TW: ED

TW: ED

I triggered myself back into my eating disorder. It's been gnawing at me for weeks and I finally decided to bite the bullet and do the trigger. I hate it, I hate myself, and I hate how easy it is to slip back into old habits. Yet it's so addictive. The hunger, the numbers dropping, even the triggering material itself. Please never do what I did, please avoid this life. It's like a drug, you always want more. It's nearly impossible to fully recover, at least for me. I've been clean for months and now I'm back, I feel like such a failure, yet it feels strangely good. I hate it. I hate it here. Everyone is gonna be disappointed and upset with me.

I just want to live in a big haunted Victorian house in walking distance of a bakery, a library, a bookshop, a forest, and a river and where I can befriend local ghosts and forest spirits. Not sure why that's asking so much.

Furries are pretty neat

Am I in denial? I don't think I'm a furry but it's super duper neat,

But I don't have a fursona, but I could make one if I wanted to? I'm not good at drawing animals or anthropomorphic creatures, but I could improve. Idk Idk if I'm in denial abt this or something, I've been called a furry for years but I just think it's neat, but it would be pretty cool ig...

Lena Katina & Julia Volkova of t.A.T.u. photographed by Sheryl Nieds (2002) [✩]

I *need* to go thrifting once I have money

- Iwakura Lain in the 2020s -