So I Kind Of Just Wanted To Explain My Situation To Ya'll If That's Alright. Disclaimer: This Post Is

So I kind of just wanted to explain my situation to ya'll if that's alright. Disclaimer: this post is mainly of me just yapping and it includes some personal topics. Sorry...

Some of you are aware that I was in the process of moving across the country. Well I'm grateful to announce that the move was a success! I'm so grateful!!! I've only been in my new home less than a week, and it's the longest I've gone without being verbally abused in over thirteen years. Here in a few months- if something bad doesn't happen that is- it'll be the longest I've gone without being physically abused. And I can't tell you how good it feels. Like I'm soooooooo happy right now. Today I went walking around town and I got to do it without fearing for my life. My apartment is safe, this city is safe and the people are amazing. I kind of just feel like I'm living a dream (I'm freakin crying while I write this, lol). I've spent so long doing nothing but survive and now I feel like I can finally live.

I used to have to worry about every little thing; arson, breaking & entering, tire slashing, getting attacked, death threats. Terrific family, huh? The state I'm from (Arkansas) is one of the poorest, most violent states in all of America- please be extremely careful if you ever go there. So many bad things happened over the course of those thirteen years, I... I just don't know what to say. It was awful. I honestly don't know how I'm still here.

Unlike Arkanzans, the state I moved to glady accepts my Irish ethnicity and are positive towards my accent. I've never felt this peaceful and calm before. And I know bad things can happen at any moment- I could very well lose my life tomorrow or something, but I just can't deny how happy I am. I spent the last five years of my life working to achieve this goal, and I have. I ran away from all my abusers to my favorite state of all time, and I'm happy.

Right now I'm kind of just soaking up this new environment I live in. I'm not answering asks or writing updates or drabbles yet because I need just a little bit more time, (don't worry @breadboyye I haven't forgotten about your drabble! I will get it complete!) Many of you have been so supportive and patient with me and I'm so grateful for that. Thank you.

Oh, and the best part about all this? Not having to deal with bad people all the time might help me to make faster updates 👀🤞 let's hope for the best, me loves 💚 (Yes, I am going to start using my Irish slang. Get used to it).

Every time I look at this, I cry.

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I come from ao3, as my user is most likely recognizable, I just wanted to say that you are the biggest reason why I stick in the dbd fandom. I always see stories about the killers as the most despicable, vicious people... and you actually write them as humans, who have emotions and who go through shit too. And I enjoy that so much! It gets redundant after awhile, the killers just being "evil", so it's a excellent change of pace reading your stories. I love your soft!slashers, they are the reason I still stick with the game.

I was honestly about to tap out of dbd when I came across Survivor. I read the summary and I thought "let's give this a chance, try it out" and I'm so glad I did! Legit changed my life (that sounds so corny 😩) and it sent me down a rabbit hole of softness of characters I never imagined being described as "soft". Survivor is what kept me here, and I've never been more thankful to come across a story. The way you write bad guys in general has kept me here, I much prefer the "softness" over the "viciousness" any day, so thank you for writing them that way, as actual humans. I'm so grateful to be able to read your stories, they actually make me really happy (even when they're supposed to be 'emotional') and I'll excitedly read whatever you post. You belong in the Slasher fandom 😚

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Hey love, of course I remember you 😚😚❤️❤️ I'm sorry it took me so long to respond! This year has been.... Oi... Lol.

But I wanna say how much it means to me to know that my stories, despite the lack of canon themes and sexual romance, is still loved by wonderful people like you. I've never felt like I belonged in the slasher fandom. And I still don't feel like I belong, but I've already got a family growing here and it's been growing for a long time. And I'm grateful that you're a part of it.

I'm beginning to own up to my versions of the killers. In my opinion, there's enough people in this fandom who respectfully write the killers in canon. What's it gonna hurt if I alter their personalities a little and make them soft, you know? I really want to stop bullying myself into believing that I don't belong when I have so many amazing friends and followers like you who support me and enjoy what I do. I'm sorry for any negativity I've caused. But I think I'm coming back! And I hope to bring you all the soft slasher goodness you could ever want!

Thank you so much, love 🤗💖💖 I hope you and your loved ones are doing well! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

True/False game. Make an assumption about me in my ask and I’ll tell you if its true or false. Go.

haha, I know I should be writing this somewhere in like a more personal account or something but I don't have any at the moment but I'm just here to say how much I love your work.

Something about how you write the characters feel realistic in such ways, reader isn't portrayed as anyone strong or badass but usually just a simple person who went through hardships and honestly I don't see that alot! It feels different in a way when I read them (in a good way!!!), and it convinced me to write some ocs of mine like that also. The way you write hurt/comfort is exactly how I wanted it to be and honestly I see myself crying in some chapters then smile at the fluff parts like an idiot. It hits hard honestly! And it makes it better that almost all of them aren't sexual content as a fellow demisexual myself.

You've been a big inspiration to me in terms of writing. And everyday I can't seem to not take atleast a little glance to both your ao3 and tumblr account for updates; every update you make, makes me swing my feet in excitement like a little kid honestly.

I honestly also don't read book repeatedly since it feels weird to read it again when I already know what was happening but your books are always so descriptive that sometimes I still get surprised over little details you put in the story and some days, I see myself coming back to your books again, unfinished or not.

I've been meaningly want to send you an ask just filled with my thoughts and feelings about your work but I could never find the right words for it. But now I have, and I want to say that your works were one of the only things I've read when I was going through a hard time, where I felt like shit overall but your works always give me some sort of warmth in a way and I don't why I could relate with it so much.

tl;dr? Your works are amazing and it will never not stop putting a smile on my face:)

I honestly don't know what I'm saying anymore, pretty sure I just repeated some shit up, I'm just rambling at this point HAHAHA I hope you don't mind!! I just love your work so much, never give up on writing! You do great at what you do!!

Hi @ii4tokyo! Thank you so much for sharing your appreciation and feelings. It makes me so happy to know that my stories bring you joy.

You know this entire journey has been so bizarre to me. As someone who has bad people in their life, I always used to wish that those bad people would magically turn good, do better and just be loving and supportive. So when I saw my first slasher movie a few years ago, I felt hope. Hope because I realized that I could make that wish come true- granted fictional but it was still nice and comforting.

I took the slashers and I turned them into supporters. I never suspected that my work would become this important or meaningful to anyone, but it has. And while I don't feel like I truly belong in the slasher fandom, I do feel less alone knowing that there are people who've gone through similar experiences as me and have felt the same way that I've felt.

And now all I want is for my slasher account to be a safe place where all kinds of viewers can feel a sense of comfort, security and support. I understand pain deeply, and I know how I would want someone to respond to that pain, so I write it out with fictional characters. It's nice to know that the process that comforts me, comforts others.

Again, thank you so much for stopping by. I hope you're doing well ❤️ Hopefully soon I can provide you and many others with more emotional support slashers.

Hello, I'm a long time fan of your writing and have binged most of your fics over on ao3, but because I don't have a account I've never been able to comment and I just wanted to say how much I love your works of art, they've gotten me through so many tough times and I've always felt like the reader and I were the same person. I'm so sorry about what happened to you, and I know my words are probably meaningless but I'm serious, what happened to you is horrible and I hope your "family" pays for it dearly. I've cried more than once while reading When a survivor bullies and Reverse the dancing knights because what happened to the killers happened to me, and I know how badly it hurts. The pain, the feeling of that person's touch, they don't go away. More than once did I have to quit reading and take a break so I wouldn't pull a muscle from how utterly pissed I was at the Bastard who caused the killers to feel that way. And I get how Danny feels, he craves affection that isn't hurtful and I'll be damned if he and the rest of the killers don't get that in abundance! All of your fanfiction makes me feel something, In no way any other fanfic can. You make it seem so real, and yet you dare say your writing isn't good? BLASPHEMY! Your writing is, and I cannot stress this enough, beautiful. It's real and it's chalked full of emotion, and it feels so real. Phew, got it all out. I know you probably have other people you can talk too, but if you need someone, I'm here, and I'll listen no matter how long you need someone to listen.

Hi g4y-gr3ml1n! You know, my goal writing the fanfiction that I do is to help people feel less alone in this world. Trauma is something that never goes away, it stays with you- words, feelings and sensations, it all haunts you every single day. And it hurts. And some times you feel like you're all alone with it, but the truth is you're not, and I just want people to know that.

I don't know what you've been through, but I know that it probably still hurts. Because I still hurt, every single day. But knowing that I'm not alone makes me feel better. Whatever you've gone through, I'm deeply sorry, you never should have had to suffer. I hope that you continue feeling the support my stories give.

And thank you so much for your kind words. I'm really happy that you enjoy my stories. If you ever need to talk, my door is always open as well. I hope that your future is filled with color and sunshine as you deserve, and that you smile always. Keep your head up, my friend, and remember that there's a crazy, weird author here who loves and supports you ❤️