Feb 5 2024

Feb 5 2024

Nighttime reflection on the cards I had drawn during the morning.

So yeah, this day really did test my sense of peace and integrity. My sister, who now lives in a different country, got annoyed with my mom for pestering her in-laws. And she had a lot to say to me during a video chat. Maintaining a sense of balance, a situation that tests or rewards your honesty, integrity, accountability, conviction, and fairness is how I often interpret the justice card. The themes of such were really dominant and apparent in my day, and it repeated when my niece was annoyed with me after seeing my sister's irritated messages at the group chat. She also had a lot to say to me. To be fair, I have to agree that I hadn't exactly been diligently aware of my mom's actions and thus contributed to the source of the issue. So yeah, this is a bit of an accountability issue and being irresponsibly-unaware-issue. I like that Astromatrix tarot card for justice is very artistically similar to the thoth tarot adjustment card because the Adjustment cards meaning of maintaining balance and a balancing act. I am receiving some deserved karma for my laziness and, at the same time, have to be honest and maintain integrity, a tough balancing act.

The world card appearing in the position of the situation beneath is also something I find apt because despite dealing with stresses from other people, I actually was able to accomplish what needs to be done: get mother to stop pestering my sisters in-laws, arrange a courier pickup and delivery, as well as succussfuly retrieve my sisters packages. I actually did feel a lot of peace and calm through most of the day, feeling like I have all that i need and want within my day.

Temperance, in the position of the advice card, was definitely something I have achieved in the way I handled the issues that came up. I didn't get angry, annoyed, overly upset, nor responded with negativity to the outbursts of my sister nor my niece. I listened and felt like i had successfully internalized external and opposing forces and dealt with things in a harmonious manner. I think I can also partly credit my mindfulness practices and meditations for making me more calm and even-keeled. I faced off with annoyance and anger fueled confrontations during different times of the day, but I didn't get mad back and responded in a way that I think didn't exacerbate the situation. I like the image of this card. An angel combines the opposing elements of fire and water, as doves of peace and beautiful flowers emanate and surround her.

The Gaia card I had drawn this morning was also quite apt. My mother was literally the main source of the issue. Hahaha. But yeah, there was actually a lot of abundance enjoyed in this day, and the necessity of being nurturing, attentive, and caring to everyone and everything that's important to me was plainly obvious in my day.

Jan 29 2024

Morning card pull from the Mythic oracle.

You have some clear actionable tasks up ahead, but there are some goals that need to be further clarified into actionable tasks. Take the time to break them down into things that you can accomplish. Plan them out, and write them down so that you illuminate what needs to be done so you can start anew.

Jan 31 2024

Morning card pull from the Mythic oracle to reflect on the day ahead.

You've drawn the card of love, and it is a reminder to let go of the past and hurt that you've experienced so that you can fully explore and be open to new emotional experiences. You have avenues and opportunities to express and feel loved, so why not take them and experience what it is to be loved. Let go of past baggage and be open to love.

Feb 9 2024

Having personal security, stability, and a tendency to grasp on and be kind of greedy becomes the dominant theme of this day. Beneath that, there is renewal and newfound hope as you face the challenges of this day. The primary advice for you today is to embrace and take advantage of this energy of renewal. Summarize, arrive at a conclusion, and move forward, listening to your inner calling so that you move and become the master of your own destiny.

Jan 30 2024

Making slow and steady progress, being responsible, and practicing some caution as you progress forward are the themes of this day. Beneath that, you are feeling renewed and have much enthusiasm and drive to move. You are advised to face the unknown and uncertain aspects of your life, as well as your fears and trepidations. Be willing and ready to face the unknown.

Feb 5 2024

Morning card pull from the Mythic oracle to start my day.

While there is much abundance in your life you are advised to also take care and nurture the important things in your life. Fertile lands can become barren if you abuse and neglect the part where you to give back and nurture them. Yes, there is abundance, but you should also care for it so that it continues to grow and last for a long time.