Hoco Is In A Week Im Cooked

hoco is in a week i’m cooked

THIS IS THE POST OF MY LIFE

it feels different from him though. he is very sweet and gentle.

but still it scares me

and i am very confused.

it makes my stomach twist.

he is so confident in what he says and feels and it is so amazing to me.

i am so jealous of that.

it is strange for a man to be good. especially to me!

🫁

"last year i painted a fawn for my art final. i learned they sometimes are left alone by their mothers for up to 12 hours. they know to sit quietly and wait so as not to be found by a predator. and it reminded me that when i was a kid, i went to my uncle's house and there was a baby deer in his living room. i dont know if he found her waiting for her mother to return or if he killed the mother. i think to fawn is to sit patiently, your fate in the hands of whoever has more power than you." - chimericesse (pinterest)

the struggle between wanting a loser stoner artist/musician bf vs a loser military respectful kind loving bf

help