Four Races In And No Silly Goofy Mclaren Challenge Video..... Life Is Terrible

four races in and no silly goofy mclaren challenge video..... life is terrible

Illustrations by Kelsey Smith  //  Etsy  

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people pleasing will be the death of me. it’s ruining my head. my sense of who i am feels so fragile and fake, like i’m in a liminal space between my grounded identity and a floating, dreamlike persona. i think i’m finally exhausted. i’m afraid of how untethered i am to my interests and aspirations and how much more willing i am to make someone else is happier. it’s only at my expense. it’s my fault. bell hooks taught me that i’ll never find love if i’m a liar, and she’s right. i only lie to please. i’m a hot-blooded deceiver. what i think doesn’t matter to me. i’ll be your doormat completely. i’ll do it for free. in some twisted way, i believe asserting normal boundaries is a cruel act, and i’m mean for doing it - where on earth is my self-respect? will i die old and withered, unhappy and unloved, because my fraud-of-a-persona made me forget who i am and what i like? i’ll let girls use my friendship like disposable income and i’ll apologise on behalf of men who treat me two-dimensionally. bell hooks, bell hooks, bell hooks; you told me it’s all about love, but if i’m stuck pretending to be someone else, will they love me, or only my people pleasing?

a list of simple things to do when you’re feeling down (thanks to you guys for providing these ideas 😌)

do a light work out

listen to music

watch inspirational youtubers

talk it out with your mom, or someone you trust

journal about how you’re feeling

clean or organize messy space

take a bubble bath, do a face mask

sleep

make a nice meal for yourself

dance party

play a video game

watch a show

plan a future project

drink some hot tea

light a candle

You gonna get that job, get that car, house/apartment, and then you gon find you a lil boo who gon listen and y’all gon be happy.

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CHARLES POLLLLEEEEE