I Will Use This Weekend To Develop The Requests In My Mailbox, Then I Can Develop Some Personal Ideas

I will use this weekend to develop the requests in my mailbox, then I can develop some personal ideas and open the requests again.

Could you do SMAU for Toto Wolff with wife reader? Someone asked them how they met and she answered their first meeting while Toto was all embarrassed and hiding his face with his hands. Just something fluff and cute. Thanks!! :))

Hey sweet, how are you? I don't know if I can make this request :( I've never worked with SMAU so I'm practically a virgin in this part of fanfictions. I'll keep this request until I have more experience, okay?

Even in paradise there are problems || last part

summary: When tiredness and exhaustion lead him to say things he doesn't mean to, Toto sees his marriage slip through his fingers without him seeing a solution. Y/N doesn't seem willing to forgive him and Toto has given up on apologizing, the end seems to be inevitable.

At least that's what they both think.

cw: conflict, communication failures, indirectness, withdrawal, defensive behavior. Reconciliation, apology, dirty talk, p in v, receiving oral, pet names, overstimulation.

a/n: WE FINALLY ENDED THIS HERE, and how did we finish? With dirty and hot sex with Toto Wolff that I know you like hehehe. I hope you enjoyed the series and you're the one who asked, I hope I met your expectations! Enough talking and let's read! Enjoy!

part one | part two | part three

You were burning.

The urgency of feeling his touch made you gasp, you needed that as much as you needed oxygen and Toto did things slowly. You wanted to scream and demand that this one fuck you immediately!

He started by kissing her ankle, where a thin silver chain rested, Toto left soft kisses as he climbed up her leg, marking her calf with love bites. Toto wouldn't leave any part of your skin neglected, he wanted to mark everything on you.

"Fuck... Toto please..." you asked, digging your nails into the mattress, but he ignored your pleas. He continued biting your thighs, leaving small bruises and bites, making you yearn in anticipation. "How I hate you, Torger!" You whimpered and he laughed, ignoring your needy folds. Toto kissed her belly and ended up getting under her nightgown, until the fabric gave way.

"Do you really hate me, mein liebe?" He finished tearing the delicate silk and licked a long stripe up her nipple, circling the sensitive spot until it was hard under his tongue. Toto laughed, pressing his teeth around the nipple, you moaned tearfully, he was pushing you to the limit with so little, it left you embarrassed; Toto spread your legs, leaving you exposed to him. "You say you hate me, but your body tells me something else..." He murmured, sliding his index and ring finger into your wet folds. You pressed your nails into his forearm, hard enough to leave marks on his skin. "Do you really hate me, love?"

You trembled as he spread his unit all over your pussy, until he stuck his fingers into the narrow channel. You groaned, arching your back off the bed, and Toto watched your reactions with pride, he moved his hand away enough to come back hard, slamming his fingers into you until they lightly hit a sensitive spot on you. The wet noise made your orgasm more imminent, you were so close it hurt.

"You hate me, but you're almost cumming for me" he laughed, rubbing your clit with his thumb, stimulating you even more. "You're a fucking little liar, a pretty little liar, doll."

"Toto, please... I-I n-need...-!" You asked and threw your hips against his hand, seeking more contact, urgently wanting to cum. "I-I need it so bad!"

"shhh I know, I know you need it" He said, taking his fingers out of you and licking them, like it was the best candy in the world. Tears burned in your eyes from the lack of contact. You whimpered, clenching around nothing. "Are you needy, baby?"

Toto growled tasting you, he missed you every day he was away. Toto tore the pieces off his nightgown, throwing the scraps away. Leaving you naked, exposed and needy.

He took off what was left of your ruined nightgown and watched you: panting, needy and submissive. He noticed the thin layer of sweat on your skin and the teardrops in your eyes. You were beautiful, fucking beautiful, the sight made all the blood in his body rush to his groin, making his dick even harder. "Such a beautiful, needy little slut, do you need me, love?" Toto asked, running his rough palms over your stomach and breasts, turning you around until you were resting on your knees. "Such a pretty little slut for me"

You were too absorbed in the sensation of your interrupted orgasm to notice anything else. Toto pulled you to the edge of the bed, making you even more malleable to his will. You were shamefully wet, your muffled ears only heard the noises of Toto kneeling on the floor behind you; he licked his lips seeing how wet you were, so much so that it dripped onto the bed. Toto grabbed her hips and pushed her pussy against his own face. You buried your face in the pillows, muffling your moans, but Toto wanted to hear and he pulled your hair, pulling you away from the pillows to moan freely.

"So fucking good!" You moaned, rolling your hips against Toto's face, rubbing your pussy against his mouth, who didn't act like he was asked and accepted everything you gave him. "Toto, fuck... Don't stop, please!"

He growled a moan, pressing his fingers into the flesh of your ass, pressing you more against him, Toto ate your pussy like he was going to die, sucking your clit and licking your folds until you lost the strength in your legs and fell onto the mattress, leaning even more towards him.

“That fucking good pussy” he said as he pulled away, sticking two fingers into you, listening to your moans full of whines and requests. "And it belongs to me, doesn't it love? That pretty, sweet pussy is mine, isn't it?"

"YES!" You screamed, pushing harder against him, chasing your own orgasm, you were so close, your whole body was shaking, but Toto would stop whenever he felt you too close to cumming. You were on the edge of stimulation. "yess, it's yours Toto."

“Good girl, maybe I’ll let you cum now” he replied and sucked on your clit, making you scream and shake again.

He himself already felt on edge, the pants pressed against his crotch increased the discomfort on his cock, he was euphoric to thrust himself into you and feel you tighten around him. But fuck, he could wait a little longer and make you even more sensitive.

Toto left you on the bed and you cursed him, why didn't he let you cum? You collapsed onto the bed, the apprehension of your orgasm receding again, leaving you frustrated. Toto hummed behind you and rummaged through the suitcase you had taken to his room; and he seemed to know what he was looking for, giving a suspicious smile at having found it.

"A vibrator? Honey did you really think it would make you cum like I do? Stupid little girl" he spread her legs again and set the toy to a modest frequency, and pressed the vibrator against her clit.

"Toto!" You jumped onto the bed, unprepared by the vibration in your pussy. The orgasm built again, you were sensitive, hyperstimulated and needy. "I fucking hate you so much!"

Toto slapped your ass hard and increased the intensity of the vibrator, making you cry. The tears finally receded from her face, wetting her cheeks. There was The vibrator, the slaps and a bite on the top of your ass.

Toto laughed, but he couldn't take it anymore either, you were dripping on his fingers, he could almost smell you. You were so fucking wet. He opened the zipper and pulled his dick out, hard and with the glans dripping with pre-cum, he couldn't take it anymore. Toto moved behind you and moved the vibrator far enough away so he could fill your wet hole.

Your eyes rolled back into their sockets and you gripped the sheets, Toto had barely pushed his dick halfway in and you already felt so fucking full. "Mhmmm so good!"

“So tight, shit…” He cursed, squeezing your ass cheeks, marking his fingers into the skin. You rolled your hips against him, pushing his cock even deeper and hummed. He started to thrust, pushing his dick even deeper into you, hitting that sensitive spot that made you tremble, you were almost there.

Your walls clenched around him, Toto bent down and pressed his hand to your abdomen, making you feel how deep he was. "Do you feel it, schatzi? Feel my dick deep in your greedy pussy? Squeezing me until I fill you with my cum?"

"Yes, yes yes please! I want!"

He pulled out of you completely and rubbed his fat head against your clit, making your moans come out in gasps. Toto wanted you ruined, and he was about to get it.

"Dirty little bitch" he said, thrusting again, making you scream. "wanting my baby in your belly, princess?" Toto growled, he was a hair's breadth away from giving in and cumming in you, but damn, he wanted you to come first. "This filthy pussy suffocating my dick, wanting me to cum in here?"

"I want it, Toto! Fill me please! I want!"

"Needy little bitch" Toto took the vibrator again and rubbed the toy on your clit, you exploded in an orgasm, squirting on your thighs and the bed, whimpering helplessly. But your orgasm only increased the pressure around Toto's cock, making him cum, his cum dripping onto your walls, making you moan even more. He thrust a few times, pushing the cum until it was safely inside you.

They both collapsed on the bed, exhausted and sweaty. Toto slowly pulled out, hearing you moan softly.

"It's okay, princess" he murmured, sliding his fingers into your folds and collecting the cum that came out, only to push it inside you again. "I won't let it out, love..." he kissed her temple "I'm going to give you a baby, schatzi"

You moaned as Toto pulled your hair, your throat vibrated around his dick, God knew how much you loved giving Toto a blowjob, especially when he was asleep. I loved watching him wake up in the middle of an orgasm.

"Holy shit" he grunted, pushing your head until your nose was close to his crotch, you moaned chokingly, feeling yourself getting even wetter. "Greedy little slut."

You played with his balls, licking the bulging vein at the base of his dick, Toto was about to cum and you wanted it all. He pulled your hair more, understanding what you wanted and He began to fuck her mouth, pushing until the glans touched her throat. You contracted your muscles around him and Toto came, moaning hoarsely as he left your mouth. You knelt on the bed and caught the cum that leaked from your mouth with your fingers, sucking up the traces until there was nothing left.

Toto pushed you onto the mattress and kissed you, grabbing your hips against him, making you grind against his slowly hardening cock.

"I haven't apologized enough yet, schatzi"

"Well, I still haven't forgiven you enough, love."

𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 | 𝐋𝐇𝟒𝟒 🔸𝑨 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒇𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅

SUMMARY: Y/N always felt frustrated for being the only person in her group of friends who hadn't yet found her soulmate and as a result, still saw the world in black and white. At twenty-five, she should have already found it, but apparently she was looking in the wrong places.

An incident on the streets of London made her world turn upside down, or rather, take on new colors.

intro

The first thing Lewis thought was that he would have to inform his entire team about this, there would be new training sessions, he would have to study the FIA rules for drivers who could see colors. As if his life wasn't already tumultuous enough.

"Uh, you're Lewis Hamilton..." The woman murmured, taking in the whole thing. "I collided with Lewis Fucking Hamilton"

"Well, yes, that's what happened..." He said and his mind clicked, Roscoe was still in the car, sick and in need of care. "Can you take my phone number? I have to take Roscoe to the vet, but we'll need to discuss the crash and the soulmate thing..."

"Mhm yes, of course" she captured the cell phone in the back pocket of her jeans shorts and and waited for his action, Lewis brought his device closer to hers and shared his contact.

"Call me, please. I will pay for the damage." He said, returning to the driver's seat.

"Yes, yes I'll call... But I think that's the least of our problems."

"Really... But don't forget to call me, I insist." He said, waving as he entered. Y/N sighed and got into her car quickly, as a traffic cop was already approaching and she didn't need a ticket to end that week.

The journey to the new apartment was made in a few minutes, but her mind was still in a trance. She had crashed a car with Lewis Hamilton and discovered he was her fucking soulmate. She was the soulmate of the seven-time Formula One champion, a top star in the sport. How ironic could fate be? Less than four days ago, she went on a terrible date with a terrible guy, hoping to finally find her perfect match — thank the universe it wasn't him! — and today she almost accidentally collided with her predestined one.

She felt like she was in a romance movie script, or a fanfic, at the very least.

She didn't even know what to expect when her friends found out... And what would her family say?

"You're getting ahead of yourself, girl. You met today, take it easy" she murmured to herself, pressing her fingers on the steering wheel, already stopped in front of her new condominium. "Things will happen as they have to, relax!”

She tried to ignore the new event in her life as she entered the building's garage, focusing on Lewis Hamilton at that moment wouldn't organize her apartment.

Far away, Lewis accompanied Roscoe on a series of exams, his mind was divided between concern for the pet and the unexpected meeting with his soulmate, Lewis didn't even ask her name, his mother would lecture him if she knew how rude he had been.

"The tests didn't show anything big, Mr. Hamilton, he just has a cold, combined with the jet leg, in a few days, with plenty of hydration and proper nutrition, Roscoe will be fine again" the veterinarian said, handing over a box of canine vitamins and supplements, which would help the dog's recovery. "But call me if something goes wrong"

Lewis felt instantly more relieved, Roscoe had taken the medication and was already showing significant improvement, and this made the pilot's heart much lighter. While stroking Roscoe's short fur, Lewis finally realized how confusing everything was: he was seeing the real colors of the world and there was a huge headache growing in his brain, i.e, he really had no idea how he managed to get to the clinic. Maybe he was on autopilot mode, however, with his adrenaline dropping, Lewis had no idea how he would get back to the hotel, okay, he knew the streets of London like no one else, but things changed and the colors left him confused.

He had a little trouble identifying his bank's app on his cell phone, the screen was surprisingly bright and colorful, he had no idea that everything had so much color. He placed Roscoe in the carrier and called whoever could save him at that moment.

"Nick, I need help, man."

Her head was pounding with a headache that was difficult to deal with, she had trouble getting things out of the boxes, everything was shining in bright colors that she had no idea how to deal with. Seeing colors was something she had longed for since she was fifteen, but damn she didn't expect it to be this bad! He collapsed on the sofa, feeling the world spinning around him and a part of his skull throbbing, by God that was horrible!

The world was extremely colorful, she didn't know how to discern anything, the letters were lost among the colors and she thought she had returned to the literacy period. Uh, there was so much to be done, she would have to go to some medical appointments to check if everything was ok with her new condition, she would have to learn the name of each color, and wow, there were so many! She was already tired.

"I found my soulmate" she said softly, staring at the blissfully white wall. "My soulmate is none other than Lewis Hamilton... God, I don't know if I'm ready..."

She needed to tell someone and grabbed her cell phone, cursing her choice as the bright colors flickered on the screen, causing discomfort in her eyes and increasing her headache. Jessie was his immediate contact.

"I love you, but fuck, it better be important, I was about to have a wonderful afternoon of intense sex and-..."

"I found him.

The silence grew between the two and it didn't take long for it to be replaced by a genuine scream of happiness.

"OH MY GOD Y/N! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!" Jessie exclaimed, it was easy to see that she was smiling while shouting into the phone. "When was it? Tell me everything!"

Y/N massaged her forehead, trying to ease the headache, but she knew it was worth it, Jessie was her closest friend, her most loyal and she deserved to be the first to know. And Kimberly too, the two of them have always been very firm pillars throughout her life, Y/N needed to tell both of them.

"I thought you were about to have an afternoon of intense sex..."

"Lan knows that I love him, but he also knows that you're my girl and have priority in my life, so he can accept... Actually he is playing now, so tell me everything, don’t hide absolutely ANYTHING from me!”

"Okay, I'll add Kimberly to the call, she deserves to know too."

"Great, perfect!"

It didn't take long for the third girl to appear on the call, from the residual noise, Kimberly was in the middle of work. The keyboard clicked non-stop.

"Is important? I'm trying to finish some spreadsheets here."

"She found him!" Jessie stepped forward, and they heard Kimberly freeze, with no keyboard sound in the background.

"Are you guys serious?"

"Absolutely yes, Kim! She found him today!"

"I would scream if I could! I'm so, so happy you found your perfect match, Y/N! You deserve so much!" She said sincerely, making his heart warm again, Y/N had amazing friends. "Tell us how it went, we need the details."

"Today was such a strange day that it deserves a podium" she said and giggled at the joke, which would only make sense when telling who her soulmate was. "I was in the process of moving boxes from one apartment to another and when I was carrying the last two, I got involved in a car crash near the center.

"Are you well? Did you have any injuries? Did the idiot cover the insurance deductible?"

"We didn't get to discuss it because the guy who hit me is my soulmate."

"Oh, that changes things, but he still has to pay for his car."

"Jes, love.. he can buy me a new car, no problem" Y/N laughed, still in disbelief about it.

“You’re not telling me something, Y/N, you can spill the details, girl.”

"Yeah, I'm feeling it too, tell me everything"

"Are you sitting?"

"I didn't even get out of bed, tell me soon"

"Yes, yes, now speak!"

"I collided with Lewis fucking Hamilton"

Again silence appeared in the conversation before a scream echoed through the device.

"FUCK, I DON'T BELIEVE! I'M FREAKING OUT HERE Y/N!" Jessie couldn't contain herself, and Y/N laughed a little, she would have screamed too if it weren't for her head hurting.

"Jes, please calm down, you're going to blow out my headphones, or worse, my eardrums!" Kim scolded.

"Okay, I'm calm now, I promise! But tell me, how are you? Does your head hurt? How is the color reception in your eyes?"

"Regarding him? I don't know, I know him through the media and I've seen him several times on TV, so that left me confused" she confessed, playing with the ring on her finger. "I have a terrible headache and looking at everything makes me even more sore."

"Uh and I'm screaming like crazy, I'm sorry baby"

"The colors are strange, I didn't imagine they would be so... Vibrant" She said, letting her head fall onto the couch and closing her eyes. The headache eased a little and she breathed a sigh of relief. "And surprising everyone, I don't know what to expect from this."

"I would be surprised if you knew how to deal, you are the soulmate of Lewis Hamilton, the national hero in Formula One" Jessie said. "And for the rest we will be there tomorrow to help you"

"We definitely will, you're not going to go through this alone" Kimberly reaffirmed "and have you spoken to him yet?"

"Not yet, I'm scared"

"Fair enough, I would be too, in fact I was too, so it's normal to be scared, how about we eat pizza tonight? I think this conversation needs to be in person, and we can still help you talk to him" Kim suggested.

"Kim, you're a damn angel! I'll take the wine and chocolate!" Jessie said before taking her leave.

"I'll bring ice cream, God knows how much we'll need it today" Kim pointed out. "And please Y/N, take a painkiller for your headache, it won't go away because you had only brief contact with him, but it will help make it bearable, if that's possible... So get some sleep until tonight, we'll be there at 8pm.

"Don't worry, I'll be asleep in minutes, I'm exhausted. See you later, Kim"

Y/N crawled into the bed, which luckily she had already left tidy, with clean sheets and pillowcases, as well as new blankets, she fell asleep before she could cover herself properly.

At the hotel, Lewis had a hot water bottle on his forehead and Roscoe rested calmly on his lap. Nicolas paced back and forth inside the room.

"Your headache won't go away until you talk to her properly," Nicolas said, looking at his brother. "Do you have her phone number?

Lewis took the thermal bag off his head and checked his phone begrudgingly, he was hating the phone with all his might, "No call log, I won't force her space, she will call me when she is comfortable"

"Lew, right now she has as much of a headache as you do, so I don't think she's comfortable."

Lewis knew, he was aware of all the processes since he was thirteen, and he always thought he was prepared, but the reality was different from the theory. No one had said that the headache was unbearable and the colors would be uncomfortable at first.

"I know, I know, but we were taken by surprise and I don't want to pressure anything"

Nicolas sat next to his brother.

"How are you with all this?"

"I don't know? I always thought the soulmate thing was overrated, people 'destined' to love each other? A beautiful film script"

"And you still think that after you found her?"

"I don't really know... I think something clicked, but it's weird."

"Of course it is, you've found the person of your life, it's not a normal thing, after all and whoever runs this soulmate business, has no flaws."

Lewis sighed, Nick was right. Destined relationships were not included in the statistics of toxic relationships. Only couples formed by people who were not destined ended badly. There were hundreds of news stories talking about people not destined for toxic and abusive relationships and marriages. Lewis rolled his eyes - and then regretted it, it clicked painfully in his brain, soulmates were perfect halves destined to find each other. A meeting of souls, literally.

No relationship was one hundred percent perfect, but when it came to soulmates, things were less likely to fail, as there was natural complicity, love and everything that Lewis thought was nonsense. He never believed he would find his destiny, but there he was, feeling terrible headaches from a slightly reactive and unknown woman.

Fuck, everything was a fucking mess.

a/n: I'm really enjoying writing this series, everything is a mess, there's still a lot of things to happen and I'm VERY EXCITED HERE. My mind is working at 100km/h! This theme of soulmates really got me, I'm surrendered here (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)♡

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Even in paradise there are problems. || part two

summary: When tiredness and exhaustion lead him to say things he doesn't mean to, Toto sees his marriage slip through his fingers without him seeing a solution. Y/N doesn't seem willing to forgive him and Toto has given up on apologizing, the end seems to be inevitable.

At least that's what they both think.

cw: conflict, communication failures, indirectness, withdrawal, defensive behavior. Reconciliation, apology, dirty talk, p in v, receiving oral, pet names, overstimulation

a/n: This is taking everything from me, I really put in a lot of effort into bringing a lot of angst to this story. How angry with Toto are you? I want his head, on a silver platter *evil laughter*I don't want to prolong things, I want reconciliations soon and Toto to be deeply sorry, but I don't know how things will happen. Anyway, I hope you like it (?) and don't hate me so much, I promise to make it worth it

part one

Weeks later:

Toto used all the tricks he knew to apologize to you, gifts, notes, dinners, but never the two words "I'm sorry", you knew something was stopping him from apologizing properly, but between the two of you, gifts never worked as apologies, he knew that. You just wanted to hear the words and make sure this wouldn't happen again; but Toto did not allow himself a conversation.

Firstly, after the race in Melbourne, he practically moved to Brackley, to work directly with engineering on the necessary changes to the car, and would stay there until the race in Mônaco.

He didn't have time for real excuses.

You returned all the gifts, passed on the restaurant and theater reservations to your friends, and sent him a note saying "gifts don't work, you know." After that note, there was no attempt, no call until he returned from Monaco.

Despite the hurt, you still tried to clear things up with Toto, but the conversation turned into an argument and you decided to stay silent.

You really intended to have a conversation, sincere and without resentment, but it was a failure. You never imagined that the age barrier could appear between the two of you, but at the first miscommunication you understood how Toto saw the situation he had already apologized, there was no reason for you not to have forgiven him yet, besides being a spoiled person.

That day, the argument was heated and you were grateful that Jack was in London with Susie, without witnessing that horrible scene between you and his father. Bad things were said, old hurts and new wounds were opened. Everything was crumbling before your eyes and there was nothing you could do.

The prospect of a divorce has never been more real.

Toto brought forward his trip to Brackley, giving up the house. You stayed there only because of Jack, as you and Susie had agreed.Even without Toto there, Jack would still spend the week with you and that time there were also Benedict and Rosa; Toto's older children also had an excellent relationship with you and saw you as a very close friend. It wasn't your intention to talk about the bad crisis in your marriage, but shit, it wouldn't be possible to hide it for long. They saw how your eyes were swollen and you were permanently sad and depressed.

You were prepared to receive the divorce papers and officially become a passing chapter in Toto's life, your mind was already at ease with that, even though even if your heart has not yet accepted this reality.

For Toto things were not going well, he wondered how foolish he needed to be to refuse to apologize properly. You just wanted to hear the right words and he refused.

His mood was becoming more unstable every day, making day-to-day life in the team almost unpalatable, Lewis and George deliberately avoided talking to him, the mechanics and engineers preferred to emails him. A direct clash with Toto Wolff at the height of his anger was never an option.

Even though missing you hurt like hell, Toto was ready to sign the divorce if that's what you wanted, it would hurt, but he would accept it if it made you happy, something he wasn't doing himself.

Susie had already advised him to talk to you and apologize, try to start over the right way, but his stubbornness prevented him from understanding that for you, nothing was more valuable than sincerely spoken words of apology were the preference.

He had apologized, if you hadn't accepted it, it wasn't his fault anymore, that's what Toto thought and made Susie want to slap her ex-husband.

"Are you seriously going to allow your stubbornness and crude behavior to destroy another marriage, Torger?!” She asked, there was none of Susie's characteristic softness and gentleness in her tone, she was actually angry about it all, as it affected Jack and the brothers and This made her extremely sad, since she couldn't interfere much in it, other than trying to talk sense into the businessman's head. "You flatly refuse to accept that you were wrong and won't even apologize in the right way?"

Susie's words hit a nerve inside Toto.

"I already asked! Y/N needs to get out of her ivory tower and understand that people have different operation" he replied, focused on understanding the information on the tablet screen. "I did my part"

"The shit you did is getting to the kids, Toto! They love that girl, and how are they dealing with all this? Jack is scared that he won't have Y/N with him anymore!" Susie scolded, snatching the tablet from his hands.

"That girl loves you, even if you're that stubborn, hard-headed old man who refuses to apologize."

Toto assimilated her words, no matter how bad things were and even though he was ready to sign the probable divorce, he didn't want that. Separating from you was not on his list of things to do.

"For your own sake, Torger, apologize and work better on your marriage, you love her, she loves you, there's no reason for you two not to be together." s Susie said more calmly. "Don't lose everything because of your stubbornness."

With that said, Susie left him alone in the office, hoping that her words would make some sense in Toto's head.

Days before the race at Silverstone:

"I'm tired, mom... I'm going to stay in my room until dinner, okay?" Jack said, stopping at the edge of the room, the boy's sleepy eyes and posture betrayed his tiredness. You lowered your laptop screen and looked at the boy.

"It's okay, love. I'll call you when the pizza arrives... Do you need anything?"

"Nah, I'm fine, mom... I scored three goals in the game with my friends here at the condominium." Jack assured, shaking his grass and dirt dirty cleats.

"Okay then, call me if you need to" you assured and Jack disappeared down the hall, you didn't notice that the boy had taken your cell phone. Jack locked the door and called Benedict, he would need help if he wanted to get you and Toto to sort things out.

"Hey Jackie, did you manage to convince her to take you to Silverstone?" That was the first thing Benedict asked when he answered.

"Not yet, she's been busy with work... I'll talk at dinner" Jack went straight to the bathroom, where he was sure you wouldn't hear. "How about we both make dinner?"

Ben clicked his tongue "Dangerous, the two could end up fighting in public..."

Jack heard movement on the other end of the line and Rosa's voice came on the cell phone.

"We can pretend you're sick, Jackie! Then we arrested them both in Dad's office." She suggested.

"That's a great idea! Are you going too?!"

"If we want Dad and Y/N to sort it out, obviously we will... But here's what we're going to do..."

And for the next thirty minutes, the three brothers discussed the details of their plan, if it were up to them, you wouldn't be leaving the Wolff family anytime soon.

Race Sunday, Silverstone, England:

"Are you sure you want to stay here in the stands, mum?" Jack asked, looking around. You still had access to the paddock, but you preferred to stay in the stands, away from Toto and the eyes of the team.

"Dad won't mind you coming to the paddock." Benedict said, resting his hands on his brother's shoulders, you smiled at them both and dismissed their concern.

"I'll be fine here boys, don't worry about me and enjoy the race."

"Call Ben if you need anything, Mommy" Jack asked.

"Alright, pup, don't worry about it okay? Now go enjoy the race, and don't give Ben too much trouble" you instructed and waved as they walked down the stands.

"I hope this works out, Ben... I don't want Y/N to leave." The smaller one said, there was so much fear in his voice that it affected Benedict too.

"It'll work buddy, I promise." Ben said, ruffling his younger brother's hair. "Trust me."

You climbed the steps two by two, running to the paddock entrance, and thanked God or any other higher entity that instructed you to leave the paddock pass in your bag. You didn't even notice where you were going, and everything became even more tense when you saw Rosa waiting for you at the place for the German team's family members.

You were in a privileged place in the stands, you could see more than 60% of the entire track and you could still keep your eyes on the paddock entrance, making it easy to find the neon blue dot among the people, assuring you that Benedict and Jack had arrived at the paddock. You sighed, being in the stands gave you a feeling of safety, as you weren't ready to face Toto head on yet.

At the end of the race, you were at the paddock entrance, about to call Ben, wanting to know if Jack would stay with his father and brothers or go to the hotel with her, but a message but one message caught his attention and made his heart race.

Ben ♡: Y/N, Jack had a little accident here in the paddock and is asking for you

"Peter and Ben took him to Merc's hospitality, I stayed to wait for you!" Rosa said, as pale as you imagined she would be too.

How would you explain that to Susie? She would never trust Jack to you again and it broke her heart into so many pieces... He preferred not to think about it, at the moment Jack's well-being came first.

In the Mercedes motorhome, you ran directly to the place destined for Toto, expecting to find the little boy there, but it was with the businessman present and no sign of the guy.

"Torger? Where's Jack?" You looked around and heard a sigh from your mother.

"I already understand what these three little brats were up to..." He said quietly and you took a deep breath, understanding what was happening there. You marched over to the door and tried to open it, but the handle wouldn't budge.

"Hey guys, open the door!" You asked.

"I'm sorry mom, but you'll only get out of there when you understand each other. I love you!" The boy shouted and you heard Jack's footsteps move away.

You rested your head on the door, you couldn't believe you had fallen for that old trick...

"Guess we'll have to talk, then." Toto said from behind you.

"Probably yes."

To be continued...

I fall to pieces

SUMMARY: Even though she was prepared for the comments that would come with her visit, Y/N didn't expect things to be so... Intense to the point of breaking her into pieces. But you would always have Toto to pick up all your pieces.

CW: hostile comments, a little anguish, insecurity, public display of affection, cuteness, excessive love.

REQUEST: anon

A/N: This request was made a few days ago and I was upset that I hadn't written it sooner, even though you know why I put it off for so long. It's finally time to write this wonder!

❝Darlin', darlin', darlin'

I fall to pieces when I'm with you

I fall to pieces❞

The team looked at her curiously, they had never seen her there and all that attention was making the girl nervous, Toto unfortunately couldn't receive her when she arrived and he instructed her to wait for him in the garage until the interview with the journalists was over. Y/N wasn't a shy person and wasn't afraid of being in new environments alone, but being in Toto's environment without him was strange; one of the mechanics politely approached and asked for her credentials to verify.

"You're here with Toto, are you his new assistant?" The mechanic asked, handing her the card. "Then you should be with him in that interview, not here in the garage"

"If Toto knows you're talking to his girlfriend like that, you'll be fixing boats in the nearest harbor tomorrow" George spoke as he approached the pair, the mechanic's eyes widened and he walked away, stuttering an apology.

"Ah don't worry, it's not your fault... I'm new here, I imagined this would happen" Y/N smiled, waving friendly. "Hey Georgie! I didn't expect to find you here."

The Brit smiled, wrapping her in a quick hug "You were lucky, because I was already leaving, did you just arrive?"

"Mhmm yes, Toto said I could stay here until he got back from an interview with Sky Sports, where's Carmen? I thought I'd see her here." Y/N looked around, looking for George's girlfriend.

"She's in the paddock room, I was actually going to meet her, do you want to come with me?"

"That'll be great, if it doesn't bother you."

George clicked his tongue and linked his arm with hers, in the best way possible after all Y/N was a good few inches smaller than him "Don't be silly, it doesn't bother me at all... Toto should have told you to wait in the paddock room, the staff is not always so polite to strangers."

George walked slowly, so that Y/N could follow his long steps, she looked around, hoping to see as much as she could. It was all as chaotic and vibrant as she expected a race weekend to be and she was loving it so far. She couldn't wait for the chance for a photo with Alonso or Verstappen.

"We were on the phone when he was approached by journalists, he told me to wait for him there... You know it's my first time on this side of the race. It was already difficult to find the garage, so I'd be lost right now if I were to look for the paddock room" Y/N muttered as they entered the paddock room. If she weren't anchored to George, she would have fallen to the floor with Carmen's firm and unexpected hug.

"You came!! Are you enjoying it? Did they treat you well? Was George nice to you, hermosa?"

Y/N he laughed, hugging her back. Carmen was the only one besides George and Lewis who knew of her relationship with the Mercedes team boss. It was friendship at first sight.

"I've been forgotten here, apparently..." George commented sarcastically.

"You should know you can't compete with me, Georgie, I'm your official girlfriend's girl." Y/N said, hugging Carmen even tighter. "You're just a replacement, Russel. Accept it."

Carmen let her head fall back, laughing without caring if people saw.

"Okay, I hope Toto knows that his girl has a girlfriend." George replied. The trio weren't paying attention to their surroundings, and even though they weren't talking loud enough to draw attention, people were curious about Y/N and other people's eyes opened in surprise at the mention of Y/N being Toto Wolff's girlfriend.

It was obvious that she was between 20 and 30 years old, a significantly large difference between her and Toto, this fact encouraged the few people present to comment on such a young woman getting involved with a man almost twice her age. But Y/N was oblivious to these observations, she laughed and talked to the couple animatedly, promising to have a few days of vacation with Carmen in Spain and a few minutes later, George said goodbye to the two, saying he would have a debriefing in a few minutes and let Toto know where Y/N would be.

"Don't worry about it, free practice will start at four in the afternoon, and Toto will be busy with the details with the team, we can go for a walk and visit some drivers!" Carmen encouraged her, pulling her out of the paddock room. "I'm going to introduce you to Alex, he's so cute! And Lily, my God, you're going to love Lily!"

Carmen talked nonstop, gesturing a little, drawing sincere smiles from Y/N, she couldn't explain how her friendship with Mundt began, but I thanked the heavens for having been placed on the Spanish woman's path.

The two walked arm in arm, distracted by their conversation, so it took a while for Y/N to notice that she was being watched with interest. People stared at her without discretion and they commented quietly when she passed.

"Is it just me or are they talking about us?" She questioned quietly and discreetly indicated a group of mechanics who disguised themselves when they saw they were noticed.

Carmen looked around, seeing the group of mechanics look at them curiously and then divert blame.

"Don't worry about it, hermosa, these people are curious." She assured, shrugging as the two walked through the pits.

But they continued to stare at them, increasing Y/N's discomfort, and her suspicions were confirmed when journalists from gossip tabloids — who were rarely at the races — approached her.

"Y/N! Y/N, are you really with Toto Wolff? Is he your sugar daddy? Are you with him out of interest?!" these were the least bad questions, they hit her face with the microphone, pushing her brutally. An uncomfortable situation that made her stomach turn. Reporters surrounded her and pulled her away from Carmen, creating a suffocating bubble around her. "You caused his divorce with Susie?! How much is he paying you?!”

Tears came to her eyes, that situation was making her desperate, she didn't see Carmen and everyone seemed to be willing to take some piece of her away. She screamed in fright as she was pulled roughly against a hard chest and was wrapped in large arms, protecting her from the mess.

"Y'all better delete that shitty footage or I'll sue you all!!" Toto shouted, there was no trace of sympathy towards the journalists. "If I see any of this tomorrow, you'll have to look for a new job, because I'll destroy your careers!"

Gently, Toto took you to the Mercedes motorhome, locking the door to ensure more privacy.

"Are you okay, mein liebe? Did they do something to you?" He supported her face with both hands and that gesture was enough to make Y/N burst into tears. The crying and sobs shook her body, Y/N knew that comments like that would come and naively thought she was prepared. People could be so cruel and mean. Toto hugged her tightly, making the girl sit on his lap, wrapping his arms around her as if he could protect her from everything. "I'm so sorry love, I didn't want this to happen, I didn't know that bunch of vultures would be here, usually there is only sports media covering the races... I'm so sorry, love"

Y/N squeezed his shirt between her fingers, the bad comments reverberating in her mind. Those questions left her in pieces.

"T-They were so bad... Those questions... I embarrassed you, didn't I?" Y/N stuttered between cries, making Toto's heart break. "I-I understand if you don't want me to come to races anymore."

"I want you in every race with me, princess, this bunch of bastards won't make it bad for you, I won't allow it" Toto roared, kissing her damp cheeks. "What's the point of my fucking money if I can't protect my girl? No one else will hurt you like this, mein liebe, and if they do, I will collect every piece of you, or I will break into pieces too."

"Toto..."

Y/N hugged him tightly, she hated feeling so fragile like that, but the way she had been approached left no room for another reaction. She was literally in pieces there.

"Don't care about that nonsense they said, we both know that it wasn't for any unworthy reason that brought me to my knees for you, schatzi."

She felt herself melt at his confession, Toto was the type of person who showed love through gifts and acts of service, he didn't feel comfortable with verbal declarations of love, but there he was, telling her in the most adorable way possible how important she was. The two stayed in the private room until the start of free training, when his assistant called him. Toto made a point of keeping Y/N under his arm, kissing her and whispering sweet words the whole time until they reached the garage; during training, he kept her on his left side, resting a hand on her thigh as he watched Lewis and George perform. The team noticed how delicate and concerned Toto was about her and at the end of the training, he made it clear that Y/N would be seen a lot there and they should treat her well if they wanted to keep their jobs. The media danced around the two and captured the friendly moments between her, Lewis and George, talking and joking with great intimacy and friendship. T Toto took advantage of the cameras' presence to kiss her and make the nature of their relationship clear.

"Any malicious comment about Y/N will be retaliated with a heavy slander and defamation lawsuit" he said just before leaving the garage, accompanied by his girlfriend and his drivers. Y/N snuggled up next to him, hugging the businessman's waist as she looked at him with nothing less than pure love, Toto was willing to punch anyone for the relationship and from that moment on, Y/N would be prepared to fight anyone who tried to tear her apart again.

Only Toto could tear her apart because he was the only one who would know how to put each piece back together.

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