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STATIC AU

Nothing would be able to numb the pain. Nothing will be able to numb the pain.

I can merely feel my flesh tearing apart slowly, I hear my heartbeat running strongly, and yet I am alive. The sweet relief of death is not enough to ease me from what I am going through.

If anyone, anything, somewhere, sometime can understand me.

I beg you to kill me. Let me die, let me leave this mangled, yarn like corpse that was once a human. I cannot recognize myself through any surface, through any layer of this foresaken consciousness I was cursed to have.

I will never forget how loud I screamed. How hard I fought. How I begged, and prayed, and cried. How I yielded for it to just kill me instead of putting me through it's foresaken, yellow, rotten teeth, and those eyes. Those eyes. How they'd constantly stare at me while I bled, feeling the rough, ruvid, concrete street. I didn't dare move, as if I did, I believed the pain would've worsened.

I can't keep going like this. I want to hug people again, I want to hold animals, I want to cook, I want to dress pretty again, I want to be complimented like I was once. I missed the warmth of words that strangers or friends or family would carry.

That sweet affection will never be given to me again.

I'm nothing but a mess of vital fibers.

I cannot be loved.

I will not be loved.

wake up new hyperfixation

Sons of the forest. SONS OF THE FOREST SONS OF THE

just a heads up

my hyperfixations keep on changing, and currently i've been dragged into I have no mouth and I must scream, Sons of the forest, cry of fear and STILL red dead redemption 2. Also if anyone wants to play lethal company with me i'm up for it

I'm breaking their hearts

Think you the shit bitch

Yknow what

Maybe I WILL restart writing and drawing static au.

DC

Would yo uguys like a discord server would that like be better instead of letting yall wait :Frown: obviously 13+ *possibly*, but if you're under i am under no responsability