Got The Oc Autism Who Wanna Learn Bout Em

got the oc autism who wanna learn bout em

just fucking remembered my ex wrote fanfiction about me what the fuck

OCD symptom i struggle with but don't see talked about a lot: inability to trust your own memory and/or perception.

as an example: i put my headphones in my bag. i say im sure they're in my bag, but what if i imagined putting them in my bag? i have to check, so i stick my hand inside and grab them. but then i have to check *again* because what if i just so happened to have another object shaped and sized exactly like my headphones that i just forgot about? so i have to pull them out of my bag and look directly at them to fully confirm they were in my bag

this is a fairly benign example but this also happens with other worse scenarios for me and it's. not fun

depends how you look at it ig

imo yeah humanity makes sense if you look at how we've progressed throughout history

the development of capitalism, social bonds and constructs, the rise and fall of civilisations explains so much about how we function now across so many countries and cultures

Alr. So I heard one of the most bizarre sentences in my admittedly short life. It goes along the lines of:

"As you go back into history, the clearer things become."

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. WHAT. THE FUCK.

I'm not joking when I say I got a fever from that sentence. I'm currently in bed trying to recover, and I almost cried.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN??? LIKE, YOU DO UNDERSTAND THAT PEOPLE ARE FIGHTING WHETHER A CERTAIN PERSON IN HISTORY EVEN EXISTED OR NO??

THE BIRTH OF THE FUCKING UNIVERSE IS EASY???

Nononononon—

We're all just ✨️ dumbasses ✨️ who can't figure out shit. I mean, who needs evidence? Nah, bro. Look at my skibbidi rizz instead, daring.

Hoho, proof? I made it the fuck up.

Like, I'm not even sure where I should start ranting. My brain is so fucked. I feel so offended and overwhelmed. My fucking fingers are trembling so hard. Like, is this what the average Twitter user feels like on the daily? Holy shit.

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