I Dont Understand Why Youre Weeping Over Me Leaving Your Sorry Ass. Its Not Like You Ever Cared About

i don’t understand why you’re weeping over me leaving your sorry ass. it’s not like you ever cared about me. it’s not like you ever gave a shit about US. you have so many other fucking people in your life who will blindly take your side, just go to them without a second thought! like you always did! why do you choose to treat me like shit, then freak out when i leave?

𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐥 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞, 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐣𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫; 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write

"I'll be here whenever you need me"

Yeah right, you fucking liar, all of them are liars, nobody gives a shit, you're just saying it so you can feel good about yourself, as if you don't dissappear the moment I'm suicidal