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𝕱𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝕭𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖋𝖎𝖙𝖘
(Armin Arlert x Reader)


𝕭𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖊: 𝐍𝐨𝐧𝐞

It all started with his friendly and charming smile when you both first met at the university. The way his heavenly oceanic eyes twinkle whenever he spoke about something he cherished. It started with the innocent bumps against your shoulder whenever he would say something that embarrassed you.
It started with the cute delicious pastries he would leave in front of your university dorm room because he knew they were your favorites. The expensive gifts he would offer you, gifts that you couldn't afford by yourself, because you were not earning much working a part-time job at a cafe.
It started with the shocking expressions you both had after knowing that you're attending the same church. It started with the way both of you would rather spend memorable and meaningful moments together than hanging out with your mutual friends.
It started with the innocent hold he had around your waist whenever you were walking together, the friendly hugs he would pull you into every 5 minutes, the reassuring kisses on your cheeks because you would always zone out of your conversations.


It started this way. So why are you now face buried deep into the pillow, ass scratched and slapped way too many times facing up, while Armin keeps thrusting himself violently inside of your wet cunt? How come you went from calling him 'Buddy' to 'Daddy'? How fast the night changes.
Your thoughts were interrupted by Armin's loud grunt he let out before releasing his hot seeds inside of you. His face distorted in pleasure which added to the growing desire for a 6th round. Armin opened his eyes which were deep blue this time, indicating that the beast inside of him isn't satisfied yet. He wiped the droplets of sweat on his forehead with the back of his palm and motioned for you to sit on his lap. You did so, lifting the cute little maid skirt your 'buddy' bought for you earlier.
Before Armin could take another breath, you plumped down on his hardened cock, making his eyes widen. You continued riding the soul out of him while he pushed his tongue inside your drooling mouth, loving the way your moans and prayers to him were slowly growing louder when he grabbed your ass and moved your lower body rapidly.
"Can other men...fuck...can they do that?" he said, long slender fingers piercing your hips. You were too fucked out of your mind to comprehend his words.
"Can they do that?Huh?" he said in a firm tone that gave you goosebumps. Oh, fuck how you loved DOminant and mean Armin.
"No...argh-h Daddy...Only you...Argh...Only you." you said placing your hands on his nape while pulling your tongue down his throat.
With one harsh slap on your ass, both you and Armin released. He pulled you to his chest and started kissing your forehead and caressing your hair. You felt yourself melting inside of his warm embrace.
"I know it is against the principle of our contract," he said," but I'm starting to fall for you." he laid his head on yours.
You knew that if any of you ended up catching feelings, your relationship as his sugar baby would be officially over. But at that very moment, you thought of nothing when you said,
"I always did, Armin."

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𝒜𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒴ℴ𝓊 (drabble)
(Eren Yeager x Reader)



𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝,𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤.
𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧.....

𝕭𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖊: 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟,𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭,𝐄𝐫𝐞𝐧 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐨𝐭,𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐬,𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭.

"You've got a pencil?"
You looked up from your Sociology book to stare at a pair of deep emerald eyes.Standing infront of you was no other than Eren Jaeger in the flesh,also known as the school fuckboy.
Personally,you didn't really appreciate the way other people portrayed him to be when you first saw him.But gradually you have come to the sad realisation that Eren,indeed,was just a walking dick who only played with girls' feelings and isn't the type to commit himself to a silly love relationship.
Nevertheless,you always treated him as a friend.A few years later,you guys ended up being so close that other people even believed that you were romantically attached.It wasn't the case though.You both saw each other as best friends and nothing more.
Or so you thought.
As the days flew by,you started to come to the conclusion that this little friendship is slowly turning into something warmer.Those long walks from the school to your house were no longer the same as it was before.Eren would always interwine his hands with yours.Or would wrap one arm around your waist and hold you close while whispering how you looked amazing during your school presentations to reassure your anxiety.
Unfortunately,you knew that Eren didn't like you in any romantic way.He only saw you as a friend.Not that you could blame him though.You didn't even think of yourself as a beautiful girl that could attract the attention of everyone in a room,you weren't the girl that would be on everyone's story whenever your birthday was near.
You were just a plain infamous girl whose only friend was the most popular guy of the school.But you were grateful to have him.Even though he didn't love you,he still cherished you unlike other people.
"HELLOOOOOOO!!!!"
You were suddenly brought back to reality after hearing Eren shouting to your face.
"O-oh..uh...what were you saying?"you nervously scratched your nape.
"I was asking you if you've got a pencil to lend me.I forgot my pencil case at home and I have Art classes in a few minutes."Eren answered,slowly.
"Oh yes sure.. Wait I have a few pens that I can give you in case yo-"you felt two fingers pressed to your lips.
"Shhh princess..I just need a pencil for drawing,that's all."he said while taking a pencil from your pencil case and was about to rush to his class but before doing so,he turned around and said,
"There's a party at Mikasa's place.You're coming with me tonight,no buts"

The music was blazing and you felt like your ears were about to explode.You couldn't quite distinguish whether you were at a classmate's house or whether you were at a nightclub at this point.Students were drinking and some were even doing drugs near a corner.It's nearly impossible to keep track of how many times you have encountered people kissing or fucking in different rooms of Mikasa's gigantic mansion.
You were not exactly the party type;so you didn't feel adjusted here and wanted to leave.But before you did so,you had to look for the person who brought you here : Eren.
After roaming around the house for about an hour or two,the green eyed boy was still no where to be found.So you took our your phone and dialled his number.No response.
Luckily,you spotted a familiar figure with his hair tied in a messy bun and sighed with relief.You walked towards his direction and had come to realise that Eren was lying on the sofa,completely drunk with girls all around him.
"Eren,can you please bring me back home?I'm tired" you said,trying to draw his attention.
He looked up to you with his sleepy eyes
"Heyyy babe.You don't like the party?"he slurred,wrapping his arms around your waist.
"Eren I'm going back home.And I think that you should too."you grabbed his hand and guided him to the door.
"BUTTTT I'M HAVING FUNNNN"he shouted in your ears,causing you to slap him in the face.
You harshly grabbed his hand and threw him into the backseat of his car.Given the fact that Eren was completely drunk,you couldn't allow him to take control of the car.You,therefore,made up your mind to drive by yourself.
You sat in the driver seat and was about to start the engine after putting on your safety belt,but then you heard some sniffles coming from the backseat.You turned around and saw Eren,eyes full of tears.
"Eren...What happened?Why are you crying?"you grabbed his red and puffy face.
"W-why did you slap me.You don't wove me anymor-more"he cried.
His action melted your heart and you couldn't stay mad at him.
"Of course I love you Eren,"you said,"I'm sorry for slapping you..It's just that you were being a bad boy and I had to stop you."you pinched his cheeks playfully.
"M'okayyyyyyy,"he dried his tears,"gimme your haaanndddd"
He grabbed your left hand,pulled it towards him and kissed it multiple times.You felt your heart fluttered.
Suddenly,he looked at your hand in awe,and his eyes told you that he was slowly coming back to his sober self.
"You know,"he started,"there is this one girl whom I wished I could hold her hand like this."
Your smile was quickly wiped off upon hearing him.
'Of course he would love someone . It's not as if I stood a chance.'
"Is THE Eren Yeager simping for someone?"you tried to sound jolly and ignore the burning pain in your chest.
"Yeah,she is amazing.I wished I could muster the courage to confess to her,"he smiled softly,while caressing your hand.
You quickly removed your hand from his grasp.
"Well,why don't you do it? I'm sure that she will say yes."you managed to fake a smile.
"I don't think so.She only sees me as a friend."he sighed.
You quickly started the engine.
"Either way,she's really lucky to have someone like you to fall for her."
Your eyes focused on the road,not noticing a pair of green eyes instantly gazing at you.
"By the way,what's her name?"you asked,nonchalantly.
He paused.
"Mikasa."

Is it bad that you wished he was talking about you instead?
You couldn't help but felt your heart sink.You tried your best to keep your cool,even though your heart was tearing into pieces.
But Eren was your bestfriend.Your main concern was his happiness,even though it wasn't with you.
"Oh cool,"you sadly smiled,"I heard that she did have a crush on you in the past,so she'll definitely accept your pro-"
"YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!"
You were startled by Eren's sudden outburst and reflectively stopped the machine.
"Is there something wrong?What happened?Eren are you okay?"you were interrupted by Eren,who without wasting time, violently crashed his lips onto yours.
You couldn't feel straight.You didn't understand what was going on.Your mind went blank and you felt like it wasn't working and was sending signals to all of your nerves and muscles to make you physically react to the situation you were in,but still your body wasn't moving one inch.
Eren then started to nibble at your lower lips.He was kissing you with an intensity,with a feeling that you couldn't quite comprehend.Was that what people call passion?You couldn't tell.It was the first time that your body has ever felt this way.It was the first time that you have ever felt this attention,this warmth,this.....love.
It was after a good while that Eren removed his lips away from your puffy ones.He slowly opened his eyes and looked at you.
"Y/N.It's you,idiot."he said.
Your tears automatically started to cascade down your shocked face when you saw the sincerity in his eyes.The love that they were showing while admiring your crying face.
"Why did you say Mikasa?"you wiped your tears stained face.
"I wanted to know your reaction.You didn't look mad though,"he answered,sadly.
"Why would I be? I want you to be happy regardless of whether I'm the source of that happiness,"you smiled at him.
"And that's one of the millions of reasons why i love you"he returned your smile and peck your lips.
You both sat,wrapped in each other's arms while listening to the heavy raindrops that were showering your car.
"It's raining.We'll have to wait for the weather to calm down before entering your house."You said.
"Or maybe we can stay here and cuddle until tomorrow comes."Eren said while pinching your cheeks.
You laughed and got onto the backseat and stayed there,in his arms,while listening to the song that was playing on the radio.
You laid your head on his shoulder while he played with your hair and kissed your forehead.
"Y/N?"you heard Eren's soft voice.
"Yes?"
He looked at you.
"It was always you.And it will always be you."


𝕬𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖒𝖊
♡𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧
♡𝐒𝐡𝐞/𝐇𝐞𝐫
♡19 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐥𝐝 (𝐀𝐠𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 : 5 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐨𝐥𝐝)
♡𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭
♡𝐅𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐚/𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐡𝐰𝐚/𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐡𝐮𝐚/𝐨𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐞

𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖎 𝖘𝖍𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖜𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙
•Ŋɸƞ-ϲɸƞ,ʀα⅊ε,ẜɸʀϲεδ ៜεϰ.
➷𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑖 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑥𝑢𝑎𝑙 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑐𝑒𝑑.𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠.
•⅊εʀιɸδ ៜεϰ
➷𝑁𝑜𝑡 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑖𝑒.𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑟𝑒ℎ𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛.
•Iƞϲεៜτ/ៜτε⅊ϲεៜτ.
➷𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝𝑑𝑎𝑑!𝑇𝑜𝑗𝑖 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑝𝑑𝑎𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑢𝑙𝑎𝑟 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦,𝑤𝑒 𝑎𝑖𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔,𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦.
•Βεៜτιαℓιτψ
➷𝑁𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑜♡
•⟆τɸʀιεៜ αβɸυτ ϲυℓτ αƞδ ៜαταƞιៜʍ
➷𝑅𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑠,𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑢𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑠.𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑠 𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑙 ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒:(
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➷𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑥 𝑠𝑒𝑥𝑢𝑎𝑙 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒.𝐼 𝑎𝑑𝑚𝑖𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑖𝑓 𝑖 𝑎𝑚 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑦/𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑔𝑜.𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑠𝑜 𝑖 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑒𝑑𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑐:)

WARM YOURSELF UP BEFORE ENTERING MY COLD PALACE
MAY YOUR WARM HEART MELTS MY COLD ONE.
~Queen♤

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6:00
Megumi x reader
Part II,Part III

𝕭𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖊: 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬,𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭,𝐌𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐣𝐞𝐫𝐤.
༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐
6:00,that was the time he gave up on you.
People always said how a marriage life has a lot of ups and downs,but at the end of the day,love will create a way throughout the storm.But unfortunately,this wasn't the case for you and your husband,now ex-husband Megumi
You have been noticing how he would always come later than usual,claiming that he had to do 'overtime' work or that he had loads of 'paperwork' to do.But you knew that there was someone else,someone better,for whom he was willing to give up on his loyal wife for,for whom he was willing to miss your wedding anniversary for.
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6:00 and Megumi still wasn't home.Suddenly,the door opened.
"I told you not to wait for me,"Megumi said,his cold face not looking at you.
"I know.But i wanted to know if you were going to eat,"you said.
"I don't want to.I am not hungry."he went to the shower to relax,but you knew that it was just to escape your questionings.
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"FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE,Y/N! I HAVE A LIFE! CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!?"Megumi yelled at you.
"BUT I'M YOUR WIFE MEGUMI. DON'T I HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW WHY MY HUSBAND KEEPS COMING LATE,WITH LIPSTICK STAINS ON HIS COLLAR!?"you cried.
"Tch.You want to know something?"he looked at you,his deep piercing for what seemed like the first time in ages.
You should have just left the conversation to be,and not to indulge much into the subject.But at the same time,if you didn't stay,you wouldn't have known what he thought of you,the reason why he would always distance himself from you.
"I fell in love with someone else."
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But even though,you never gave up.Even after he literally pushed you out of the house to settle with his new girlfriend,you still didn't give up on messaging him first thing in the morning,wishing him a happy birthday on the specific days.
'Stupid',your friends used to say.How can a beautiful woman like you lower herself to the point of begging such a douchebag?
'Love makes you do stupid things,'you would always say,with a warm smile that hides a painful agony and lots of self-hatred,but only you would know that.
Because at the end of the day,it was your marriage,yours to fix. Beside,no one would be able to understand the burning pain that was present inside your chest each time you would think of him.
'Just move on already,love someone else,you deserve so much better'
Where's the lie? Didn't you deserve love? Didn't you deserve to move on and to live with someone who will love you with an ethereal admiration and not just a temporary feeling of compassion?But would you be able to love someone the same way you loved Megumi?
'I am not ready yet.'you would say.
5:06,the clock read.
It was now the time for you to deliver Megumi some pastries that you baked.You would always come to give him fresh clothes and small gifts at his workplace,leaving them outside his office and pass incognito because you knew that he wouldn't take them knowing that they are from you.But you cared for him.You knew how much he worked and how hungry he might get.You knew how exhausted he might be and that's the reason why you keep bringing him clean and warm clothes,especially during winter.
Even though,he had someone else to take care of him,you always found time to bring him gifts.
You entered the big cooperation where Megumi has been the CEO of for more than 5 years already.Upon seeing you,the receptionist gave you a pitiful smile.
"Good morning Mrs Y/N.Are you going to deliver things for Mr.Fushiguro again?"she asked,noticing the two bags of fresh clothes and pastries.
"Yes I am."
You walked alongside the corridor where Megumi's office was.You noticed the small table on which you usually laid the presents.
But suddenly,the door of the office opened,revealing none other than Megumi.
His eyes looked at you and looked at the bags full of clothes that you were holding.His eyes widened upon realising that it was you,who were bringing those small gifts to him all this time.
But what you didn't expect was the way his eyes were burning in anger.You did knew that he might get angry if he learnt that the provider of all these little needs was you.He clearly stated last time he saw you bringing him pastries that he doesn't want to have anything to do with you.But did you expect him to straight up grab the bags that you were carrying and throw them on the floor?No,you didn't.
Because the man that you were seeing infront of you was no longer the one you fell in love with.He was no longer the warm man who would kiss you early in the morning and who would cook you breakfast.He was no longer the man who would say 'my love,don't leave' but is the one who would forced you to get out of his sight.
"I think that you didn't get me right last time."Megumi started talking but you were too focused on the pastries that were laying crushed on the ground.
"But those little things won't make me love you again,"he said.
Your legs felt numb and fell on the floor,picking up what was left of the pastries you baked for him from the dirty parquet.You were at least thankful for the tears that were blurring your vision.They prevented you from seeing the massacre Megumi made with all the effort you pulled out to make a perfect frame with the photos of all the good moments you spent together.
After taking everything and putting them in your bags,you trembled while walking towards the door and opened it.
6:00 the clock read
6:00,that was the time he gave up on you
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