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11 months ago

Could you do SMAU for Toto Wolff with wife reader? Someone asked them how they met and she answered their first meeting while Toto was all embarrassed and hiding his face with his hands. Just something fluff and cute. Thanks!! :))

Hey sweet, how are you? I don't know if I can make this request :( I've never worked with SMAU so I'm practically a virgin in this part of fanfictions. I'll keep this request until I have more experience, okay?


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11 months ago

I fall to pieces

SUMMARY: Even though she was prepared for the comments that would come with her visit, Y/N didn't expect things to be so... Intense to the point of breaking her into pieces. But you would always have Toto to pick up all your pieces.

CW: hostile comments, a little anguish, insecurity, public display of affection, cuteness, excessive love.

REQUEST: anon

A/N: This request was made a few days ago and I was upset that I hadn't written it sooner, even though you know why I put it off for so long. It's finally time to write this wonder!

I Fall To Pieces
I Fall To Pieces
I Fall To Pieces
I Fall To Pieces

❝Darlin', darlin', darlin'

I fall to pieces when I'm with you

I fall to pieces❞

The team looked at her curiously, they had never seen her there and all that attention was making the girl nervous, Toto unfortunately couldn't receive her when she arrived and he instructed her to wait for him in the garage until the interview with the journalists was over. Y/N wasn't a shy person and wasn't afraid of being in new environments alone, but being in Toto's environment without him was strange; one of the mechanics politely approached and asked for her credentials to verify.

"You're here with Toto, are you his new assistant?" The mechanic asked, handing her the card. "Then you should be with him in that interview, not here in the garage"

"If Toto knows you're talking to his girlfriend like that, you'll be fixing boats in the nearest harbor tomorrow" George spoke as he approached the pair, the mechanic's eyes widened and he walked away, stuttering an apology.

"Ah don't worry, it's not your fault... I'm new here, I imagined this would happen" Y/N smiled, waving friendly. "Hey Georgie! I didn't expect to find you here."

The Brit smiled, wrapping her in a quick hug "You were lucky, because I was already leaving, did you just arrive?"

"Mhmm yes, Toto said I could stay here until he got back from an interview with Sky Sports, where's Carmen? I thought I'd see her here." Y/N looked around, looking for George's girlfriend.

"She's in the paddock room, I was actually going to meet her, do you want to come with me?"

"That'll be great, if it doesn't bother you."

George clicked his tongue and linked his arm with hers, in the best way possible after all Y/N was a good few inches smaller than him "Don't be silly, it doesn't bother me at all... Toto should have told you to wait in the paddock room, the staff is not always so polite to strangers."

George walked slowly, so that Y/N could follow his long steps, she looked around, hoping to see as much as she could. It was all as chaotic and vibrant as she expected a race weekend to be and she was loving it so far. She couldn't wait for the chance for a photo with Alonso or Verstappen.

"We were on the phone when he was approached by journalists, he told me to wait for him there... You know it's my first time on this side of the race. It was already difficult to find the garage, so I'd be lost right now if I were to look for the paddock room" Y/N muttered as they entered the paddock room. If she weren't anchored to George, she would have fallen to the floor with Carmen's firm and unexpected hug.

"You came!! Are you enjoying it? Did they treat you well? Was George nice to you, hermosa?"

Y/N he laughed, hugging her back. Carmen was the only one besides George and Lewis who knew of her relationship with the Mercedes team boss. It was friendship at first sight.

"I've been forgotten here, apparently..." George commented sarcastically.

"You should know you can't compete with me, Georgie, I'm your official girlfriend's girl." Y/N said, hugging Carmen even tighter. "You're just a replacement, Russel. Accept it."

Carmen let her head fall back, laughing without caring if people saw.

"Okay, I hope Toto knows that his girl has a girlfriend." George replied. The trio weren't paying attention to their surroundings, and even though they weren't talking loud enough to draw attention, people were curious about Y/N and other people's eyes opened in surprise at the mention of Y/N being Toto Wolff's girlfriend.

It was obvious that she was between 20 and 30 years old, a significantly large difference between her and Toto, this fact encouraged the few people present to comment on such a young woman getting involved with a man almost twice her age. But Y/N was oblivious to these observations, she laughed and talked to the couple animatedly, promising to have a few days of vacation with Carmen in Spain and a few minutes later, George said goodbye to the two, saying he would have a debriefing in a few minutes and let Toto know where Y/N would be.

I Fall To Pieces

"Don't worry about it, free practice will start at four in the afternoon, and Toto will be busy with the details with the team, we can go for a walk and visit some drivers!" Carmen encouraged her, pulling her out of the paddock room. "I'm going to introduce you to Alex, he's so cute! And Lily, my God, you're going to love Lily!"

Carmen talked nonstop, gesturing a little, drawing sincere smiles from Y/N, she couldn't explain how her friendship with Mundt began, but I thanked the heavens for having been placed on the Spanish woman's path.

The two walked arm in arm, distracted by their conversation, so it took a while for Y/N to notice that she was being watched with interest. People stared at her without discretion and they commented quietly when she passed.

"Is it just me or are they talking about us?" She questioned quietly and discreetly indicated a group of mechanics who disguised themselves when they saw they were noticed.

Carmen looked around, seeing the group of mechanics look at them curiously and then divert blame.

"Don't worry about it, hermosa, these people are curious." She assured, shrugging as the two walked through the pits.

But they continued to stare at them, increasing Y/N's discomfort, and her suspicions were confirmed when journalists from gossip tabloids — who were rarely at the races — approached her.

"Y/N! Y/N, are you really with Toto Wolff? Is he your sugar daddy? Are you with him out of interest?!" these were the least bad questions, they hit her face with the microphone, pushing her brutally. An uncomfortable situation that made her stomach turn. Reporters surrounded her and pulled her away from Carmen, creating a suffocating bubble around her. "You caused his divorce with Susie?! How much is he paying you?!”

Tears came to her eyes, that situation was making her desperate, she didn't see Carmen and everyone seemed to be willing to take some piece of her away. She screamed in fright as she was pulled roughly against a hard chest and was wrapped in large arms, protecting her from the mess.

"Y'all better delete that shitty footage or I'll sue you all!!" Toto shouted, there was no trace of sympathy towards the journalists. "If I see any of this tomorrow, you'll have to look for a new job, because I'll destroy your careers!"

Gently, Toto took you to the Mercedes motorhome, locking the door to ensure more privacy.

"Are you okay, mein liebe? Did they do something to you?" He supported her face with both hands and that gesture was enough to make Y/N burst into tears. The crying and sobs shook her body, Y/N knew that comments like that would come and naively thought she was prepared. People could be so cruel and mean. Toto hugged her tightly, making the girl sit on his lap, wrapping his arms around her as if he could protect her from everything. "I'm so sorry love, I didn't want this to happen, I didn't know that bunch of vultures would be here, usually there is only sports media covering the races... I'm so sorry, love"

Y/N squeezed his shirt between her fingers, the bad comments reverberating in her mind. Those questions left her in pieces.

"T-They were so bad... Those questions... I embarrassed you, didn't I?" Y/N stuttered between cries, making Toto's heart break. "I-I understand if you don't want me to come to races anymore."

"I want you in every race with me, princess, this bunch of bastards won't make it bad for you, I won't allow it" Toto roared, kissing her damp cheeks. "What's the point of my fucking money if I can't protect my girl? No one else will hurt you like this, mein liebe, and if they do, I will collect every piece of you, or I will break into pieces too."

"Toto..."

Y/N hugged him tightly, she hated feeling so fragile like that, but the way she had been approached left no room for another reaction. She was literally in pieces there.

"Don't care about that nonsense they said, we both know that it wasn't for any unworthy reason that brought me to my knees for you, schatzi."

She felt herself melt at his confession, Toto was the type of person who showed love through gifts and acts of service, he didn't feel comfortable with verbal declarations of love, but there he was, telling her in the most adorable way possible how important she was. The two stayed in the private room until the start of free training, when his assistant called him. Toto made a point of keeping Y/N under his arm, kissing her and whispering sweet words the whole time until they reached the garage; during training, he kept her on his left side, resting a hand on her thigh as he watched Lewis and George perform. The team noticed how delicate and concerned Toto was about her and at the end of the training, he made it clear that Y/N would be seen a lot there and they should treat her well if they wanted to keep their jobs. The media danced around the two and captured the friendly moments between her, Lewis and George, talking and joking with great intimacy and friendship. T Toto took advantage of the cameras' presence to kiss her and make the nature of their relationship clear.

"Any malicious comment about Y/N will be retaliated with a heavy slander and defamation lawsuit" he said just before leaving the garage, accompanied by his girlfriend and his drivers. Y/N snuggled up next to him, hugging the businessman's waist as she looked at him with nothing less than pure love, Toto was willing to punch anyone for the relationship and from that moment on, Y/N would be prepared to fight anyone who tried to tear her apart again.

Only Toto could tear her apart because he was the only one who would know how to put each piece back together.

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11 months ago

can I make a request about toto and the reader having an age gap reader being in her 20s and they were secretly dating even tho Lewis and George a few others know it too but not the world but reader came to the track with toto showing the world that they are together

Oh sweetie, I apologize for the delay, I was a little busy this week, but I just updated the blog with your request, I hope you like it, I think I left too much angst(?)

Thank you for the order, it came at a great time 🫶🏼


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11 months ago

Could you do Toto Wolff with wife reader? She was ill after having work non stop which made Toto and their son, Jack worried. Jack would help Toto to make soup, feeding her and singing lullabies to make her sleep. Just something fluff of the boys taking care of her 🥺 Thanks!! :))

I will never get over how amazing you guys have ideas?! I'm always over the moon when I read these requests and I'm a little "okay, I love this creativity!"

You can bet this is in the posting queue! I'll be working on it during the week (if my obligations don't stop me, unfortunately) then you can wait and we will have this moment written in detail yay!


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11 months ago

Romance is good, smut is delicious to read, but the king of all this shit is angst. Above the angst only God and police helicopters.

smut is great but do you know what’s better? heart wrenching, soul twisting angst that makes you want to cry (take my money)


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