Why Is Privacy So Eroded. I Get Treated Like A Nutcase If I Say No, I Don't Want Strange Companies Taking

why is privacy so eroded. I get treated like a nutcase if I say no, I don't want strange companies taking pictures of my home and putting them online for maps or whatever. I don't want to be in the background of your tiktok, and I think it's weirder for you to assume I'm okay with it than it is for me to politely ask you to refilm it so my face isn't in the frame. I don't enjoy handing my employer a list of every online account I have and feeling under surveillance when I'm just shit posting or sharing pictures of my cats or garden harvest. I don't want to hear your private calls on speaker on the bus, esp when the person on the line doesn't know you're broadcasting their words to strangers. I don't want an algorithm guessing what will piss me off the most so I spend more time online, engaging with shit I don't want to see or hear out of outrage. I don't want any of this. it's total ass.

☾˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ ❀ September 24. 2024 "There it is again, that funny feeling."

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♥︎ Math review

♥︎ Math answer

Likely one of the rare instances where I've actually completed everything on my list for the day. I've been feeling like shit lately and I can't tell whether it's because I'm slacking or if I'm burning out so much that I get mad at myself for not working 24/7. I heard that's a thing that can happen, but I'm not sure, it might be the lack of sleep too. My mind's just been all over the place lately and I'm not sure why. It's harder to focus. I think I have to really ban myself from doomscrolling on Youtube and Pinterest so much, so I'm conditioning myself to use my phone since I don't have anything too distracting on there.

On the other hand, I really have been making progress. Have I mentioned it already? I forgot, but I talked about how 5 p.m felt like a death sentence when I haven't done anything all day on here before. That's because the hours proceeding it are the busiest for things like eating, showering, washing the dishes, etc.

In order to "fix" this, I just moved all those tasks a few hours earlier than I usually do them. I used to shower around 8-10 p.m, but I changed it recently to 6-7 p.m. I don't have any control on when I can eat, so I just eat as soon as the food is ready.

Aside from that, I've been switching tactics when it comes to studying for Math. I used to copy every little detail from the textbook onto my notebook, but now I just take the photo copies of the textbook's practice questions and make flashcards of them in Canva, then I just figure it out along the way. Math is easier to learn when you put application instead of theory first.

I'm still figuring this "time management" thing out, but I think I'm doing better cutting down dead weight than before. I just need to keep going.

𖤓 Morning entry

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Toxic studytok sounds like this to me

Growing up is so fucking weird in general, but I'm starting to trust in my older self to be kind to me.