All Credit To The Owner

All credit to the owner

white boy of the month actually

Just wanted to remind y'all of their height difference:

@kayunivy, you mentioned that Abi was very short/small so here is your reminder specifically LMFAOOOO

I Hope You Know I Didn't Mean It~

The werewolf curse is broken and dawn breaks, Nick returning to his normal self. But when he reunites with the others and Abigail isn't with them, who's going to tell him what he did?

TW: Angst + vomit + grief

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The sunrise burns into Nick's eyes as he glares against the upcoming sun, having no clue how he got here caked in blood with his torn shirt clinging onto him for dear life.

He brings a hand up to shade his view, looking around in an attempt to orient himself. Still dazed, Nick wanders the forest listlessly for a long while until he stumbles upon the lodge.

He ascends the stairs, knocking on the lodge door when he hears voices inside.

Everything suddenly goes quiet.

Nick is about to knock again when Kaitlyn opens the door.

Her eyes widen in disbelief, blinking a few times to make sure Nick is truly standing before her. "Nick!?"

"NICK!?"

Before he can even open his mouth to respond, Nick finds himself smothered by a very excited one-armed Dylan.

"DUDE! Am I glad to see you! I thought we were never going to make Jacob miserable together ever again!"

"What... happened to me?" Nick finally asks, that being the only question on his mind.

Dylan immediately releases him, stepping back with a frown as he glances at Kaitlyn with uncertainty. "Who's going to tell him?"

"Tell me what?"

Nick looks around, seeing three people he doesn't recognize among his friends. There is an older man he'd never seen before along with a young man and a young woman who look to be around his age. Besides these three strangers, his friends are all present and accounted for... aside from the most important person in his eyes.

"Wait... where's Abi?"

As soon as he says her name, Emma starts crying, which only worries Nick further.

"Guys, where's Abi!?" Nick asks, more urgently this time.

No one responds to him, Kaitlyn and Dylan sharing a distraught look while the rest of his friends stare down at the ground.

"WHERE IS SHE!?"

Everyone jumps in surprise as if... afraid of him.

"You know that... creature that attacked you in the woods?" Kaitlyn finally explains, her voice quiet as she apprehensively meets his gaze.

Nick only nods.

"Well... it... infected you... and you turned into one of those... monsters... She's gone, Nick..."

The color quickly drains from Nick's face, his heart nearly stopping. "What?"

"You KILLED her!" Emma screeches, Jacob urgently shushing her.

But the damage is already done.

Nick stumbles backwards. He feels like he can't breathe. "No, no, no... that's not true... I..."

As if on cue, memories start flooding back. Even though Nick can't remember anything past the hazy memory of him grabbing Abi's arm in the pool house, he starts remembering all the horrible things he said to her beforehand.

And suddenly, him killing her doesn't seem that impossible.

Nick frantically shakes his head, gasping for air as the lump in his throat threatens to choke him. Hot tears flow down his face, cleaning off the blood spread across his cheeks.

"No... no... no... I... NO!"

Unable to stand in front of these survivors after finding out what he'd done, Nick quickly turns around and runs off back into the forest. He runs and runs, but from what, he can't say.

When Nick is at a complete loss for breath, he stops and collapses to the ground in a heap of sobs. For a long time, he just sits there crying in silence before starting to ramble, "I didn't mean it... Abi... I didn't mean it... I swear I didn't mean it! I'm sorry... I'm so sorry!"

Nick doesn't know how he'll be able to live with himself. Even now he can see her smiling face in his mind, feel her soft lips on his.

He was the one to dim that bright light in her eyes.

He was the one to make that pure heart stop beating.

He treated her like garbage in their last moments together. Like a toy.

Utterly repulsed by himself, Nick retches onto the grass in front of him, emptying his stomach of who-knows-what he ate during his time as a werewolf.

As if he'd run out of tears, Nick's crying suddenly stops. He pulls his knees up to his chest and holds them close, rocking himself back and forth as he stares at his own puddle of vomit.

"I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry... I didn't mean it... I didn't mean any of it... Abi... I swear... please forgive me... I didn't mean it... I didn't mean it... That wasn't me... I didn't mean it... I'm so sorry... Please forgive me... I'm so sorry... I didn't mean it... I didn't mean any of it... That wasn't me... Please forgive me, Abi... I'm so sorry..."

And Nick just keeps repeating those words until his voice goes completely hoarse, no one able to console him...

Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson being sexy asf in twilight