I Was Planning On A Lie-in This Morning. None Of The Tennis I Want To Watch Is On For Another Couple

I was planning on a lie-in this morning. None of the tennis I want to watch is on for another couple of hours. So I was like 'yay, sleeping in on a Sunday'

But nooo.... after writing all those words last night, and the fic not going anywhere like my notes said it was supposed to, I'm awake even earlier on a Sunday to keep on writing.

This is very different to what I've written before, it's somehow much less explicit, but way more intimate and emotional. I like it, but I can't see it becoming my normal style. Who knows - I've been experimenting quite a bit with Sincaraz fic, all different styles to my usual writing, I think not having my old audience makes it easier to try new things.

*takes a deep breath*

And the fic is finished and posted - it's here on AO3.

'cause you kiss me and it stops time

"What are you thinking?"

“About kissing you,” Jannik whispered, the words barely more than a breath, like he was afraid saying them aloud might break the moment. His heart stuttered, the nerves sharp and tangled with longing, as though he was daring to ask for something he wasn’t sure he still had the right to.

And now I run and hide!

I have a single line of fic going round my head, I can't hear the voice and I have no idea who's saying it. Pretty sure I know who they're talking to though.

you're allowed to be angry.

me: ok, time for bed

my muse: hey, here's 1500 words of the fic you've been trying to write all day

May I ask where you are from 💖

Sure, I'm English, from England :)

I am not meant for casual. I was born for soul crushing devotion.