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So I kind of just wanted to explain my situation to ya'll if that's alright. Disclaimer: this post is mainly of me just yapping and it includes some personal topics. Sorry...
Some of you are aware that I was in the process of moving across the country. Well I'm grateful to announce that the move was a success! I'm so grateful!!! I've only been in my new home less than a week, and it's the longest I've gone without being verbally abused in over thirteen years. Here in a few months- if something bad doesn't happen that is- it'll be the longest I've gone without being physically abused. And I can't tell you how good it feels. Like I'm soooooooo happy right now. Today I went walking around town and I got to do it without fearing for my life. My apartment is safe, this city is safe and the people are amazing. I kind of just feel like I'm living a dream (I'm freakin crying while I write this, lol). I've spent so long doing nothing but survive and now I feel like I can finally live.
I used to have to worry about every little thing; arson, breaking & entering, tire slashing, getting attacked, death threats. Terrific family, huh? The state I'm from (Arkansas) is one of the poorest, most violent states in all of America- please be extremely careful if you ever go there. So many bad things happened over the course of those thirteen years, I... I just don't know what to say. It was awful. I honestly don't know how I'm still here.
Unlike Arkanzans, the state I moved to glady accepts my Irish ethnicity and are positive towards my accent. I've never felt this peaceful and calm before. And I know bad things can happen at any moment- I could very well lose my life tomorrow or something, but I just can't deny how happy I am. I spent the last five years of my life working to achieve this goal, and I have. I ran away from all my abusers to my favorite state of all time, and I'm happy.
Right now I'm kind of just soaking up this new environment I live in. I'm not answering asks or writing updates or drabbles yet because I need just a little bit more time, (don't worry @breadboyye I haven't forgotten about your drabble! I will get it complete!) Many of you have been so supportive and patient with me and I'm so grateful for that. Thank you.
Oh, and the best part about all this? Not having to deal with bad people all the time might help me to make faster updates 👀🤞 let's hope for the best, me loves 💚 (Yes, I am going to start using my Irish slang. Get used to it).
once an amazing philosopher said:
"just rail me up already, i can be a sub too and I'm already yours."
and that amazing philosopher was me 🤓
if all of your moots were in one group, what would they be like??
chaos.. literal chaos..
IM KIDDING I LOVE YOU GUYS
i think they would actually get along super well even if they’ve never interacted before here because they’re all super nice and sweet, everyone would warm up to each other quickly!!! omg i would love to meet up with everyone :(((
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SpOiled for uehhfhh uhh neck crackalackin ?
OOOO MOVES MOVES GET EM OOO GET EM BEAT EM DOWN !!!!!!!!
KAPOW !!!!!!!
No longer drawing Mike banner . I QUIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So pretttaaayyyyy
No but really the way he can rock even this weird, not fully bleached, in-between, brassy ass yellow orange is proof that all shades of blonde including literal orange BELONG TO HIM. HE OWNS THEM. WE SHOULD HAVE TO ASK HIS PERMISSION TO HAVE BLONDE HAIR, EVEN THE SCANDINAVIAN BITCHES.
Crazy how he invented every beauty standard? Like??
blondemin is BACK (cr. jung-koook)
ok so i think it happens with most codes? if not all of them. always the same audio tho. i THINK it says "someone help. the murderer pays. it's (me/bill)" so maybe its scott cawthon idk
fun fact idk if anyone else has clocked this yet but if u put in "just blendin" (idk if it happens with any other codes?) and press the dial instead of the green button, it plays some reversed audio. so i un-reversed it. and.
"someone help. the murderer (???). (it's bill?)"
not the best audio bcz it played during a bit of lightning but. whatever that means!!! im sure it means something!
you guys do realise that by next year a quarter of the grid will be british
If anyone from the Bad Batch fandom want to suggest some silly or cute fanart ideas, or some ref pic to turn into fanart, be my guest!
I need distraction from my own brain
(please be aware that I might not do what you suggested right away, or at all. This idea is not to add up some pressure but to release some)
gracie bby~!!!! Your Layout Is Pretty Just Like Youuu!!!!😆💗
kimmy swetiiee!! happy to see you in my inbox ~ ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝) I'm grateful for the compliment > < ! but, ehhh not as pretty as youu and yours ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)
stares at you w/ my autistic eyes
stares back at you
*me and my therapist working through years of shame and deep self hatred for weeks*
me: “am I narcissist?”
at this point when the space shuttle lands i will be first in like to get murdered by aliens
Tmi question but how frequently do b and jk fuck? I'm sure it's more than once in a week. But like most of the time when they're both working and have similar day off... hahaha sorry and thx for putting up with us
This is so attractive goodbye…
its wet, sticky and gushing
Finale part one was WILD.
lmao, they just should've dodged it. i liked the steve jobs musical number though.
me rn:
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