bashfully told him that the gift was nice but you didn’t want it + cue you explaining to a confused changbin why
has gotten your favourite brands/ of similar texture to match you (and so he could see you wear HIS clothing)
↳ jisung + sound
jisung might notice you flinching at very sudden and loud noises but didn’t think too much about it
until there were some mini sparkler-fireworks being set off nearby the two of you that caused you to jump (quite literally) into his lap while you two were out on a date
like minho he was worried like: did it actually scare you this much but would cover your ears, whispering sweet nothings into your ear (okay if you had a smaller frame GOOD because his beautiful body would shield you from anything)
had to clarify if it was a phobia or something else and when you had explained he would do thorough research + learn to take in your social cues when you had wanted out in certain situations
had purchased a good quality headphone set just for you
↳ hyunjin + touch
(i feel like) hyunjin has an inkling that you were not letting on, but won’t push: in a way he knows that you hadn’t like people touching you
but when he finally saw (someone had lightly brushed past you and you ticked, gripping onto him for dear life) for himself, he blurted out the question that has been weighing heavily on his mind
you had tried your best to explained what it was to you: deep, firm pressure was okay, but brief touches that left residual sensations were a big no-no for you
you had also thanked him for asking (now it’s hyunjin’s turn to blush) and for being understanding [but you see even if you two didn’t hold hands, hyunjin would appreciate you for who you were, pda or not]
had now made it a point to ask you for permission before giving you big bear hugs
↳ felix + light
i think straight-up from when felix visited your house, he’d have seen that it was dim, yet bright enough just so you can still see what’s around you
just as he was about to switch on the light you had vehemently stopped him, felix would just go “isn’t it a little dark, that isn’t good for your eyes”
in the end you’d compromise with a small glow lamp, which was effectively affecting you either ways as you revealed about how having too much light elicited a counter productive fight-flight-freeze reflex
but what felix was caught unaware of was that for him you were willing just to leave a few more lamps on (for this bright sunshine i think i would try my best to tolerate until i can’t)
he’d make it clear that if you were uncomfortable he could switch of the lamps too + made sure to observe you for cues if you were about to breakdown
has littered your room with glow lamps/ dim fairy lights so that whenever he could hang out with you it would still be just as romantic/ cuddly (wtfosdkfsd i want a felix too)
↳ seungmin + sound (as a seungmin stan, i would love for him to hold me-)
seungmin (as your desk partner: let’s imagine that) was gentle by nature, so talking to him wasn’t half that bad; but on days classmates hovered round your table, seungmin would realize that you’d excuse yourself hurriedly, earbuds in your hands as you exit the classroom
he had a (sadly wrong) hunch that you didn’t like crowds; then fast forward to your graduation, seungmin was by you when a huge hoard of classmates congratulated you for doing the highest in class (oh how i wish) that you started getting panicky, eyes darting everywhere while giving half-hearted replies
you had dashed out mid-question and seungmin ran out after you, finding you hidden in the utility room far away from the graduating classes: he had no idea what to do other than to hold you and shield you from any curious by-lookers
when he had asked what’s wrong, you had told him in tears about your sensory overload and how the noise from everyone had rubbed off you the wrong way and you didn’t want to breakdown in front of them
(i love seungmin, sorry not sorry~) would take note of this + is the perfect excuse for dates in the library or museum
↳ jeongin + touch
while jeongin had a habit of touching everything he sees, you were the opposite: opting to keep your hands to yourself, or in a pocket
i think it would catch baby jeongin by surprise when you had touched his bed linen (the first time you slept over) and visibly recoiled, as if you had touched something burning
“is there something wrong with my bedsheet...?” “it’s...the wrong feel...”
would be an absolute sweetheart and sleep on the floor with you if he couldn’t find a spare bedsheet (with the right texture)
in the dark, you told him about what your likes and dislikes when it came to textures and thank heavens jeongin was curious rather than put off and had agreed with you on some cloth feel
has now become aware of what he buys (or even gets the brands you like) so he could hug/ hold you without making you anxious because of the feel

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stray kidz + sensory overloaded! reader

find more content here: stray kids masterlist ↬ tags: idol/non-idol! skz, sensory overload + gn! reader [not 100% accurate] ↬ word count: 1.2k words (in total)
a/n: i don’t experience the full spectrum, but i relate the most to being overstimulated by touch & light (e.g. when wearing wrong socks, sleeping with certain bed linen, having the lights too bright etc) ,, i am not very knowledgeable on the FULL extent of sensory overload so if you’re curious you can always search it up !
↳ chan + sound
chan had always thought you were a little on the antisocial side at first: your headphones were always on you and you never really seemed to like being in groups of more than 2-3 people
until he found out: you weren’t actually playing any music in your headphones—it was there for a buffer—because it could get loud at times and you were really uncomfortable with that much noise bombarding your senses
since then he’d be absolutely gentle around you ,, while he’s an ENFP by nature he’d make sure to tone it down around you
would ask you what you had done previously in similar situations so that he could do the same, if not better for you
has curated a music playlist just for you
↳ minho + light
minho had always assumed you were clingy by nature ,, somehow grabbing onto him whilst he leads you around
until one day when the sun was simply high up in the sky and you had begged him to cancel the date to the beach with tears in your eyes
was actually scared like ?? what did he do ?? + when you had finally revealed to him about your sensory overload it clicked: all the times you squinted in the sun and thus holding onto him because it was THAT hard to see, having many pairs of sunglasses (poor boy thought it was accessories)
from then he’d make sure that he would hold you tight especially in bright areas + it’s a good way to have dates in the late evening
has an extra pair of sunglasses/ plenty of hats for you (and he thinks you rock them too)
↳ changbin + touch/ feel
changbin occasionally teases you for having shirts of similar/ same texture and you joke along with him (or anyone else)
when changbin had given you a new shirt and petulantly wanted you to wear it, you were torn between keeping your current top on, or finding an excuse because you hated anything else that wasn’t that specific texture
but you had went with wearing his gift—changbin then noticed how uncomfortable you were: constantly rubbing your upper arms, adjusting the shirt
you finally had enough of the shirt and had bashfully told him that the gift was nice but you didn’t want it + cue you explaining to a confused changbin why
has gotten your favourite brands/ of similar texture to match you (and so he could see you wear HIS clothing)
↳ jisung + sound
jisung might notice you flinching at very sudden and loud noises but didn’t think too much about it
until there were some mini sparkler-fireworks being set off nearby the two of you that caused you to jump (quite literally) into his lap while you two were out on a date
like minho he was worried like: did it actually scare you this much but would cover your ears, whispering sweet nothings into your ear (okay if you had a smaller frame GOOD because his beautiful body would shield you from anything)
had to clarify if it was a phobia or something else and when you had explained he would do thorough research + learn to take in your social cues when you had wanted out in certain situations
had purchased a good quality headphone set just for you
↳ hyunjin + touch
(i feel like) hyunjin has an inkling that you were not letting on, but won’t push: in a way he knows that you hadn’t like people touching you
but when he finally saw (someone had lightly brushed past you and you ticked, gripping onto him for dear life) for himself, he blurted out the question that has been weighing heavily on his mind
you had tried your best to explained what it was to you: deep, firm pressure was okay, but brief touches that left residual sensations were a big no-no for you
you had also thanked him for asking (now it’s hyunjin’s turn to blush) and for being understanding [but you see even if you two didn’t hold hands, hyunjin would appreciate you for who you were, pda or not]
had now made it a point to ask you for permission before giving you big bear hugs <3
↳ felix + light
i think straight-up from when felix visited your house, he’d have seen that it was dim, yet bright enough just so you can still see what’s around you
just as he was about to switch on the light you had vehemently stopped him, felix would just go “isn’t it a little dark, that isn’t good for your eyes”
in the end you’d compromise with a small glow lamp, which was effectively affecting you either ways as you revealed about how having too much light elicited a counter productive fight-flight-freeze reflex
but what felix was caught unaware of was that for him you were willing just to leave a few more lamps on (for this bright sunshine i think i would try my best to tolerate until i can’t)
he’d make it clear that if you were uncomfortable he could switch of the lamps too + made sure to observe you for cues if you were about to breakdown
has littered your room with glow lamps/ dim fairy lights so that whenever he could hang out with you it would still be just as romantic/ cuddly (wtfosdkfsd i want a felix too)
↳ seungmin + sound (as a seungmin stan, i would love for him to hold me-)
seungmin (as your desk partner: let’s imagine that) was gentle by nature, so talking to him wasn’t half that bad; but on days classmates hovered round your table, seungmin would realize that you’d excuse yourself hurriedly, earbuds in your hands as you exit the classroom
he had a (sadly wrong) hunch that you didn’t like crowds; then fast forward to your graduation, seungmin was by you when a huge hoard of classmates congratulated you for doing the highest in class (oh how i wish) that you started getting panicky, eyes darting everywhere while giving half-hearted replies
you had dashed out mid-question and seungmin ran out after you, finding you hidden in the utility room far away from the graduating classes: he had no idea what to do other than to hold you and shield you from any curious by-lookers
when he had asked what’s wrong, you had told him in tears about your sensory overload and how the noise from everyone had rubbed off you the wrong way and you didn’t want to breakdown in front of them
(i love seungmin, sorry not sorry~) would take note of this + is the perfect excuse for dates in the library or museum
↳ jeongin + touch
while jeongin had a habit of touching everything he sees, you were the opposite: opting to keep your hands to yourself, or in a pocket
i think it would catch baby jeongin by surprise when you had touched his bed linen (the first time you slept over) and visibly recoiled, as if you had touched something burning
“is there something wrong with my bedsheet…?” “it’s…the wrong feel…”
would be an absolute sweetheart and sleep on the floor with you if he couldn’t find a spare bedsheet (with the right texture)
in the dark, you told him about what your likes and dislikes when it came to textures and thank heavens jeongin was curious rather than put off and had agreed with you on some cloth feel
has now become aware of what he buys (or even gets the brands you like) so he could hug/ hold you without making you anxious because of the feel
“then i’ll know it’s you.”
↖ navigation: stray kids masterlist || main masterlist
pairing: bf! chan x gn! reader
↬ tags: non-idol! au, alpha! chan, omega! + gn! reader, mentions of separation anxiety (first time writing ABO related even though ive read copious amounts of it...please forgive me)
summary: chan got LED lights for this single reason [this is a self indulgent fic]
word count: 577 words
a/n: somewhat related to my previous fic - “ah...love.” but this can be read as a standalone too ^^

this won’t do, chan mused as he stared at your sleeping form by his study room’s door. easily picking you up, he beamed when you clung closer to him, deeply inhaling his scent (no doubt to calm yourself down). he’s been cooped up in his cramped private room late into the night and you’ve been waiting for him to finish at his door.
he tucked you into bed, before sliding into bed beside you.
better think of a solution soon. anything for his mate.
--
“wanna help me set this up?” chan jerked his chin in the direction of the parcel by the main door. your eyes lit up, “yeah!” you were practically radiating excitement and he was thriving off it.
together, you two set up a single strip of LED lights which nestled nicely between the wall and the edge of chan’s desk.
“the lights can change color since it’s connected to an app…like this!”
he fiddled with the color wheel and the lights changed respectively. “here. you try it.”
he hid a satisfied smile when he saw the interest in your eyes, the lights illuminating rather neatly in the room.
“it’s pretty.”
you continued to mess around with the colors, laughing when you somehow managed to get christmas themed lights. meanwhile, Chan took your phone and downloaded the same app, earning him a confused “huh?” from you.
“well, the other reason why I also got the lights is for you to get my attention too.”
“your attention?” “pick a color. your favorite one.”
chan pulled you into his lap, your back to his front. protectively, he gently closed his arms around your waist as you finally decided on a vibrant purple color.
chan explained himself, glancing down at you, “next time especially if i have my headphones on, you can turn the color dial to purple. then iI’ll know it’s you.”
he leaned towards you and bopped your nose with his, “promise me: no more accidentally falling asleep by my door, hm?”
he knew you felt bad about disturbing him, and he felt bad that he couldn’t be there for you.
somehow, the separation anxiety was also hitting him like a (dump) truck, often leaving a dull ache in the middle of his chest. must be something to do with being mated, he guessed.
you shot him an embarrassed smile, “okay. i promise.”
--
the LED lights lining his desk flickered, immediately capturing chan’s attention. he whipped his head around, his rigid body relaxing as soon as he made eye contact with you.
“hey beautiful.”
he watched as you tapped your phone and the LED lights switched back to its original off-white color. “am i bothering you?” chan opened his arms wide, shaking his head, “nuh-uh. come over here so i can give you tons of kisses.”
as he promised, he pulled you into his lap, peppering butterfly kisses all over your face until you couldn’t stop giggling.
“what’s up?” chan peered down at you, his mate. “nothing. just wanted to be here with you.” he looked at the time flashed at the bottom of his computer screen.
12:47pm.
“do you want me to tuck you in?”
chan chuckled at the pink hue on your cheeks. “i guess that’s a yes. come on, up we go.”
carrying you bridal style, he set you down softly on the bed. “stay until I fall asleep.” you sleepily smiled, gripping onto his sleeve.
“okay, okay. i’ll be here.”

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