Every Time I Feel Like I Figure Something Out About Myself, I See Something, Or Think Of Something, And

Every time I feel like I figure something out about myself, I see something, or think of something, and doubt myself. Feel fake.

I call them masks because if I “become” one of them it’s easier to deal with certain situations.

Sometimes I feel more like one of them than myself. Like I’m on autopilot and someone else is driving, but I’m still the one giving directions, having taken the role of copilot instead.

Sometimes it’s more like a very intense feeling about something I normally wouldn’t feel that intensely about.

A few are only very rarely “out” (like crisis mode man) and sometimes I feel like I make them up.

None of them really have voices. I don’t hear them so much as I feel them. I feel like I’m faking or trying to be something we’re actually not.

Does anyone else feel like this?

Hi I wondered if you could make a moodboard for my co-pilot, Ozzy. He’s a horror writer and generally just enjoys being creepy.

Thank you! Hope you have a good day :)

SCREEAMING/POS

Thank you SOSOSOOS MUCH FOR THE ASK!! I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS AUGH >:]

Also, if you don’t mind answering what is a co pilot? Is it just a new slang for a headmate? Sorry for my obliviousness gaghshhshhshghbd

[Requests open!!]

Mary Poppins Theories

Mary is said to be the One True Exception to the rule of “children forget the language of animals and nature when they get older”(attributed to fae blood maybe?)

Mary

Mary is at least part fae, explaining how she’s so old, her magic, and her proclivity to teach the children she nannies a lesson.

Not theory but related: she calls many other magical beings her family (“uncle” and “aunt” and such). She’s also known as the “youngest” by many of these family members.

Bert

Possibly also part fae?(leprechaun? “Shake a sweeps hand for luck” maybe)

One of the kids Mary nannied probably.

He might have been born mortal/human and been granted “immortality” by Mary or someone else.

follow your dreams at a sustainable pace

I’m good at drawing and writing on a time crunch. Also good at playing piano by ear!

@shabeeboothedrawingender @weirdmixofweirdness @ron456

Fuck self modesty! Tell me something you know you're great at! I'll start. I'm a great cook.

IM SO SORRY I JUST REALIZED THIS WAS A RP BLOG- I DIDNT REALIZE IM SO SORRY AFSGGSHGSHG

I retract my previous asks since they aren’t about your characters (´•︵•`) -🦈

No don’t worry! It’s not just a rp blog, I accept asks about me and my guys too!

As for these other questions

I’m Ricky and I like drawing, reading, writing (when the motivation hits), and watching YouTube :)

Percy Jackson is an absolutely amazing book series, I’ve read pretty much all of the connected books and series’s too! I’d have to say that’s my favorite, with the Little House series as a close second as those were my childhood.

I don’t know if I have a set music type, I tend to like generally more up beat stuff but that varies depending on who’s up with me. I’ve been listening to a lot of fnaf music lately so if that’s a genre it’s that.

Again, thank you for the asks!!