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NOT gentle reminder that Abed Nadir’s father is canonically Palestinian, his grandfather lived in the Gaza strip, and his cousin Abra visits from Gaza in season one. You can not be a Community fan and a supporter of Israel.
and let the history books name joe biden, rishi sunak, justin trudeau, emmanuel macron, ursula von der leyen and every other world leader who did not step in to prevent the genocide of palestine as cold-blooded murderers. may they face a shred of the immeasurable pain and suffering they allowed to be committed against 2.2. million innocent lives.
and let the history books name joe biden, rishi sunak, justin trudeau, emmanuel macron, ursula von der leyen and every other world leader who did not step in to prevent the genocide of palestine as cold-blooded murderers. may they face a shred of the immeasurable pain and suffering they allowed to be committed against 2.2. million innocent lives.
JJK is full of fruity characters, and their all are dumb idiots who's oblivious about their feelings.







Summer 2022 KFP gijinka studies ~
Once again thank you to NOT use and repost my art, really, I’ll see it.

Leah is the moment omg
Update
hello everyone i would first like to apologize for not being constant with updates. I have had a lot of family issues and work is taking a lot out of me. i still am going to try and participate in the koreadathon but i can’t promise a lot of updates. once again im so sorry.
See you next time
Promises and Pomegranates by Sav R. Miller
I'm sorry everyone but I have to DNF this book. Promises and Pomegranates is the worst book I have read in a long time. This review will contain spoilers about the part of the Promises and Pomegranates book I read. Promises and Pomegranates are supposed to be a dark contemporary romance based loosely on the story of the two greek gods Hades and Persephone. While reading this book I was able to get up to page 136 before I finally decided to stop torturing myself. This book has literally put me into a reading slump. Our main characters Kal and Elena are very insufferable. Both Elena and Kal are obsessed with their genitals and each other. Kal's entire personality is he is supposed to be dark and mysterious, he treats Elena more like a child than a lover. Kal constantly calls Elena little and throughout 136 pages of the book there is a heavy emphasis on their age gap, Elena is either 18 or 19 and Kal is 32. The entire relationship is super weird, Kal constantly views Elena as nothing more than a sex object to tease. Maybe it's just me but this is truly not a romantic book at all, at certain points he just leaves her alone in a big house or unknown area with no idea what to do. They truly only view each other as hot people they want to have sex with. Now maybe the book gets better the deeper you read but I truly just didn’t want to waste my time. I give this book two stars because the forced sexual or “romantic” scenes of the book were funny but I’m positive that this wasn’t supposed to be a comedy. If you like dark contemporary kind of weird slightly manipulative books then this is the book for. But, the rule of thumb is always look up what a book is about when its recommended from booktok
Joke’s on me for buying books recommended on tiktok without reading the plot.
Now I’m stuck with mafia romance…
Promises and Pomegranates Update
So far I am 73 pages in and I already hate everything about the book. Our two main characters are truly insufferable. Kal our love interest makes me want to rip open my chest and pull my own heart out and light it on fire while I feel every inch of pain, and that would somehow be better than dealing with this man. Elena is just weird, she shames herself for liking him and being aroused by him but any chance she gets she is down on her knees for him, it’s frustrating in all honesty. Kal also has this habit of calling Elena “little one” which grosses me out, I feel like thats what you call a child not someone you are sexually attracted to. So far I am not rooting for the romance and I truly just want to light my brain on fire. I’m trying so hard not to dnf (did not finish) this book so I will let you all know how it goes
After thinking about it I have decided to put off reading A Little Life. So far all the reviews on this book are saying that it is really sad and there are so many trigger warnings, so i think i’m going to wait. I have decided to start promises and pomegranates
(1)this is something I thought when I read no longer human for the first time 2 years ago and just remembered now, I thought the real Dazai, or maybe just the character Yozo, was very sexist. Might have to do with the abuse he faced as a child (I'm not sure about this part, it's been a long time). The only woman he ever appreciated was Tsuneko, who he attempted double suicide with. It seemed to him that all women were liars and Tsuneko had become superior to them when she said she was not happy.
(2) I’ve noticed the same thing when I read his short story Tanabata. Any thoughts on this? If you answered this before please just give me a link. I Love what you’re doing with the quotes/meta, thanks
。☆✼★━━━━━━━━━━━━★✼☆✼★━━━━━━━━━━━━★✼☆。
It is true that the Yozo, the protagonist of No Longer Human, was sexually abused as a child by a female servant at the house. And the real Dazai has hinted at being abused as a child in his first famous publication, “Memories,” so there is a similarity there. But I don’t think that he was sexist.

^ Dazai and Michiko with their daughter Sonoko
*Caution: this post includes some mature topics. If you do not want to read PG13 rated material do not read this post*
Women in Dazai’s Life
Dazai Osamu was very attached to his aunt and a nurse maid who helped raise him, Take-san, and actually considered both of those women to be more like a mother to him than his own mother. His real mother was in very poor health and was regularly away relaxing at onsens for health reasons.
After his idol Akutagawa’s suicide in 1927 Dazai turned to spending money on clothes, alcohol, and prostitutes. As Dazai grew up he fell in love with a geisha, Hatsuyo, and ran away with her only to be disowned by his family because of it.
Nine days after being disowned he attempted suicide by drowning with a waitress, Shimeko, who died while he survived. His family intervened so he wouldn’t cause trouble with police investigations regarding the incident.
Then Dazai basically forced his family into paying off Hatsuyo’s debts so he could marry her. He believed that she was still a virgin when he married her and was devastated when he learned that wasn’t the case. On top of that, while he was in the mental institution recovering from drug addiction, from when he was taking a morphine-based painkiller at the hospital being treated for acute appendicitis, Hatsuyo committed adultery with his best friend, an artist by the name of Zenshirou Kodate. Dazai and Hatsuyo then attempted a double suicide by taking sleeping pills, but it didn’t work. Instead they divorced.
Shortly after that his writing mentor Ibuse Masuji helped him to marry a middle school teacher named Michiko. After marrying Michiko his women troubles consisted of him getting another woman, Shizuko, pregnant and a year long relationship with a hairdresser, Tomie, who he later succeeded in a double suicide with.
*No Longer Human spoilers ahead*
Keep reading
No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai
After reading this book I can fully agree with many of the reviews, yet I don’t necessarily think that it is a very sad book. This book definitely has sad parts but in of its self is not sad. While I read this book I also heavily annotated it through color coordination. Most of my tabs were pink in the beginning and proceeded to be blue and purple toward the end, even a few were orange. Pink represented relatability, Purple represented wtf moments (basically moment in which I was questioning whether or not this was a character I wanted to relate to), blue represented sad, and orange represented interesting questions and beautiful writing. While reading this book I constantly felt guilty about relating to such a complicated man, it allowed me to come to terms with problems I have within myself. I believe that if Yozo (our main character) had left Japan he might not have felt so entirely isolated from society, he might of realized that its okay to be different, but because he stayed in Japan he never got to explore and see all of humanity, I also believe that if Osamu Dazai had left Japan he might have seen an entirely different side of humanity. If you are curious about Japanese literature I definitely recommend this book but you should only read it if you are in a good mental space, I personally didn’t cry but some people did so tread carefully. I plan on giving a spoil filled review tomorrow or maybe during my February wrap up.
March
In march I will be participating in the koreadathon. I will update more about that after I finish no longer human. BTW some of the books that I am supposed to be reading this month will probably be moved to march because I heard a little life is very dense and I work three jobs so... but I’ll let you guys know
Update on No Longer Human
I only have 50 pages left of the book and I am going to keep my thoughts on the book to myself until I finish it. I plan to have this book completed today and start a little life today as well. So I will see you all in a few hours maybe
語彙 「ごい」 Vocabulary!~
国 「くに」 Countries:

アイスランド : Iceland
アイルランド : Ireland
アゼルバイジャン : Azerbaijan
アフガニスタン : Afghanistan
アブハジア : Republic of Abkhazia
アメリカ : United States of America
アラブ首長国連邦(しゅちょうこくれんぽう): United Arab Emirates
アルジェリア : Algeria
アルゼンチン : Argentina
アルバニア : Albania
アルメニア : Armenia
アンゴラ : Angola
アンティグア・バーブーダ : Antigua and Barbuda
アンドラ : Andorra
イエメン : Yemen
イギリス : United Kingdom
イスラエル : Israel
イタリア : Italy
イラク : Iraq
イラン : Islamic Repubic of Iran
インド : India
インドネシア : Indonesia
ウガンダ : Uganda
ウクライナ : Ukraine
ウズベキスタン : Uzbekistan
ウルグアイ : Uruguay
エクアドル : Ecuador
エジプト : Egypt
エストニア : Estonia
エチオピア : Ethiopia
エリトリア : Eritrea
エルサルバドル : El Salvador
沿(そい)ドニエストル : Pridnestrovian Moldavian Republic (PMR)
オーストラリア : Australia
オーストリア : Austria
オマーン : Oman
オランダ : the Netherlands
ガーナ : Ghana
カーボベルデ : Cape Verde
ガイアナ : Guyana
カザフスタン : Kazakhstan
カタール : Qatar
カナダ : Canada
ガボン : Gabon
カメルーン : Cameroon
韓国(かんこく): Republic of Korea (South Korea)
ガンビア : Gambia
カンボジア : Cambodia
北(きた)キプロス : Northern Cyprus
北朝鮮(きたちょうせん): Democratic People's Republic of Korea (North Korea)
ギニア : Guinea
ギニアビサウ : Guinea-Bissau
キプロス : Cyprus
キューバ : Cuba
ギリシャ : Greece
キリバス : Kiribati
キルギス : Kyrgyzstan
グアテマラ : Guatemala
クウェート : Kuwait
クック諸島(しょとう) : Cook Islands
グレナダ : Grenada
クロアチア : Croatia
ケニア : Kenya
コートジボワール : Côte d'lvoire
コスタリカ : Costa Rica
コソボ : Kosovo
コモロ : Comoros
コロンビア : Colombia
コンゴ共和国 (きょうわこく): Congo
コンゴ民主共和国(みんしゅきょうわこく) : Democratic Republic of the Congo
サウジアラビア : Saudi Arabia
サモア : Samoa
サントメ・プリンシペ : Sao Tome and Principe
ザンビア : Zambia
サンマリノ : San Marino
シエラレオネ : Sierra Leone
ジブチ : Djibouti
ジャマイカ : Jamaica
ジョージア : Georgia
シリア : Syrian Arab Republic
シンガポール : Singapore
ジンバブエ : Zimbabwe
スイス : Switzerland
スウェーデン : Sweden
スーダン : Sudan
スペイン : Spain
スリナム : Suriname
スリランカ : Sri Lanka
スロバキア : Slovakia
スロベニア : Slovenia
スワジランド : Swaiziland
セーシェル : Seychelles
赤道(せきどう)ギニア : Equatorial Guinea
セネガル : Senegal
セルビア : Serbia
セントクリストファー・ネイビス : Saint Kitts and Nevis
セントビンセントおよびグレナディーン諸島(しょとう): Saint Vincent and the Grenadines
セントルシア : Saint Lucia
ソマリア : Somalia
ソマリランド : Republic of Somaliland
ソロモン諸島(しょとう): Solomon Islands
タイ : Thailand
台湾(たいわん): Taiwan
タジキスタン : Tajikistan
タンザニア : United Republic of Tanzania
チェコ : Czechia/Czech Republic
チャド : Chad
中央(ちゅうおう)アフリカ共和国(きょうわこく): Central African Republic
中国(ちゅうごく): China
チュニジア : Tunisia
チリ : Chile
ツバル : Tuvalu
デンマーク : Denmark
ドイツ : Germany
トーゴ : Togo
ドミニカ共和国(きょうわこく): Dominican Republic
ドミニカ国(こく): Dominica
トリニダード・トバゴ : Trinidad and Tobago
トルクメニスタン : Turkmenistan
トルコ : Turkey
トンガ : Tonga
ナイジェリア : Nigeria
ナウル : Nauru
ナゴルノ・カラバフ : Nagorno Karabakh/ Republic of Artsakh
ナミビア : Namibia
ニウエ : Niue
ニカラグア : Nicaragua
ニジェール : Niger
西(にし)サハラ : Western Sahara
日本(にほん): Japan
ニュージーランド : New Zealand
ネパール : Nepal
ノルウェー : Norway
バーレーン : Bahrain
ハイチ : Haiti
パキスタン : Pakistan
バチカン : Vatican City State
パナマ : Panama
バヌアツ : Vanuatu
バハマ : Bahamas
パプアニューギニア : Papua New Guinea
パラオ : Palau
パラグアイ : Paraguay
バルバドス : Barbados
パレスチナ : Occupied Palestinian Territory
ハンガリー : Hungary
バングラデシュ : Bangladesh
東(ひがし)ティモール : Timor-Leste
フィジー : Fiji
フィリピン : Philippines
フィンランド : Finland
ブータン : Bhutan
ブラジル : Brazil
フランス : France
ブルガリア : Bulgaria
ブルキナファソ : Burkina Faso
ブルネイ : Brunei Darussalam
ブルンジ : Burundi
ベトナム : Vietnam
ベナン : Benin
ベネズエラ : Bolivarian Republic of Venezuela
ベラルーシ : Belarus
ベリーズ : Belize
ペルー : Peru
ベルギー : Belgium
ポーランド : Poland
ボスニア・ヘルツェゴビナ : Bosnia and Herzegovina
ボツワナ : Botswana
ボリビア : Plurinational State of Bolivia
ポルトガル : Portugal
ホンジュラス : Honduras
マケドニア旧(きゅう)ユーゴスラビア共和国 (きょうわこく): Former Yugoslav Republic of Macedonia
マーシャル諸島 (しょとう): Marshall Islands
マダガスカル : Madagascar
マラウイ : Malawi
マリ : Mali
マルタ : Malta
マレーシア : Malaysia
ミクロネシア連邦(れんぽ) : Federated States of Micronesia
南(みなみ)アフリカ : South Africa
南(みなみ)オセチア : South Ossetia
南(みなみ)スーダン : South Sudan
ミャンマー : Myanmar
メキシコ : Mexico
モーリシャス : Mauritius
モーリタニア : Mauritania
モザンビーク : Mozambique
モナコ : Monaco
モルディブ : Maldives
モルドバ : Republic of Maldova
モロッコ : Morocco
モンゴル : Mongolia
モンテネグロ : Montenegro
ヨルダン : Jordan
ラオス : Lao People's Democratic Republic/Laos
ラトビア : Latvia
リトアニア : Lithuania
リビア : Libya
リヒテンシュタイン : Liechtenstein
リベリア : Liberia
ルーマニア : Romania
ルクセンブルク : Luxembourg
ルワンダ : Rwanda
レソト : Lesotho
レバノン : Lebanon
ロシア : Russian Federation/ Russia
Actors and their favourite books
Tom Hiddleston - Any human heart

Hiddleston mentioned in a tweet, that this was one of his favourite novels.
Colin Firth - The Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge

"I don't think I've ever read such descriptions of what it would be like to lose your grip. He has a vision that makes you less sure of your surroundings—and I find that stimulating."
Natalie Portman - Cloud Atlas

"This was the present I gave everyone I knew for three years. It's six different stories told in different time periods and genres: One is historical fiction, another is a '70s thriller mystery, the sixth is a post¬apocalyptic story"
Daniel Radcliffe - The Master and Margarita

"It's now my favorite novel—it's just the greatest explosion of imagination, craziness, satire, humor, and heart."
Timothee Chalamet - And then the End will come

Chalamet mentioned in an interview, that he really loved this book
Morgan Freeman - The Poisonwood Bible

“Some of the best writers are women writers – Barbara Kingsolver, Joyce Carol Oates. They just don’t get enough play.”
Margot Robbie - The five poeple you meet in heaven

I love that book. It felt very different, moving and heartfelt. It made me think. It’s a quick read, it’s a good one to recommend over the holidays.”
Cate Blanchett - The true history of the Kelly Gang

"Carey is one of my favorite writers. In Kelly Gang, the narrative voice is so unique. We Australians all know about Ned Kelly, but what Carey does is get inside his character's mind in such an illuminating and heartrending way. Aand there's not a trace of sentimentality in it. I so admire that as an actor, because I realize how difficult it is to do."
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February TBR
No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai
The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller(reread moved it to march)
A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara
The Poisonwood Bible by Barabara Kingsolver
The Awakening by Kate Chopin(reread moved it to march)
Promises and Pomegrantes by Sav R. Miller
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid
Prince of Thorns by Mark Lawrence
Human Acts by Han Kang
Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami
The Raven Boys by Maggie Stiefvater(reread moved it to march)
Reading Slump
In the month of January I was in a really big reading slump. I had read some books but never finished them so in this month of February I will be posting my tbr and my honest reviews of what I have read.
Meeting me
Hi my name is Raven, the reason I am making this blog is to be an inspiration to other studyblrs and to post my book reviews. I am hoping to be a future lawyer or teacher I am 19 years I am currently taking a semester off of college to collect myself and figure out what I want to do in life lol I will be posting about the languages I am learning and the books I am reading and how I feel about them I am learning Spanish, Korean, and Japanese Its really nice to meet all of you