Eclipse

Eclipse

I made this for my AP art portfolio so it’s a little different from my usual stuff (and took a lot longer to finish!)

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---- ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴠᴇʀɪᴇ

- ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ

---- ᴛɪᴄᴋᴇᴛꜱ

- ᴍᴇᴇᴛ ɴɪᴏʀᴜɴ

one step forward, three steps back - bakugou katsuki genre: angst | notes: song fic, interactive song (fic)? !toxic relationship! | 0.6k words - loving bakugou is like moving forward but also three steps back,,

--- extra notes: - the following is inspired from Olivia Rodrigo's 1 step forward, 3 steps back (from SOUR album) - if you see this symbol make sure to play the song " ►"

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Katsuki Bakugou was indeed a man with a lot goals, that includes him being the strongest and the number one hero; some even say he worked too much but to him it’s just a stepping stones despite what he believes you already knew that he was more than enough, you believe that or rather you already knew that but what amazes you the most is his burning passion of being a hero.

[► PLAY THE SONG HERE ►]

It adored you on how he kept on pushing himself towards his goals, and you love him for that---you loved him for that. Not until everything was falling apart between you and him.

Called you on the phone today Just to ask how you were.. All I need was speak my mind Somehow, I still struck a nerve..

You wanted to remain blind to what is happening, you seem to not realize or you rather choose not to realize that Bakugou made you doubt yourself so much if you’re pretty, or even if you’re fun and by now you somehow hated that he kind of has that power over you. Loving him, indeed, is a complete bliss, until you make him mad.

Bakugou never noticed how you would strive harder just to be with him, for he was always moving forward, and you kept following me from behind. However, he knew you kept on following him so he never really turned around to see if you’re still around. He kept on climbing every wall, every mountain, and walked every obstacle for he believed you were always there right behind him.

It's always one step forward and three steps back Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand No, I don't understand…

You never heard him say some sweet and enticing words, you never saw him stop and look at you, but you hoped it was because of his nature but what makes you break more is how you sometimes wonder which love will you get today, Is it the lover who will walk you by the door or the lover who will send you home crying? Because Bakugou is sometimes the latter and sometimes neither.

Despite the fear of falling apart you still push to one step forward but as you see his eyes piercing to you, without a doubt you take three steps back, you were his, you keep on reminding yourself you were his, but somehow you never knew if he loves you, want you, or even hate you, you will never understand him.

Always going back and forth, because you keep on wondering if you said something wrong, going back and forth as you wonder about the things you said, going back and forth wanting to tell him it’s his fault instead, that was loving Bakugou and you wished you knew that, you wished that you never even bother him, or knowing him.

Because like from the start it’s always..

One step forward and three steps back And I'd leave you, but the roller coaster is all I've ever had Yeah, it's one step forward and three steps back

You called him and somehow he was mad, you kept saying that you hate him, every inch of your relationship was just a bunch of messed up rollercoaster, you told him that you wanted to end it. But still, for the first time he said something, he talked to you about something.

“I need you..”

And somehow he said that you heard it with hesitation and just this once you stood up for yourself as you replied with tears and a smile on your face.

“Do you love me, want me, hate me?....I don't understand. No, I don't understand.”

--- the end

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{masterlist}

!!! no way home spoiler !!!

!!! no way home spoiler !!!

"--thinking all love ever does is break and burn, and end." // taylor swift (begin again, 2012)

--- ɴᴀᴠɪɢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ

𝐉𝐔𝐉𝐔𝐓𝐒𝐔 𝐊𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐍 includes: nanami kento, yuuji itadori, gojo satoru, sukuna ryoumen

𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐊𝐘𝐔𝐔 includes: kuroo tetsurou, ( kageyama tobio, nishinoya yuu, iwaizumi hajime, miya atsumu, kei tsukishima, many more)

𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎 𝐀𝐂𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐀* includes: touya todoroki, keigo takami, bakugou katsuki, amajiki tamaki.. (*mha masterlist is no longer active nor updated)

--- ɴᴀᴠɪɢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ⇥ 1 | 2 | 3

>>>> here and out a loving tomura playlist

artist in the playlist: billie e., taylor, simple plan, halsey, LAUV, and many more...

- perfect for

- reading tomura reader insert fics

- you just feel bad for tomura experiencing that kind of childhood

- you believe that league of villains: is not really the real villains

- perfect if you believe that they are just misunderstood people that happened to be a victim of the hero society--

- you just miss tomura

- uwu