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four races in and no silly goofy mclaren challenge video..... life is terrible

☕️ ℭ𝔞𝔫 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔠𝔦𝔱𝔶 𝔫𝔬𝔦𝔰𝔢𝔰?

we did it

people pleasing will be the death of me. it’s ruining my head. my sense of who i am feels so fragile and fake, like i’m in a liminal space between my grounded identity and a floating, dreamlike persona. i think i’m finally exhausted. i’m afraid of how untethered i am to my interests and aspirations and how much more willing i am to make someone else is happier. it’s only at my expense. it’s my fault. bell hooks taught me that i’ll never find love if i’m a liar, and she’s right. i only lie to please. i’m a hot-blooded deceiver. what i think doesn’t matter to me. i’ll be your doormat completely. i’ll do it for free. in some twisted way, i believe asserting normal boundaries is a cruel act, and i’m mean for doing it - where on earth is my self-respect? will i die old and withered, unhappy and unloved, because my fraud-of-a-persona made me forget who i am and what i like? i’ll let girls use my friendship like disposable income and i’ll apologise on behalf of men who treat me two-dimensionally. bell hooks, bell hooks, bell hooks; you told me it’s all about love, but if i’m stuck pretending to be someone else, will they love me, or only my people pleasing?

what are the top lockdown twitch streams that you recommend people watch??

this is actually my expert field and i thank you SO much for asking

my faves (that are available on youtube) are:

1. f1 drivers racing lawn mowers

- iconic, a whole entire mess, who knows what was going on, cut my english garden innit

2. trucking with charles and george

- the fact this stream was at like 9am-ish deserves its own analysis but the home of so many iconic moments ‘charles someone says you look like mattia binotto’ ‘okay’ ‘are these glasses to see or are they for style’ ‘no no to see..although i see anyway’ ‘go left go left’ ‘lEfT?’

3. reverse track stream

- the infamous ‘GEORGE’ stream but honestly this whole thing starting with these exact quotes should tell you enough honestly:

george: boiiiiiiis bois bois bois

alex: euGeugh

charles in a chipmunk voice: hello

4. bruno diaz

- a rare winter lockdown stream feature, the sheer amount of hopeless tech difficulty at the start is worth it for the live pringles ad reaction cam at the end

5. would all die in a war zone

- i haven’t watched this one in a while but i recall SO many technical difficulties until we got to the gems that were ‘i like that when you died you blamed me like. oh alex. as if im in control of your thumbs’ and ‘you are trying to downgrade my talent’ and ‘a red banana’ ‘yeah an apple’ ‘a red banana is not an apple’

extremely special shoutouts to:

lando vs wasp (the it’s raising its rear ride height it’s a red bull will never ever leave my brain i laugh every time) & alexs strange noise/did you shit on yourself alex clip

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

if i can’t have a win i’ll take charles leclerc humiliating sergio perez once again

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austin gp actually never happened none of it was real

so heather bamberg, the jeweller who designed all the bolo ties the drivers got this weekend has been posting close ups and explanations on instagram and theyre SO cool (under the cut cos there's 10 of them):

i love it when italians argue about italian. like we don’t even know how our language really works we just roll with it

CHARLES POLLLLEEEEE

respectfully !!

I am looking respectfully

that pic of him in a hoodie!!! he just looks so cozy, i need to sit down to recover!!!

i’m gonna be laying here, recovering from carlos’s NY photodump 🥲 i’m not well. i’m not doing okay. i’m gonna throw up

incredible race weekend everybody! let's never do it again

dreamy

cr: ig

Hi everyone

I just thought I would share this resources because it is mind blowing.

This girl has ADHD and talked about how she has always struggled with time blocking and keeping a calendar. She created a new method that works better for her.

Instead of having different coloured colours calendar for different areas of your life and then struggling to know what to do with events that belong to multiple areas. It works by having different colours for each calendar that helps you prioritise tasks. I myself have a hard time deciding what's important.

I have outlined my modified calendars that make sense for me but check out the video for hers.

Appointments

This calendar is for time sensitive things that have be done and/or would have a negative impact on others if you don't follow through. These can't be moved or would be really difficult to move.

Examples: actual appointments, work shifts, classes, scheduled group rehearsals/trainings, someone's birthday dinner/party

Bottlenecks

This calendar is for things that don't need to be done AT a specific time but do need to be done BY a specific time. This means they can be moved around whenever before the deadline but need to be done before the deadline otherwise they create a bottleneck in your schedule and lead to you getting overwhelmed.

Example: homework, taking the bins out, paying bills, filming youtube videos

Critical (yellow)

This calendar is for things that you deem critical to your goals and growth. These can be moved around if needed but are things you want to try your best to get done each day.

Examples: workouts, reading 10 pages of a book, doing a full skincare routine

Daily Routine

This calendar is for parts of your day that happen regularly. These can be moved around where needed.

Examples: habits, chores, meals, travel time

Extra Fancy

This calendar is for extra fancy stuff that your ideal self would like to get done. These are nice to do or want to do but nothing bad will happen if you don't do them.

Examples: doing a facemask, watching a movie, doing some arts and crafts

Favourable Rememberables

This calendar is for things that you need to remember in the future.

Examples: birthdays, days off, due dates (I recommend creating separate events for submitting assessments or paying the bill and put them as appointments which are your top priority)

I hope this can be useful to someone because I think it will have a big difference for me. 💗

You gonna get that job, get that car, house/apartment, and then you gon find you a lil boo who gon listen and y’all gon be happy.

Reblog it into existence

Illustrations by Kelsey Smith  //  Etsy  

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i pray that aug, sep, oct, nov and dec are all months full of growth, blessings, productivity, new doors open and opportunities

a list of simple things to do when you’re feeling down (thanks to you guys for providing these ideas 😌)

do a light work out

listen to music

watch inspirational youtubers

talk it out with your mom, or someone you trust

journal about how you’re feeling

clean or organize messy space

take a bubble bath, do a face mask

sleep

make a nice meal for yourself

dance party

play a video game

watch a show

plan a future project

drink some hot tea

light a candle