Mentally I'm In A Big Ass Library With Huge Windows Leading To A Beautiful Garden Wearing A Wavy Dress

Mentally I'm in a big ass library with huge windows leading to a beautiful garden wearing a wavy dress and reading next to the window and every paragraph or so I look outside to see if my girlfriend is here yet. Physically online classes are apparently still there.

It aches when I miss him. Sometimes it aches for a day, sometimes for weeks, sometimes it hurts consistently for a month, but I relish the pain, I feel it. It means I haven't forgotten yet.

Yes!!! As a woc who loves this aesthetic this is so great

hey it’s ya girl a plus sized poc dark academic 🕊✨

i hate how white and skinny most representations of the dark academia aesthetic are.

so i wanna say you don’t need to be white to embody the dark academia aesthetic or any aesthetic for that matter.

and you certainly don’t need to be skinny we need more diversity in this community not everything is european/ american based when it comes to dark academia never forget that✨

ig: parisianwitch

Warning:

If you see a girl with her hair in her eyes and you look her in the eye and gently push the hair off her face... I WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU DON'T TRY ME I DO NOT RECOMMEND

FUCK

*inhales*

LEE SCORESBY IS THE ONLY AMERICAN IN HDM, IS A COWBOY, AND FLIES FOR A LIVING. LYRA IS THE PROPHECY CHILD UNDER THE ILLUSION OF FREE WILL WHEN IN REALITY, EACH OF HER CHOICES ARE JUST SEALING HER DESTINY. THEY ARE LITERALLY THE MOST FUCKING OBVIOUS REPRESENTATION OF FATE VS FREE WILL AND IT’S SO FUCKING SAD BECAUSE THAT MEANS THAT THEY CAN NEVER BE TOGETHER. LIKE LEE’S DEATH LITERALLY REPRESENTS THE DEATH OF FREE WILL WHEN HE CHOOSES TO ASSIST LYRA IN FULFILLING HER PROPHECY. 

She keeps my pieces together. Isn’t that love? Isn’t the letter she wrote? Isn’t the necklace she chose? Isn't remembering details about me or hearing my rants? Physical affection, in reality, you can get from anyone, but showing yourself to someone in the continuous question:

“Can you love me?”

And the fact that the answer keeps being:

“Yes, I can.”

Baffles me everytime.