:re - Chapter 95

:re - chapter 95

“Remember that I wasn’t useless. Remember that I meant something.”

That is Kaneki.

A painful price

Summary: A angst fic. That’s all I’m saying. Requested by @bhion-chan

Notes: …o.o

Everything was hectic, everyone in a panicked frenzy as touka, the Queen and my loving wife, went into labour. It started two hours ago and yet it already felt like days have passed by. My heart wouldn’t stop racing ever since this started and a sickening fear ate away at my mind at the thought that anything horrible could happen at any moment.

The pregnancy hadn’t been easy on touka these past nine months and saying that would be an understatement. The child had drained all her energy, every meal she ate, whether that be human food or meat, would only be threw up moments later. She was weak and showed no improvement.

In a moment of sheer desperation, I had went as far as to suggest that perhaps…It would have been better if we didn’t have the baby at this moment of time. Touka, of course, refused such a proposal, despite my desperate pleads for her safety. This child meant everything to her, so how could I have refused her of this precious gift?

I don’t know what to think anymore.

We had urgently called for doctors from the Great Wheel act and hoped that they could help with delivering the baby. They came soon enough and took touka into the next room where they were already prepared for the delivery. I, on the other hand, stayed in the next room with the others and paced back and forth constantly, my lip sore from the amount of times I bit it out of nervousness. My hands wouldn’t stop shaking either, my whole body tensed with a persistent voice inside me that fed me words of fear and bitterness. She won’t make it, it told me, she won’t survive.

Forcibly, I pushed back this voice and decided to focus on what’s important. It was a miracle that the baby made it this far to begin with, everyone seemingly convinced that it would have been consumed by touka, considering the mixture of genes within the child. But touka, that wonderful woman, refused to lose hope. It amazed me, in a way, that she held so strong to her faith that it would live on, that we could finally have a family to call our own. With her persistent positivity, I also began to look forward to seeing the baby. Our baby.

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Fmk- annie leonhart, touka, mikasa lol

Blessed question. I love you. But also I now have to kill Mikasa (I’M SORRY) and choose between Touka and Annie. So maybe not e-e I’ll marry Touka and bang Annie because Annie has a short lifespan and my kokoro could not handle witnessing that ;_;

Why did Touka fall in love with Ken? and when?

Mod K:

While we did answer this question already, I’ll try to provide a more in depth response to this question now. I have already done an analysis of Ken’s feelings, so you can think of this as a companion piece.

When Touka first begins interacting with Kaneki, she dislikes him immensely. She had initially tried to help him, thinking he was a ghoul like she was. She offers him an arm of a human man who was sexually harassing her. Understandably, Ken runs away from her screaming after seeing something that awful.

This starts her initial dislike of him – as Touka has always had something of a complex about being a “monstrous” ghoul. She dislikes that she has to kill and eat to survive, but does so because she wants to live despite her conflicting feelings about it. From this point on, she is snarky with him and she both teases and bullies him. She is even more furious when he outright calls her a monster after she attempts to force freed him after his first encounter with Nishiki.

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