I Just Read Something That Will Emotionally Scar Me Forever That Has Filled Me With A Feeling So Deep

I just read something that will emotionally scar me forever that has filled me with a feeling so deep of deceit and betrayal and the depression of a brokenheart and whole relationship built on a lie that will never compare to anything I will ever read again.

And you know why that works? Because most of the times when a character is lying to another while in a relationship with each other, we get to see that characters's pov even for a little and we know he is lying.

I didn't. I didnt know. And when he did confess he was lying, it was in such way of pure built in lies, it wasnt in "i got sent to kill you but i changed my mind", it was "i lied to you about everything, the experiences i had that i opened up as my traumatic past were fake, i am an actor" and made me had a visceral reaction of pure shock, then anger as the betrayed character yelled hatred towards him, then so much depression, as the character fell into a state of apathy for 2 weeks before finally kicking himself up again and going like a lunatic everywhere to find him.

And it ended on a very nice note, but the pure agony that i felt, i know i will never feel again.

Im cooking im cooking im cooking so hard look at this it took like half an hour and looks so good im cooking guys

Part 12!

Okay. A little insight. I originally wanted to do two separate episodes for Leo and Mikey.

And at the end of his episode, Leo would die alone in the middle of the wasteland. Dramatic, angsty, all that yeah

But then I thought about it many, many more times. Leo was essentially never alone. I used to think of him as such a... kind of... somewhat abandoned and lonely character?, because I've read so many fanfics about him traveling back in time.

But canon Leo was never completely alone. Mikey was there, Mikey was with him until the very end. Mikey and him went all the way to the inevitable defeat together.

This wasn't just Leo who lost everything. It was them. Both of them. Together.

This comic really does things to my brain.

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(I wouldn't be able to fully show all the emotions in a limited space on the canvas, so the other half… in the form of a sketchy animatic. Be sure to watch with sound)

pt. 4 | pt. 6 And now… let me say a few words… I started all this just to show the death of Raph. I didn't want to make his death sad or tragic, it should be grandiose, worthy of a real hero, worthy of an older brother. "Like a boss". You may be tired of seeing his self-sacrifice in any form, but all the options that I saw … yes, they are good, but they are not at all on the scale that Raph is capable of. They're having a world war, all the brothers have been thrashing these aliens like kids in the movie, and all I get is Raph pinned down by the rubble?? (I only like this version when he's already a robot, but I don't like it at all when he's alive, still powerfull (because, again, their ninpo most likely connected to their feelings, and Raph is the one who can use full out of it alongside with Mikey) Raph is terribly strong, if he were alive to the very end, I'm sure he would scare the krang on a par with Donnie, because, firstly, Mikey is not so scary for them because of the side effect of his ninpo, secondly, Leo lost his ninpo. So…even if briefly and rudely enough, but I wanted to show how strong the effect of Raph's death had on everyone, not just to forget about him later. (This character is very difficult for me myself, unfortunately, I can’t convey all the little things of his character and … ha ha, I can’t basically draw him correctly… mmm …) (Anyway... there will be some more parts and maybe one more episode... I'm not sure... and I'm still struggling to draw the way I like... unsuccessfully so far... khm) (Thanks to someone, my thoughts are now completely filled with the thought of finally getting back to Casey, so I can't think straight… I'm in Hell right now)

Song: Two Steps From Hell - Star Sky

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Uh..what can I say. I’m literally so so happy I can upload these pages you have no idea.

On a separate note. Oh my god. GuYs. FanDOM?? Thank you so much for your donations I can’t even,,,,jsjshdgdgdj,,,how do I express it?? Thanks to you, I can have a days off. Just..ah. Some days when I can ..like…j u s t. draw this comic in peace?? And don’t have to work a full day at the studio beforehand?? I’m so fucking grateful I kxjsksosjdhfbhr

Thank you 💜💙❤️🧡

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Testing out new brushes and also making comics??? I dont know but i think i like it

Anyways, i love the hc that Casey died when Junior was younger, but imagine she died like a few days before the movie

That'd be crazy