Being A Writer And Having Writing Friends Has Its Perks. First, You Can Whine Together About Having Writer's

Being a writer and having writing friends has its perks. First, you can whine together about having writer's block, no motivation, etc. Second, if you have a book you are working together on, you have a reason to ask for help with your own book. Not like "Could you write several pages for me?", but "Look, my current chapter is draining me, but I have deadlines and I want to write for our shared book. Could you help me with writing a couple of scenes or even ideas for my book, if you have time and strength, so that I can finish our shared book faster?"

I haven't heard of this practice, but if both parties consent, I see this a win-win.

Alright, I am too lazy, so I'll post WIP of my Doctor's headcanons. I'll continue it later, since I am stressing too much rn.

He is actually black as he is a literal shadow but I am still working on recoloring because I suck at drawing. The art was a request from my friend from Telegram (their link often changes, but feel free to ask in my dm) , but here are the references:

Shadow form: @/breadibaggu on Tumblr

(I have no idea, if this counts as a repost 🥲)

Horns: @/expensivebrowniez on Tumblr

Ponytail: Jotdan Love model

Teeth: @/kipine-art on Tumblr

The Doctor

Age: more than 2000 years

Race: fallen angel

Background: Previously was called Bezaliel (biblical motives, but I don’t follow the Bible completely) and the Shadow of God. Was cast into Hell. When God died, Bezaliel came out to earth and explored, gliding through the streets like a shadow. During his stop at a motel, he was unable to sleep due to the noise coming from the nightclub, where Buckshot Roulette takes place. There he quietly began to drag away the corpses of players and bring them back to life. Before him, players died immediately, so it was a shock for Dealer to see the lost players in front of him. Later, Bezaliel was safely caught, and Dealer’s charming talking lured him into a bet, where if he won, Dealer would stopped roulette for two weeks. In case of defeat, the fallen angel would work for Dealer, which is what happened. After this, roulette added the ability to return to the game in the second and first rounds.

Appearance: According to legends, no one saw what Bzsaliel looked like before and after the fall. The dealer saw the fallen angel's true form when he caught Bezaliel, but in the form of a shadow. After becoming The Doctor, Bezaliel took on the appearance of the man he is in the game. But this is an illusion. In fact, Bezaliel looks like a clot of darkness, has horns, sharp teeth (similar to human, but monstrous), ponytail close to what samurai has, golden headpiece that covers forehead and chin. On the sides of helmet there are folded wings. They were open before his fall from heaven. He wears the dusted and tattered robe of an angel he once was. His illusion form has boots, but The Doctor himself is barefoot.

Personality: Generally calm and resigned to his work. He was stressed only twice during his entire time on earth: during the first (and currently last) club check-up and when he dragged out a half-dead satisfied player (the guy was a masochistic participant). The story is silent on the details, and the Doctor chose not to ask any questions.

Likes: weekends.

Dislikes: when something doesn’t go according to plan (rarely shows that he is stressed), treating open fractures and broken skulls, cold.

Is it OK to post my version of The Doctor, if it was heavily referenced from other people's creations? It was a request to my friend feom me, 'cause I can't draw.

I also have some lore for The Doctor, but I am still in the process of writing. What do you think?

tw: rant

I really want to appreciate my man The Doctor, but I need to write a chapter of my two hundred (which might become five hundred) page fanfic. Sometimes I wish I had a second coauthor in my writing team who had a lot of free time and an enormous will to write... Like, having four people (including me) is already a big luck and commitment from them all (especially from my current coauthor, who have been helping me with this fanfic for all three years!!!), but I haven't updated my work since November 2023 and I want to finish the current chapter because I hate it but it should be done for all the chapters, that are waiting ahead. I am the one, who supposed to write, nobody in my team owns me writing my book.

I prefer to say, that it's coauthor's and my work. I mean that I began writing and it's my responsibility to continue it, if I want to (free will to leave a fanfic unfinished and stuff), I often I wish that I had another person, to write for me some moments, so I had to just adapt them, polish and call it a day. Even for one chapter.

I guess, everybody went from this, even the greatest authors. Tears, bloody lips, sleepless nights, apathy and many more. I just wish I had the same thirst for writing my works like I did two years ago. Alas, almost 150 deleted pages can crush your spirits.

If you notice me reblogging

a repost

stolen art

false information

etc.

please let me know, you’re not rude or annoying and I actually do give a fuck and I will correct my mistake, thank you

Is it OK to post my version of The Doctor, if it was heavily referenced from other people's creations? It was a request to my friend feom me, 'cause I can't draw.

I also have some lore for The Doctor, but I am still in the process of writing. What do you think?