I Am Struggling To Maintain My Composure In The Wake Of All Of This New Beetlebabes Content

I am struggling to maintain my composure in the wake of all of this new beetlebabes content

Megs doesn’t mind this, he just has a restin’ bitch face (like literally everybody, so I won’t judge him for that).

Either that or he’s havin’ intrusive thoughts about listenin’ to Starscream instead.

It's not like they have uncannily similar voices or anythin'... 🙂🫠

IM HOLLERING THE WAY HE LIED THROUGH HIS FUCKING TEETH😭😭😭😭😭

My Dear~

Please understand that I don't hate socialising in the way that allistics understand it. I like learning about people. I like the flow of a good chat. I like laughing and finding a soulmate. I like discovering a friend.

What I don't like is that none of it happens for me without a great deal of literal pain and exhaustion that can last for days.

Eye contact can literally give me a headache and make me feel nauseous.

Banter is confusing for me and can halt the conversation.

Monitoring my volume, tone, and facial expressions in real time is so tiring that I feel ready for a nap after 20 minutes.

And so much more is happening to me during a simple interaction. Let alone the rumination that occurs afterwards where I have to go through everything said to check for Social Interaction Anomalies™ that may make me a further outcast.

I like you. I do. I'm just so tired from last year still.

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