Endlessly Diabolical How You Can't Say Words Like Rape And Suicide Uncensored Without Either Being Criticised

Endlessly diabolical how you can't say words like rape and suicide uncensored without either being criticised by idiots or punished by conglomerates.

I wish we could interact with sourcemates the same way we did in the source. Just, continue from where we've left off. Some of us parted so abruptly, and some of us had undone business be it good or bad.

I fully realise why this wouldn't work. Despite possibly having known one another in a different life, we are now but stangers. Moreover, when you talk to a sourcemate, you don't even know if they are from the same canon as you are.

It just bothers me. I have feelings and memories of the source, I am still connected to it yet with no way of finishing what never got to reach a conclusion.

That's the curse of remembering your other lives, I guess..

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There should be an equivalent to asking "how's the wife and kids?" that's like "so how's that fictional man of yours doing?"

I unfortunately had to make a new Discord account so if we were mutuals there please text me your username!!

Something about surviving trauma that I don't see mentioned all that much is the boredom.

When your body and brain is used to constant stress and the adrenaline of dangerous/abusive environments, peace and calmness feels dull and strange and unfamiliar. This can often cause trauma survivors to miss their trauma and feel nostalgic for it, or even seek out risky situations/people to experience some sort of thrill again and stave off the boredom. The chaos is familiar and it quite literally can become addicting to a brain that has been conditioned to feel the most alive/electrified when there is danger.