Tw: Ed

Tw: ed

At least I’ll lose some weight over this piece of shit because I literally have no will to eat because of him.

Ok I’m not the type for relationships but I’m seeing a lot of really cute guys and today some students from Ukraine came and did a performance and there’s this guy. Hear me out.

Like if I’m thinking of having something serious I want to achieve it just with my own dedication or whatever but it’s quite impossible to flirt on the internet without looking like a creep so maybe I’ll use the perfume method but still I feel like it’s cheating. ‘Cause I wanna be liked and loved for who I am not because of some otherworldly power but guys that I like never like me back and I have just been with guys that I didn’t even think about. So maybe I should give it a try. Ok I’m done venting.

Having a crush is so draining.

i don’t have any red flags. i have a white flag. i give up

i'm sorry but someone has to say it

But like, today I decided to put on a really good outfit, do my hair and look more than decent, ‘cause when I have a lot of tests I try to not dress to extravagant like I usually do, today I didn’t have any and I dressed gothic, done my hair, just shitty makeup but still looks kinda good. And today I saw that guy, I feel like it might be a sign but I’m not too sure. I wish things weren’t so confusing. I believe in the power of the universe and signs, so I take this as a sign but it still feels kinda off. I still prefer logical thinking so I’m stuck in both these worlds and don’t know what to believe.