Oh, To Be Standing In The Middle Of A Dark Forest Clearing At 2 In The Morning, The Trees Whispering

oh, to be standing in the middle of a dark forest clearing at 2 in the morning, the trees whispering around you, the innate sense that something is watching making your skin prickle, the light of the waning moon filtering through the tall tall trees, a solitary owl hooting an accompaniment to your voice, belting take me to church like you have nothing to lose.

it’s that time of year where it’s just warm enough that you can go outside and see people wearing tank tops and shorts but also people wearing full sweatsuits

the amount of influencers on the internet who don’t know how to spell astounds me

anyone else get guilty about not answering unimportant texts?

how do i…tell people they aren’t a priority for me without being rude??

like, genuinely i have nothing against them. and they’re super nice and super chill but i don’t have the energy to talk to them?

and i feel so bad because i want to and i should and i realistically won’t and eventually they’ll stop trying and i’ll be sad

but

i just

can’t?

just a reminder that your bones are warm :)