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Seeker of Wonder

she/her -- this is my fun new fanfic sideblog :) I follow from emeraldastral

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9 months ago
Been Playing Dragon Age Games Again And Got Inspired To Draw All My Favorite Companions

Been playing Dragon Age games again and got inspired to draw all my favorite companions


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9 months ago

Great! So the main thing is that I am in literal awe at how well this piece works as a representation of Harrow's memory in the second book, despite the fact that you HADN'T READ IT YET?!?!

Putting the read more here for anyone who hasn't read Harrow the Ninth yet, because the entire rest of this post is major spoilers for that book šŸ’š

Like okay first level, Harrow is suspended in the water of the pool, separated from Gideon only by the surface of the water. As a metaphor for Harrow's memory block, it's a pretty incredible one! All she has of Gideon in that book is an unreachable mirage that ripples and shifts away from her! It would also imply that the innermost parts of Harrow's mind are represented by the pool! (which is breaking my heart into little pieces so we'll move on)

Second level, we compare what's actually happening here to the events of the first book, keeping in mind how Harrow's memory of them is warped by the events of the second. In GtN, Gideon is an active participant in this scene. She's holding Harrow, and she dives both of them beneath the surface. Harrow thinks Gideon is going to drown her, and only panics when she realizes it's a hug instead. Then HtN happens. I don't in a million years believe that Harrow could convince herself that she shared this scene with Ortus Nigenad. Even if she could, he would never have progressed it in the way that Gideon did. So here, Harrow is beneath the surface alone. Gideon only watches from outside the pool (wow kinda like she's doing in Harrow's body in HtN!) and there's no hug to pull Harrow from the water and the drowning that she thinks she deserves.

And finally, the third level. Harrow's upbringing and culture. In the first book's pool scene, it is the first time (literally ever!) that Gideon has seen Harrow without her face painted. It's a very visual reference to the barriers that Harrow puts up to protect herself from others. But that can't be the case in the pool, which (by her family's rituals!) is the vehicle by which you see the absolute truth. And what's the absolute truth in HtN? Harrow's barriers are up the whole time, reinforced by her own blood, and she is drowning. Gideon is kept out by the thinnest of barriers, yet she is separated all the same. All Harrow would have to do is reach out and they would both be destroyed together! But Harrow has ensured that she will not, cannot reach out, and all Gideon can do is watch the part of the scene that she once led.

"I've Lived My Whole Wretched Life At Your Mercy, Yours Alone, And God Knows I Deserve To Die At Your

"I've lived my whole wretched life at your mercy, yours alone, and God knows I deserve to die at your hand. You are my only friend. I am undone without you."

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i finished Gideon the Ninth yesterday, and oh boy. that ending 😭 please no spoilers for the rest of the series, i am going in blind and i'm very excited


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seeker-of-wonder
9 months ago

Hey OP did you finish Harrow the Ninth yet? Because your art is very good and I have so many thoughts relating to things you may not have seen yet

"I've Lived My Whole Wretched Life At Your Mercy, Yours Alone, And God Knows I Deserve To Die At Your

"I've lived my whole wretched life at your mercy, yours alone, and God knows I deserve to die at your hand. You are my only friend. I am undone without you."

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i finished Gideon the Ninth yesterday, and oh boy. that ending 😭 please no spoilers for the rest of the series, i am going in blind and i'm very excited


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9 months ago
I Posted A Not So Good Photo Of My Solas Mural (painted By Yours Truly) Somewhere A Year Ago (here) And
I Posted A Not So Good Photo Of My Solas Mural (painted By Yours Truly) Somewhere A Year Ago (here) And
I Posted A Not So Good Photo Of My Solas Mural (painted By Yours Truly) Somewhere A Year Ago (here) And
I Posted A Not So Good Photo Of My Solas Mural (painted By Yours Truly) Somewhere A Year Ago (here) And
I Posted A Not So Good Photo Of My Solas Mural (painted By Yours Truly) Somewhere A Year Ago (here) And

I posted a not so good photo of my Solas mural (painted by yours truly) somewhere a year ago (here) and you know what, i decided to share some much better pics to show how nice it actually looks irl. I am in love with it and I’m being nostalgic bout Dragon Age today, so, please,bear with me boasting about it againĀ 


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9 months ago
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9 months ago
I Love Patroclus, I Really Vibe With The Deeply Depressing Boredom He's Found In The Afterlife.
I Love Patroclus, I Really Vibe With The Deeply Depressing Boredom He's Found In The Afterlife.
I Love Patroclus, I Really Vibe With The Deeply Depressing Boredom He's Found In The Afterlife.
I Love Patroclus, I Really Vibe With The Deeply Depressing Boredom He's Found In The Afterlife.
I Love Patroclus, I Really Vibe With The Deeply Depressing Boredom He's Found In The Afterlife.
I Love Patroclus, I Really Vibe With The Deeply Depressing Boredom He's Found In The Afterlife.
I Love Patroclus, I Really Vibe With The Deeply Depressing Boredom He's Found In The Afterlife.

I love Patroclus, I really vibe with the deeply depressing boredom he's found in the afterlife.

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9 months ago

IMO this is made even funnier by the fact that Varric literally says this exact thing to him, seconds before Solas fucks up plan 3

Solas trying to use "I have a plan" at the end of trespasser to reassure the inquisitor like he didn't just admit to fucking up his last two big plans literally seconds ago is made even funnier in light of the reveal that he does indeed fuck up that plan


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9 months ago
Me And The Bad Bitches I Pulled By Giving Myself A Lobotomy

me and the bad bitches i pulled by giving myself a lobotomy <3


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9 months ago
I've Been Playing The Dragon Age Series. It's Fun!

I've been playing the Dragon Age series. It's fun!


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9 months ago

Iā€˜m looking for more Dragon Age blogs to follow! If you do art, write fanfiction, post theories or simply reblog lots of Dragon Age and Solavellan content, please reply or like this post!


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9 months ago
Krem Doodle Bc I Cant Wait For Kremweek

Krem doodle bc I can’t wait for kremweek


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9 months ago
Down In The Dungeon, Where Hunger Resides

Down in the dungeon, where hunger resides 🩸

I wanted to make a dungeon meshi fanart for a while, and man, I love Falin, so here we go

I hope you like it :)


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9 months ago
Trapped In The Fade

trapped in the fade


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9 months ago
Im Alive!

Im alive!


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10 months ago

God I forgot what an absolute lunatic blackwall is

Man is just out in the hinterlands cosplaying. Like replaying the game knowing Solas is the Dread Wolf adds all this cool intrigue and double meaning but replaying it knowing about Blackwall is fucking wild. He looks you in the face and lies directly out of his ass. Solas is all doublespeak and careful omission and Blackwall just fully makes shit up. What a madlad. I'm obsessed with him. he's so fake it til you make it. He would kill it on TikTok just like "oh yeah grey wardens can't get COVID it's right here in the treaties" and no one calls him on it because the treaties are old as fuck and boring. Alistair (who is supposed to be able to sense the Blight) is like oh hey blackwall haha we've definitely met I totally remember you. No you Haven't, Alistair. You've never seen this jackass ever in your life. He looks Solas, god of betrayal, in the eyes and says with full confidence "Yes, I am a Grey Warden." And Solas is like Sure. Iron Bull? Buys his bullshit completely. Leliana? Thinks he's cool. Everyone else is like "you smell like shit but I guess that's just how Wardens smell" and he's like "Damn Right It Is Have I Told You My Vietnam Stories" guy was born in '68. You can flirt with him almost immediately. Character of all time. What the fuck.


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10 months ago
I Am Undone Without You.

I am undone without you.


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10 months ago
Quick Doodle Of Alistair Before Bed Because I Miss Him

quick doodle of alistair before bed because i miss him

i miss the boy

seeker-of-wonder
10 months ago

so grateful to the wot show casting on many levels

but especially in the Lanfear scenes because Rand is like ā€˜gee wow no thoughts head empty pretty woman’

and while normally i would judge this, I too would follow Natasha O’Keffe as lanfear off a cliff


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10 months ago

sorry i’m late. had a hard time finding the ā€œcongrats on becoming the very thing you sought to destroyā€ section in the greeting card aisle


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10 months ago

Gideon Nav eats baked potatoes like bananas.

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10 months ago

forever obsessed with artemis fowl who, upon realizing that he needs a fuckton of money in order to keep searching for his missing and probably dead father, doesn’t reach for his impeccable hacking skills or his ability to flawlessly recreate artistic masterpieces in order to commit art theft but instead runs the most absolutely insane and convoluted plan that’s ever been constructed (rivaled only by the insane and convoluted plans he constructs when he’s older and aided by time and practice). based solely, by the way, off of what basically amounts to the fairy bible which is written entirely in verse AND in a language that no human being has ever been permitted to see let alone translate. and the plan WORKS


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10 months ago

Listen companies releasing half-baked games that require paid DLC to feel complete is bad but can we all agree it was objectively funny for Dragon Age 2 to lock the only straight character behind a paywall.


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