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disclaimer: i dont block out users bc im not a coward.

anyways. i'm so sick of this stupid misogynistic and sexist narrative being pushed from a "girls supporting girls progressive divine feminine" perspective. if you sound indistinguishable from a christian fundamentalist, it's time to review your values.

women are not inherently softer or less capable or more gentle than men. you can choose to live whatever life you want to live, but don't act like shaming women for wanting to live a career-driven life is a "progressive" position. get real.

there is nothing wrong with wanting a life focused on a career. there is nothing inherently "masculine" about being financially independent and i'm sick of these idiotic 1940s sexist ideals being pushed towards young women. if you don't want a life like that, then fine. but do not shame other women or act as if it is somehow against our nature that we can not handle a more difficult career. that's not fucking feminism.

as someone who is a woman of color, a femme lesbian, and a fierce feminist, i'm sick and tired of blatantly misogynistic, sexist, and racist things being pushed underneath this coquette it girl label. AND I AM A COQUETTE BLOGGER. i love this aesthetic and i love hyperfemininity. stop normalizing blatant sexism underneath an aesthetic.

i WANT a career driven life. i WANT to be financially independent and i KNOW that me being a woman does not hinder me from this in any way, shape, or form. being feminine is not equal to being submissive and docile and VULNERABLE in a world that does not want women gaining power and independence.

August 31. 2024

I didn't finish it all today. I'll try again tomorrow.

On the brighter side, at least I've read a book and journalled for the first time in a long time.

"you stay soft, get eaten

Only natural to harden up."

Yeah I love manipulating my friends for my own gain, the gain is called "hanging out", obtained via such cruel tactics as "showing interest in stuff they like" and "being generally complimentary and charming"

Just wrote 4 and a half pages for Filipino. Decided to make my handwriting lighter and slightly messier and it's sped up the process by a bit. God, please let me finish this today.

September 1. 2024

I feel like absolute fucking dogshit. I wanna be knocked out into a coma for at least a week, but I'm still doing my work as usual because what the fuck else is there to do about it? I'm not about to feel like dogshit and fuck up my grades at the same time. I still have a lot of leftover reading and reviewing, but I'll try to take on the most prioritized at my list right now as much as I can to do some damage control. I've written about one page worth of shit for Filipino, and I still have about 7 pages from the book to note down.

1 page took about 20 minutes to write down so if my Math isn't dogshit it'll take 2 hours or so to go through the whole thing, but I have faith since the rest of the notes are just summaries of the folk epics written down + a list of the characters and a small description of the narrative, just to make sure. I think it'll help that I'd already gone through the stories when I was writing the glossary, so it should be an easier read the second time around.

Like OK pero babasahin ko rin yung linked sources. Kailangan ko malaman bbg kasi genuinely what the fuck is this. Like. Ano to. Kailangan ko malaman yung buong estorya di aq hihinto sa textbook kung ganitong fucked up ang mga characters like anong nangyari talagang kailangan ko malaman

Sinusulat aq ng glossary para sa Fil pero?? Bakit ganito ang mga tula??? Ang grabe nagaling tayo sa "Nainggit sya sa mga chix nang kapatid niya" to "Ginawa nilang sakripisyo yung walang-jowang anak lol" like huy di pa aq tapos pero anuto